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Доброе утро❤️
Сейчас, вместо первого, а возможно, и второго урока, нас с подругой отчим повезет в поликлинику. Нам в школе раздали бумажки для сдачи анализов и нужно самим отнести туда, а эта поликлиника находится довольно далеко😒 Представляю, как мы бы с подругой в этот холод сами добирались бы😅😂 ————————————
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▪️ Даниссимо «Дольче Милано» + 6гр ржаных отрубей
▪️ 10гр овсяный отрубей
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Впервые за долгое время ем отруби не с водой с сах.замом😂 Не могу сказать точно, как вкуснее

2019-01-24 04:36   1 1

 

Доброе утро❤️ Сейчас, вместо первого, а возможно, и второго урока, нас с подругой отчим повезет в поликлинику. Нам в школе раздали бумажки для сдачи анализов и нужно самим отнести туда, а эта поликлиника находится довольно далеко😒 Представляю, как мы бы с подругой в этот холод сами добирались бы😅😂 ———————————— {7:30}: ▪️ Даниссимо «Дольче Милано» + 6гр ржаных отрубей ▪️ 10гр овсяный отрубей ———————————— Впервые за долгое время ем отруби не с водой с сах.замом😂 Не могу сказать точно, как вкуснее

ЧТО БУДЕТ ЕСЛИ...
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Я очень люблю экспериментировать со своим питанием. Недавно я просто сидела, и вдруг мне пришла в голову мысль, а что если не есть до конца сегодняшнего дня?🤔 И я правда больше не взяла в рот ничего.🍏 Только пила воду. И вот такое случается очень часто. Я просто задаюсь вопросом, "а что если...?". Скорее всего моему желудку это не очень-то нравится, но ничего не могу с собой поделать 😂👌
А вы любите экспериментировать? Или вам большое нравится стабильность?✨
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 #ппдневник
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 #гимнастика #художественнаягимнастика #rg #худеемвместе #анорексиядневник #анорексия #еда #фудблог #фудпорн #food #fooddiary #foodblog #anorexia #sport #спорт #питание

2019-01-24 04:29   7 0

 

ЧТО БУДЕТ ЕСЛИ... . Я очень люблю экспериментировать со своим питанием. Недавно я просто сидела, и вдруг мне пришла в голову мысль, а что если не есть до конца сегодняшнего дня🤔 И я правда больше не взяла в рот ничего.🍏 Только пила воду. И вот такое случается очень часто. Я просто задаюсь вопросом, "а что если...". Скорее всего моему желудку это не очень-то нравится, но ничего не могу с собой поделать 😂👌 А вы любите экспериментировать Или вам большое нравится стабильность✨ . #ппдневник #дневникпитания #гимнастика #художественнаягимнастика #rg #худеемвместе #анорексиядневник #анорексия #еда #фудблог #фудпорн #food #fooddiary #foodblog #anorexia #sport #спорт #питание

Modismos de A&M
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- Carrera de kilos: Es cuando compiten para ver quién pierde peso más rápido.
- Thinspo/thinspiration: Son las fotos de chicas delgadas o skinny girls, que nos "inspiran" a llegar al peso deseado.
- Wannabe: Aspirante a Ana.
- Analimia: Ana con periodos intercalados de Mia.
- Self injury: Autolesionarse.

Si conoces más de estos modismos/jergas, ¡comenta! 🌻. #anaymialifestyle #anorexia #bulimia #tothebone #anaymiamemes #anaymiatrucos #anaymiaconsejos #anaymiatips #anaymiawhatsapp #bulimicgirl #thinspiring #thinspiraton #eatingdissorder #thinspogoals #thinspogirl #anorexianerviosa #skinnyboddy #skinnygirl

2019-01-24 04:27   1 0

 

Modismos de A&M . . - Carrera de kilos: Es cuando compiten para ver quién pierde peso más rápido. - Thinspo/thinspiration: Son las fotos de chicas delgadas o skinny girls, que nos "inspiran" a llegar al peso deseado. - Wannabe: Aspirante a Ana. - Analimia: Ana con periodos intercalados de Mia. - Self injury: Autolesionarse. Si conoces más de estos modismos/jergas, ¡comenta! 🌻. #anaymialifestyle #anorexia #bulimia #tothebone #anaymiamemes #anaymiatrucos #anaymiaconsejos #anaymiatips #anaymiawhatsapp #bulimicgirl #thinspiring #thinspiraton #eatingdissorder #thinspogoals #thinspogirl #anorexianerviosa #skinnyboddy #skinnygirl

Buongiorno a tutti☀️
Oggi è il mio compleanno! Non faró niente di speciale, nè pizze e nè torta, perchè non voglio dover soffrire per i sensi di colpa, ma comunque passeró una bella giornata❤️❤️ ❤️ #ana #recovery #recoverywin #siamopiufortinoi🏆 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #freedom #likesforlike #likes #liker #likelike #follow #waltdisney #icecream #a #healthyfood #healthy #healthyrecipes  #cafe #healthylifestyle #food #foodporn #foodblogger #foodie #plasmon #milkandhoney  #followers #likes #fitness

2019-01-24 04:25   8 0

 

Buongiorno a tutti☀️ Oggi è il mio compleanno! Non faró niente di speciale, nè pizze e nè torta, perchè non voglio dover soffrire per i sensi di colpa, ma comunque passeró una bella giornata❤️❤️ ❤️ #ana #recovery #recoverywin #siamopiufortinoi🏆 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #freedom #likesforlike #likes #liker #likelike #follow #waltdisney #icecream #a #healthyfood #healthy #healthyrecipes #cafe #healthylifestyle #food #foodporn #foodblogger #foodie #plasmon #milkandhoney #followers #likes #fitness

I am now well again after spending 5 days in hospital! Well from the vomiting, that is. My head is no longer pounding and I can enjoy food!

2019-01-24 04:21   0 1

 

I am now well again after spending 5 days in hospital! Well from the vomiting, that is. My head is no longer pounding and I can enjoy food!

Доброе Утро, солнышки ☀️♥️
Как собираетесь проводить день?
Я сегодня проснулась в 6:00 и сделала 4 минуты планку 💪🏻
На фото мой #завтрак в 6:20 :
- Овсяная каша на воде с корицей 😻
- За кадром 2 баранки 🥯
Вчера и сегодня мне лучше, у меня не болит живот, все хорошо☺️
Простите, что фото сейчас не совсем отличаются, меня это тоже бесит 😅😤
В планах сегодня пройти не менее 6000 шагов, сходить в школу, сделать уроки на завтра и сделать упражнения на пресс 20-30 минут 😌
Сейчас еду в метро до школы 🏫
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 #пп #ип #восстановление #рационпитания #кд #вернулакд #загоны #разгонов #нехудею #сг #спорт  #кп #еда #фудблог #дневникпитания #рпп #борюсь #food #fooddiary #foodblog #instafood #intuitiveeating #rpp #recovery #anorexia #healthyfood #healthy #breakfast #sport

2019-01-24 04:19   10 0

 

Доброе Утро, солнышки ☀️♥️ Как собираетесь проводить день Я сегодня проснулась в 6:00 и сделала 4 минуты планку 💪🏻 На фото мой #завтрак в 6:20 : - Овсяная каша на воде с корицей 😻 - За кадром 2 баранки 🥯 Вчера и сегодня мне лучше, у меня не болит живот, все хорошо☺️ Простите, что фото сейчас не совсем отличаются, меня это тоже бесит 😅😤 В планах сегодня пройти не менее 6000 шагов, сходить в школу, сделать уроки на завтра и сделать упражнения на пресс 20-30 минут 😌 Сейчас еду в метро до школы 🏫 . #пп #ип #восстановление #рационпитания #кд #вернулакд #загоны #разгонов #нехудею #сг #спорт #кп #еда #фудблог #дневникпитания #рпп #борюсь #food #fooddiary #foodblog #instafood #intuitiveeating #rpp #recovery #anorexia #healthyfood #healthy #breakfast #sport

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There is nothing in this world that you can’t achieve or can’t be.
Remind yourself of who you are.
Remind yourself of where you come from.
You are a part of the universe!
And therefore you have its Power.
The Power to do or be whoever you decide to.
SO BE!
I love you so much!
Sophia
♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️
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 #poweroftheuniverse #universe #love #sophiaefremidis #freedom

2019-01-24 04:17   9 3

 

. There is nothing in this world that you can’t achieve or can’t be. Remind yourself of who you are. Remind yourself of where you come from. You are a part of the universe! And therefore you have its Power. The Power to do or be whoever you decide to. SO BE! I love you so much! Sophia ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ . #poweroftheuniverse #universe #love #sophiaefremidis #freedom

Lunch was an avocado, bio cheese, tomato and a quinoa patty toastie!! 😛

2019-01-24 04:16   18 2

 

Lunch was an avocado, bio cheese, tomato and a quinoa patty toastie!! 😛

Challenge yourself to approach negative thoughts in a more positive way! 🌱🌺
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Art by @alyserurianidesign ✨
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Tag your friends in the comments below to remind them of how special they are! Share on social media to help spread awareness and positivity 💖

2019-01-24 04:16   26 1

 

Challenge yourself to approach negative thoughts in a more positive way! 🌱🌺 • Art by @alyserurianidesign ✨ • Tag your friends in the comments below to remind them of how special they are! Share on social media to help spread awareness and positivity 💖

(Ayuno) Dato; Si dedicas 21 días a practicar nuevas costumbres, puedes cambiar cualquier hábito, lo único que necesitas es la voluntad para efectuar el cambio, se dice que tu cuerpo cuando es sometido a un cambio por 21 días termina adoptando una fase de renacimiento que te hace sentirte mejor contigo mismo.

 #anaymialifestyle #anorexia #bulimia #tothebone #anaymiamemes #anaymiatrucos #anaymiaconsejos #anaymiatips #anaymiawhatsapp #bulimicgirl #thinspiring #thinspiraton #eatingdissorder #thinspogoals #thinspogirl #anorexianerviosa #skinnyboddy #skinnygirl

2019-01-24 04:14   0 1

 

(Ayuno) Dato; Si dedicas 21 días a practicar nuevas costumbres, puedes cambiar cualquier hábito, lo único que necesitas es la voluntad para efectuar el cambio, se dice que tu cuerpo cuando es sometido a un cambio por 21 días termina adoptando una fase de renacimiento que te hace sentirte mejor contigo mismo. #anaymialifestyle #anorexia #bulimia #tothebone #anaymiamemes #anaymiatrucos #anaymiaconsejos #anaymiatips #anaymiawhatsapp #bulimicgirl #thinspiring #thinspiraton #eatingdissorder #thinspogoals #thinspogirl #anorexianerviosa #skinnyboddy #skinnygirl

2019-01-24 04:02   19 2

 
goodnight...

2019-01-24 04:01   2 1

 

goodnight...

about to start work. really don’t want to eat but i’m forcing myself to. put way more almond milk in my coffee than usual which is terrifying. we’ll see how i go. also packed carrots for dinner at work. •

 #anarecovery #miarecovery #ed #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #edfighter #nourishtoflourish #vegan #bodypositive #anorexia #bulimia #fuckanorexia #ednos #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #mentalillness #food #selfcare #selflove

2019-01-24 04:01   16 0

 

about to start work. really don’t want to eat but i’m forcing myself to. put way more almond milk in my coffee than usual which is terrifying. we’ll see how i go. also packed carrots for dinner at work. • #anarecovery #miarecovery #ed #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #edfighter #nourishtoflourish #vegan #bodypositive #anorexia #bulimia #fuckanorexia #ednos #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #mentalillness #food #selfcare #selflove

Контроль.

Когда твоя жизнь на 90% состоит из работы невозможно жить без тотального контроля.

А потом ты просто не можешь от этого избавится. Тебе нужно контролировать все, на все выделять время. Следить за тем чтобы ни минуты не было потрачено зря.

Час в день на рисунок, восемь на работу, встать в семь, лечь в три, пол часа на игры, два на гитару.

Каждый день расписание по минутам.

На пьянку вечер пятницы. Лечь не позже трех, встать в восемь.

Питание разноси в таблицу, отмечай количество воды. Пол часа на заполнение ежедневника, напоминалок и будильников перед сном.

На самом деле это очень удобно, позволяет взять себя в руки, когда на тебя накапливается слишком много.

Время структурируется, раскладывается по полочкам, задачи выстраиваются в идеальную прямую и ты спокойно их решаешь.

И кажется я на грани открытия идеального баланса между таймменеджментом и распиздяйством. А это уже почти волшебство.

2019-01-24 03:54   62 1

 

Контроль. Когда твоя жизнь на 90% состоит из работы невозможно жить без тотального контроля. А потом ты просто не можешь от этого избавится. Тебе нужно контролировать все, на все выделять время. Следить за тем чтобы ни минуты не было потрачено зря. Час в день на рисунок, восемь на работу, встать в семь, лечь в три, пол часа на игры, два на гитару. Каждый день расписание по минутам. На пьянку вечер пятницы. Лечь не позже трех, встать в восемь. Питание разноси в таблицу, отмечай количество воды. Пол часа на заполнение ежедневника, напоминалок и будильников перед сном. На самом деле это очень удобно, позволяет взять себя в руки, когда на тебя накапливается слишком много. Время структурируется, раскладывается по полочкам, задачи выстраиваются в идеальную прямую и ты спокойно их решаешь. И кажется я на грани открытия идеального баланса между таймменеджментом и распиздяйством. А это уже почти волшебство.

 #отзыв 🍥Пудинг Эрмигурт молочный шоколад🍥
🛒Место покупки местный магазин🛒
💵Цена 35₽💵
💡Калорийность на 100грамм 110кк. В порции 140г~154кк💡
🌟10/10🌟
Один из моих любимых пудингов. Не сладкий. Чувствуется молочный шоколад, нежный вкус, нет горчинки, как обычно есть в шоколадных пудингах. Запаха шоколада нет. В составе неочень много консервантов и ароматизаторов. Так что состав 4/5. Можно изредка брать.
 #foodblog #food #blog #eat #еда #питание #блог #фудпорн #рпп #rpp #anorexia #healthy #пп #обменвеществ #метаболизм #советы #шоколад #пудинг #любовь #вкусно

2019-01-24 03:48   5 0

 

#отзыв 🍥Пудинг Эрмигурт молочный шоколад🍥 🛒Место покупки местный магазин🛒 💵Цена 35₽💵 💡Калорийность на 100грамм 110кк. В порции 140г~154кк💡 🌟10/10🌟 Один из моих любимых пудингов. Не сладкий. Чувствуется молочный шоколад, нежный вкус, нет горчинки, как обычно есть в шоколадных пудингах. Запаха шоколада нет. В составе неочень много консервантов и ароматизаторов. Так что состав 4/5. Можно изредка брать. #foodblog #food #blog #eat #еда #питание #блог #фудпорн #рпп #rpp #anorexia #healthy #пп #обменвеществ #метаболизм #советы #шоколад #пудинг #любовь #вкусно

Every like, comment, and report... I add another cut every time..

2019-01-24 03:47   0 1

 

Every like, comment, and report... I add another cut every time..

Wishing I was back at home and in the humidity......(T—T)
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...I've lately been having such a hard time with motivation to do anything and just struggling to even stay present. Honestly right now I wish I could just quit everything and sleep forever but unfortunately I can't do that....I wish I had the drive to do things that most people do...I'm such a failure...
 #recovery #sad #depressed #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edrecovery #ed #anorexia #snack #hummus #pitachips #lonely #vent

2019-01-24 03:45   8 0

 

Wishing I was back at home and in the humidity......(T—T) . . .(tw negative vent) . . . . . . . ...I've lately been having such a hard time with motivation to do anything and just struggling to even stay present. Honestly right now I wish I could just quit everything and sleep forever but unfortunately I can't do that....I wish I had the drive to do things that most people do...I'm such a failure... #recovery #sad #depressed #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edrecovery #ed #anorexia #snack #hummus #pitachips #lonely #vent

The handsomest love muffin 😍💕 I asked him to smile and he refused so this was the best I got 😂 but I got to spend the day with the handsomest and sweetest love so I'm not too upset 💕

2019-01-24 03:45   8 1

 

The handsomest love muffin 😍💕 I asked him to smile and he refused so this was the best I got 😂 but I got to spend the day with the handsomest and sweetest love so I'm not too upset 💕

Hi everyone I'm M! 
This is my first post,I am NOT pro-ana for anyone but myself!!
I have been trying to fast for the last few days because I'm currently at 122 lbs and It's triggering! Any meal plans, tips, or ways to satisfy my urges without eating? Please comment them or DM me!!!
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 #ana #anorexia #anorexianerviosa #anorexianerviosa #anorexicboy #bulimia #bulimicboy #transguy #bodyissues #selfhatred #selfimage #LGBT #transman #ftmtrans #transftm #eatingdisorder #eatingdisordermemes #disorderedeating #fat #skinny #thinspo #needthinspo #anatips #miatips #mia #bullimic

2019-01-24 03:44   3 0

 

Hi everyone I'm M! This is my first post,I am NOT pro-ana for anyone but myself!! I have been trying to fast for the last few days because I'm currently at 122 lbs and It's triggering! Any meal plans, tips, or ways to satisfy my urges without eating Please comment them or DM me!!! . . . . . #ana #anorexia #anorexianerviosa #anorexianerviosa #anorexicboy #bulimia #bulimicboy #transguy #bodyissues #selfhatred #selfimage #LGBT #transman #ftmtrans #transftm #eatingdisorder #eatingdisordermemes #disorderedeating #fat #skinny #thinspo #needthinspo #anatips #miatips #mia #bullimic

Trying my hardest to avoid the ng tube 💪🏼 I’m in a psychiatric ward now. I saw the psych today and she won’t let me leave cause apparently my weight is too low 😞 I just really want to go home. I might be able to get leave to go to my appointment at the EDP tomorrow... but EDP said to my case manager that they might now be able to take me now cause of my bmi and me being in hospital. 😰 I’m meant to be hanging out with my mum tomorrow but I haven’t yet told her that I am in hospital and really don’t want to... urgh!!!
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 #anorexiarecovery  #eatittobeatit #edsoldier #recoveryispossible #recoveringaussies  #nourishtoflourish  #nourishnotpunish #anorexianervosarecovery  #recoveryisworthit #realrecovery  #againstana  #edwontwin  #strongnotskinny #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealth #prorecovery #anorexia #edwarrior #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderawareness #anxiety #depression #mentalhealthrecovery #edfighter

2019-01-24 03:41   32 1

 

Trying my hardest to avoid the ng tube 💪🏼 I’m in a psychiatric ward now. I saw the psych today and she won’t let me leave cause apparently my weight is too low 😞 I just really want to go home. I might be able to get leave to go to my appointment at the EDP tomorrow... but EDP said to my case manager that they might now be able to take me now cause of my bmi and me being in hospital. 😰 I’m meant to be hanging out with my mum tomorrow but I haven’t yet told her that I am in hospital and really don’t want to... urgh!!! . . . . . . . #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #edsoldier #recoveryispossible #recoveringaussies #nourishtoflourish #nourishnotpunish #anorexianervosarecovery #recoveryisworthit #realrecovery #againstana #edwontwin #strongnotskinny #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealth #prorecovery #anorexia #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderawareness #anxiety #depression #mentalhealthrecovery #edfighter

CENA: 2 porciones de tarta de jamon,queso cremoso, huevo y tomate🧀🥓 🥚🍅Como algunos sabran estoy consumiendo menos carne... y en un tiempo me gustaria volverme vegetariana💪💪 Juro que es mi meta a llegar, hacerle ver a mi mama que puedo ser capaz de hacerlo. Hoy cene jamon😒 que encima de no gustarme de por si es parte de lo que como vegetariana no consumiria, pero aun no lo soy asique no me preocupa mucho. Eso no quita que lo comi con un poquitin de culpa.
 #anorexia #balance #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #trastornodelaconductaalimentaria #trastornoalimenticio #tca #vigorexia #ortorexia #ortorexianervosa #flaca #gorda #tarta #alimentacion #comernosune #comersaludable #comerbalanceado #jamonyqueso #sinmiedo #sinculpa #subirdepeso

2019-01-24 03:32   20 0

 

CENA: 2 porciones de tarta de jamon,queso cremoso, huevo y tomate🧀🥓 🥚🍅Como algunos sabran estoy consumiendo menos carne... y en un tiempo me gustaria volverme vegetariana💪💪 Juro que es mi meta a llegar, hacerle ver a mi mama que puedo ser capaz de hacerlo. Hoy cene jamon😒 que encima de no gustarme de por si es parte de lo que como vegetariana no consumiria, pero aun no lo soy asique no me preocupa mucho. Eso no quita que lo comi con un poquitin de culpa. #anorexia #balance #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #trastornodelaconductaalimentaria #trastornoalimenticio #tca #vigorexia #ortorexia #ortorexianervosa #flaca #gorda #tarta #alimentacion #comernosune #comersaludable #comerbalanceado #jamonyqueso #sinmiedo #sinculpa #subirdepeso

tw//first day of fasting complete fuck yeah 🤠🤠i’m aiming for another two days. my family’s sus & i’m stressed bc i’ve tried to get them to hop tf off my ass by eating w them, but it’ll result in a binge and they’ll STILL say i’m not eating enough. so tbh i’m done pleasing them, i’m fasting until my body gives out and they can deal with it. i’m tired of being stuffed fat.

2019-01-24 03:31   4 1

 

tw//first day of fasting complete fuck yeah 🤠🤠i’m aiming for another two days. my family’s sus & i’m stressed bc i’ve tried to get them to hop tf off my ass by eating w them, but it’ll result in a binge and they’ll STILL say i’m not eating enough. so tbh i’m done pleasing them, i’m fasting until my body gives out and they can deal with it. i’m tired of being stuffed fat.

Knowing that this may be the thinnest I ever be makes my heart break. It's taken so long to get here and now it's just being taken from me. I'm in forced recovery right now and I feel so much fatter than all of the other girls here. I feel like I will never be worthy and it is heartbreaking to be put under all of these rules after such a long period of restriction. #anorexia #ana #fuckmylife #eatingdisorder #iwantfood #inpatient #hospital

2019-01-24 03:28   2 0

 

Knowing that this may be the thinnest I ever be makes my heart break. It's taken so long to get here and now it's just being taken from me. I'm in forced recovery right now and I feel so much fatter than all of the other girls here. I feel like I will never be worthy and it is heartbreaking to be put under all of these rules after such a long period of restriction. #anorexia #ana #fuckmylife #eatingdisorder #iwantfood #inpatient #hospital

 #letsgoaavy #anorexia #recoveryisworthit #recoveryquotes #anxiety #depressed #depressing #depressedquotes #depression #depressionrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #suiciderecovery #selfharm #mentalillness #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillnessawareness #keepfighting #staystrong #alwayskeepfighting #selfharm #mentalillness #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillnessawareness #keepfighting #staystrong #alwayskeepfighting #nevergiveup #ihatemyself #selfhate #bulimia #selflove #selfloveisthebestlove #mentalillness #anorexia #suicidal #broken #mentalhealth #staystrong #depressionquotes #lost #selfharm #selflove

2019-01-24 03:27   153 2

 
 #letsgoaavy #anorexia #recoveryisworthit #recoveryquotes #anxiety #depressed #depressing #depressedquotes #depression #depressionrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #suiciderecovery #selfharm #mentalillness #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillnessawareness #keepfighting #staystrong #alwayskeepfighting #selfharm #mentalillness #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillnessawareness #keepfighting #staystrong #alwayskeepfighting #nevergiveup #ihatemyself #selfhate #bulimia #selflove #selfloveisthebestlove #mentalillness #anorexia #suicidal #broken #mentalhealth #staystrong #depressionquotes #lost #selfharm #selflove

2019-01-24 03:24   171 2

 
This man is my ultimate goal. And if I somehow was able to be thinner than him, I might die from happiness.

2019-01-24 03:21   5 1

 

This man is my ultimate goal. And if I somehow was able to be thinner than him, I might die from happiness.

the other day we did an activity in group where we passed sheets of paper around and people wrote what they admired about us. upon receiving my paper back and seeing the comments written there in blue and black, my immediate thought was “i can’t believe i’ve tricked these people into thinking i have a good personality.”
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i don’t know exactly which part of me pushed this thought forward— maybe anxiety, or depression, or simply my impostor syndrome. but when i read things like “i admire your sense of humor” or “you’re an authentic person”, my immediate impulse is to say no, no, that’s not me, you have the wrong idea.
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every day i worry about whether people will see the “real” me. i struggle immensely with social anxiety and self doubt that cripple my attempts to connect with people. i work hard most of the time to push past those things, but at the end of the day, i am not sure if it has worked, and i am convinced that people see me the way i see myself: closed up, anxious, unsure. but that paper told me otherwise, and that’s MAD hard to accept. but ultimately it tells me that my hard work is paying off, and that it’s worth it to keep going. it tells me that people really do see me, and more than that, they like what they see. and u know what.. that’s enough to make a betch cry.
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osfed #osfedrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #atypicalanorexia #positivity #optimism #encouragement #motivation #motivationalquotes #depression #depressionrecovery #selfcompassion #selfcare #ed #edrecovery #edwarrior #prorecovery #haes #recovery #edfighter

2019-01-24 03:18   54 3

 

the other day we did an activity in group where we passed sheets of paper around and people wrote what they admired about us. upon receiving my paper back and seeing the comments written there in blue and black, my immediate thought was “i can’t believe i’ve tricked these people into thinking i have a good personality.” ✨ i don’t know exactly which part of me pushed this thought forward— maybe anxiety, or depression, or simply my impostor syndrome. but when i read things like “i admire your sense of humor” or “you’re an authentic person”, my immediate impulse is to say no, no, that’s not me, you have the wrong idea. ✨ every day i worry about whether people will see the “real” me. i struggle immensely with social anxiety and self doubt that cripple my attempts to connect with people. i work hard most of the time to push past those things, but at the end of the day, i am not sure if it has worked, and i am convinced that people see me the way i see myself: closed up, anxious, unsure. but that paper told me otherwise, and that’s MAD hard to accept. but ultimately it tells me that my hard work is paying off, and that it’s worth it to keep going. it tells me that people really do see me, and more than that, they like what they see. and u know what.. that’s enough to make a betch cry. ✨ osfed #osfedrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #atypicalanorexia #positivity #optimism #encouragement #motivation #motivationalquotes #depression #depressionrecovery #selfcompassion #selfcare #ed #edrecovery #edwarrior #prorecovery #haes #recovery #edfighter

hey guys🙆🏻‍♀️ i’ve got rough news. got hit with a confusing truth this morning that i’ve been losing all week. it drove me to break down, honestly, with the body dysmorphia, mood improvement, resolved home troubles and clean from habits, i assumed i was doing great weight wise 😅 apperently i’m almost back to the weight i was when i came out of hospital prematurely... here’s today’s food🤷🏻‍♀️ big pot of oatmeal with a peach and latte ontop, two eggs with cheese bacon on an english muffin, a burrito bowl with rice beef and THE BIGGEST DAMN TOMATO IVE SEEN (weighed it, close to a lbs) ✋🏼 don’t be fooled by the arial view of this bowl, there’s two cups of rice and two cups of beef in it 😭 ever ate straight up beef with a spoon? not the best... snack was a bunch of rice crackers and soup, dinner was rabbit paprikash 😍😍 childhood favourite i’ve come to terms with❤️ slow roasted rabbit or chicken in a lard and sourcream gravy 😅😋 fatty but good! then snack was savoury chicken noodle oats and half my sisters mc dons milkshake! surprise extra but when you want to get better you don’t just say no to free cookies and milkshake. super challenging but i got to spend some down time with her so it was worth it❤️ also managed to RELAX today, which is rare. i’m always on my feet and staying busy, distracted, but up until lunch i stayed in bed 💪🏼 that’s actually a huge win for me to let myself do that. 
 #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #recovery #chinesefood #burritobowl #fdoe #eatittobeatit #edwarrior #edsoldier #anawarrior #anasoldier #edfamily #edfighter #anafighter #fuckana #healthy #health #fitness

2019-01-24 03:17   35 0

 

hey guys🙆🏻‍♀️ i’ve got rough news. got hit with a confusing truth this morning that i’ve been losing all week. it drove me to break down, honestly, with the body dysmorphia, mood improvement, resolved home troubles and clean from habits, i assumed i was doing great weight wise 😅 apperently i’m almost back to the weight i was when i came out of hospital prematurely... here’s today’s food🤷🏻‍♀️ big pot of oatmeal with a peach and latte ontop, two eggs with cheese bacon on an english muffin, a burrito bowl with rice beef and THE BIGGEST DAMN TOMATO IVE SEEN (weighed it, close to a lbs) ✋🏼 don’t be fooled by the arial view of this bowl, there’s two cups of rice and two cups of beef in it 😭 ever ate straight up beef with a spoon not the best... snack was a bunch of rice crackers and soup, dinner was rabbit paprikash 😍😍 childhood favourite i’ve come to terms with❤️ slow roasted rabbit or chicken in a lard and sourcream gravy 😅😋 fatty but good! then snack was savoury chicken noodle oats and half my sisters mc dons milkshake! surprise extra but when you want to get better you don’t just say no to free cookies and milkshake. super challenging but i got to spend some down time with her so it was worth it❤️ also managed to RELAX today, which is rare. i’m always on my feet and staying busy, distracted, but up until lunch i stayed in bed 💪🏼 that’s actually a huge win for me to let myself do that. #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #recovery #chinesefood #burritobowl #fdoe #eatittobeatit #edwarrior #edsoldier #anawarrior #anasoldier #edfamily #edfighter #anafighter #fuckana #healthy #health #fitness

Sorry for not posting 😬
Today I ate a really big breakfast and when I came back home after a long day at school (I skipped lunch), piano class, dinner (Haitanese Chicken rice), and then swimming class, I was really surprised to have gained 0.6kg since yesterday. I ate a big breakfast, but I’m still really confused!! I honestly don’t know if I’m happy or sad about this 😐
 #anorexia #recovery #anorexic #anorexicgirl #recoverywarrior #food #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #idk #eatingdisorderquote #eatittobeatit

2019-01-24 03:16   4 0

 

Sorry for not posting 😬 Today I ate a really big breakfast and when I came back home after a long day at school (I skipped lunch), piano class, dinner (Haitanese Chicken rice), and then swimming class, I was really surprised to have gained 0.6kg since yesterday. I ate a big breakfast, but I’m still really confused!! I honestly don’t know if I’m happy or sad about this 😐 #anorexia #recovery #anorexic #anorexicgirl #recoverywarrior #food #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #idk #eatingdisorderquote #eatittobeatit

It has been a hard two weeks almost slipping into a relapse but slowly finding way back with these two recovery wins today.

2019-01-24 03:15   27 4

 

It has been a hard two weeks almost slipping into a relapse but slowly finding way back with these two recovery wins today.

Yesterday’s dinner was a 3 course meal with sushi, salad and chicken skewers.
Second pic is night snack which is 4 scoops of ice cream. The last pic is just to show you how cheap a meal can get. I order the top item on the menu and converted to AUD, it’s actually around $4!! And I ate it all even tho it was one of the most oily dishes ever.
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I’ve had a pretty decent time since I arrived and recovered from jet lag. Although I’m not fully enjoying it like I normally do. It feels like I’m watching through a window and not experiencing anything. I wouldn’t say I feel good, but I’m ok.
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Anyways, I’m off to Thailand today and I might spam on my story if there’s wifi. •
 #edrecovery #anorexia #depression #anxiety #selfharm #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #recovery #stuggles #food #challenges #fearfoods #recoverywin

2019-01-24 03:14   6 0

 

Yesterday’s dinner was a 3 course meal with sushi, salad and chicken skewers. Second pic is night snack which is 4 scoops of ice cream. The last pic is just to show you how cheap a meal can get. I order the top item on the menu and converted to AUD, it’s actually around $4!! And I ate it all even tho it was one of the most oily dishes ever. • I’ve had a pretty decent time since I arrived and recovered from jet lag. Although I’m not fully enjoying it like I normally do. It feels like I’m watching through a window and not experiencing anything. I wouldn’t say I feel good, but I’m ok. • Anyways, I’m off to Thailand today and I might spam on my story if there’s wifi. • #edrecovery #anorexia #depression #anxiety #selfharm #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #recovery #stuggles #food #challenges #fearfoods #recoverywin

i follow this girl on my main account and she is GOALS. every time she posts pics like this one i get so triggered though and i want to block her but i can never do it. she’s so perfect. her tattoos are so amazing. her body is to die for. i feel sad and disgusting. earlier i was looking in the mirror to make sure i got all of the lint off my dress and i couldn’t stand what i saw. nothing but gross fat. i hate myself. #thinspiraton #thin #skinny #ed #eatingdissorder #ana #anorexia #anorexic #triggerwarning #blockdontreport

2019-01-24 03:12   3 0

 

i follow this girl on my main account and she is GOALS. every time she posts pics like this one i get so triggered though and i want to block her but i can never do it. she’s so perfect. her tattoos are so amazing. her body is to die for. i feel sad and disgusting. earlier i was looking in the mirror to make sure i got all of the lint off my dress and i couldn’t stand what i saw. nothing but gross fat. i hate myself. #thinspiraton #thin #skinny #ed #eatingdissorder #ana #anorexia #anorexic #triggerwarning #blockdontreport

I know it’s messed up, but I really want the stares, I want the comments on my weight loss, I want clothes to be baggy, I want to be dizzy and faint from not eating. I want to be hungry all the time and be exhausted when I exercise. Hell, I almost want to be hospitalized so people know it’s not a phase or a prank or that I’m okay. I know I’m messed up, and I kinda like it too.

2019-01-24 03:09   94 7

 

I know it’s messed up, but I really want the stares, I want the comments on my weight loss, I want clothes to be baggy, I want to be dizzy and faint from not eating. I want to be hungry all the time and be exhausted when I exercise. Hell, I almost want to be hospitalized so people know it’s not a phase or a prank or that I’m okay. I know I’m messed up, and I kinda like it too.

FDOE! Today was so so because I did a small workout yesterday because I’m FINALLY allowed 😀 and I feel so sore which bums me out. Afternoon snack was a huge win, a vegan chocolate AND coconut tray bar from a bakery and I have no idea the calories. 😁 👏 🌟 I’m so glad that recovery has allowed me to go to my previous favorite bakery and get the most amazing bar EVER! Join me and tag me in having a pre Ed favorite @life.by.living if you feel up to the challenge, you won’t regret it! #anorexiarecovery #vegetarianrecovery #bulimiarecovery #bulimia #anorexia #ednos #ednosrecovery #anorexicgirl #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit #gainingweightiscool #ednosrecoverywin #edrecovery #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #beatana #fuckana #fuckdietculture #food #fdoe  #recoverymeals  #recoverywin #newyearsnourishment #recoverforyou  #bodypositive #intuitiveeating  #veganrecovery #vegan #recoverycommunity #veganteen

2019-01-24 03:08   15 0

 

FDOE! Today was so so because I did a small workout yesterday because I’m FINALLY allowed 😀 and I feel so sore which bums me out. Afternoon snack was a huge win, a vegan chocolate AND coconut tray bar from a bakery and I have no idea the calories. 😁 👏 🌟 I’m so glad that recovery has allowed me to go to my previous favorite bakery and get the most amazing bar EVER! Join me and tag me in having a pre Ed favorite @life.by.living if you feel up to the challenge, you won’t regret it! #anorexiarecovery #vegetarianrecovery #bulimiarecovery #bulimia #anorexia #ednos #ednosrecovery #anorexicgirl #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit #gainingweightiscool #ednosrecoverywin #edrecovery #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #beatana #fuckana #fuckdietculture #food #fdoe  #recoverymeals  #recoverywin #newyearsnourishment #recoverforyou  #bodypositive #intuitiveeating  #veganrecovery #vegan #recoverycommunity #veganteen

when words are best at describing what’s in your heart ❤️

2019-01-24 03:03   9 2

 

when words are best at describing what’s in your heart ❤️

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