I know it’s been a while since my last post. It was not just that I didn’t have time to write a new post but I was also really uninspired for writing one. I wanted to write so many things but at the same time nothing at all. Therefore I simply wrapped myself in silence. Instead of expressing my thoughts with writing, I focused my mind on so many other things – on life and all that came with it.

Many things happened in only a short amount of time. If I look back on the last six months I can hardly believe all the things that happened to me. I met so many new people, started working on my blog, moved to another town, started working as a freelancer again and so on. Through all of this, I also realized so many things about myself. For instance that I am stronger than I thought I was. And also that I can, I will and know what I want. Funny how many things life can teach us and how it can also make us open our eyes to see the things we sometimes don’t want to see. 🙂

Life has given me so many lessons and even though some were bitter I am no longer looking at them as such. I believe that in life everything happens for a reason. At the beginning it was hard to accept this fact, but than, when you look back, you realize that some things just had to happen the way they did. Why? Because only that way you were able to learn something new about yourself, about other people and about the world; that way you opened your eyes and reached a step higher in your life. Everything you learn sooner or later proves itself as very useful. Maybe at a certain moment you are not aware of it, but someday you will realize that everything happened for a reason. Once you realize it, life becomes easier and you start looking forward to everything that comes your way. Sometimes it’s sweet, sometimes bitter but it always gives you something that you might need sometime soon.

I don’t know what the future holds, although I do have some plans. But life is sometimes unpredictable, and I am certain that it holds many more surprises for me.  And although it might not be something I like, I am sure it will be, in a way, good for me. 🙂

Za slovenske bralce:

Vse se zgodi z razlogom
Vem, da je od mojega zadnjega posta minilo že kar nekaj časa. Ne le, da za novega nisem imela časa, po pravici povedano, tudi pravega navdiha zanj ni bilo. Želela sem napisati veliko stvari, a obenem nobene. Zato sem se preprosto zavila v tišino. Namesto, da bi izražala svoje misli s pisanjem, sem se raje osredotočila na druge stvari – na življenje in vse, kar pride z njim.

Veliko stvari se je zgodilo v zelo kratkem času. Če pogledam le zadnjih šest mesecev mojega življenja sploh ne morem verjeti, kaj vse sem doživela. Spoznala sem veliko novih ljudi, začela delati na svojem blogu, se preselila, začela delati kot svobodnjakinja in še bi lahko naštevala. Skozi vse to pa sem odkrila tudi veliko stvari o sebi. Na primer to, da sem močnejša kot sem mislila, da sem. Pa tudi to, da znam, zmorem in vem, kaj hočem. Hecno je, kaj vse nas življenje nauči in kako nas prisili, da odpremo oči in vidimo stvari, ki jih včasih nočemo. 🙂

Življenje mi je dalo že veliko lekcij, in čeprav so bile nekatere grenke, nanje več ne gledam tako. Verjamem namreč, da se vse zgodi z razlogom. Na začetku je to dejstvo težko sprejeti, a ko pogledaš nazaj, veš, da so se stvari preprosto moralo zgoditi tako kot so se. Zakaj? Zato, da si se naučil/-a kaj novega o sebi, o ljudeh in o svetu, da si odprl/ odprla oči in stopil/-a stopničko višje. In vse, česar se naučiš, ti prej ali slej pride prav. Morda se tega v določenem trenutku še ne zavedaš, a nekega dne preprosto dojameš, da se nič ni zgodilo zaman. Ko se tega zaveš, življenje postane lažje in veseliš se vsega, kar ti pride na pot. Včasih je sladko, spet drugič grenko, tretjič nekje vmes, a vsakič ti da tisto nekaj, kar boš prav kmalu morda potreboval/-a.

Sama ne vem, kaj me čaka v prihodnje pa četudi nisem čisto brez načrtov. A življenje je včasih nepredvidljivo, zato sem prepričana, da me bo še velikokrat presenetilo. In četudi ne bo po mojem okusu, bo zagotovo na nek način že dobro zame. 🙂