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Turkey and sweetcorn mayo!! 😙😙😙Pita and @arla.uk limited edition yog for lunches! 
I keep being really forgetful today! But oh well! I have all day to get things done. Feel like theres not enough hours in the day though! 😫😫😫
Been check on my grandad after the accident last night and hes ok! A bit shook up but all good. He cheats death alot. Lile ALOT. 
 #protein #food #anarecovery #prorecovery #nourishnotpunish #depression #anxiety #balancednotclean #healthyishappy #balancedeating #healthy #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #caloriesdontmatter #beatana #realrecovery #fuckanorexia #edfighter #edfam #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anxiety #balancednotclean #ed #edrecovery #edwarrior #recoverywin #recoverywarrior

2018-06-23 12:50   4 0

 

Turkey and sweetcorn mayo!! 😙😙😙Pita and @arla.uk limited edition yog for lunches! I keep being really forgetful today! But oh well! I have all day to get things done. Feel like theres not enough hours in the day though! 😫😫😫 Been check on my grandad after the accident last night and hes ok! A bit shook up but all good. He cheats death alot. Lile ALOT. #protein #food #anarecovery #prorecovery #nourishnotpunish #depression #anxiety #balancednotclean #healthyishappy #balancedeating #healthy #strongnotskinny #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #caloriesdontmatter #beatana #realrecovery #fuckanorexia #edfighter #edfam #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anxiety #balancednotclean #ed #edrecovery #edwarrior #recoverywin #recoverywarrior

Сегодня снова очень поздно встала. Надо опять настраивать режим. Странные ощущения по поводу веса. Сегодня я вешу ровно 70 кг. Надеюсь завтра точно будет первая шестёрка.
Не знаю что сегодня пить. Хочу вроде сладкого, но в последнее время зациклилась на сахаре и углеводах. Я безумно люблю сладкие йогурты, например Чудо, но сейчас почему-то не покупаю. Надо сходить наверное в магазин, а на улице дождь.

2018-06-23 12:49   1 2

 

Сегодня снова очень поздно встала. Надо опять настраивать режим. Странные ощущения по поводу веса. Сегодня я вешу ровно 70 кг. Надеюсь завтра точно будет первая шестёрка. Не знаю что сегодня пить. Хочу вроде сладкого, но в последнее время зациклилась на сахаре и углеводах. Я безумно люблю сладкие йогурты, например Чудо, но сейчас почему-то не покупаю. Надо сходить наверное в магазин, а на улице дождь.

Во время лагеря я ела все что хотела и уезжала обратно с привесом в 1 кг. Честно,я была довольна собой,потому что я кушала много-много сладкого и вредного😌По приезду в Москву я снова ходила на плавание и ела абсолютно все. Так в августе я решила снова взвеситься и увидела на весах 56-57 кг. И тогда,вместе с моей лучшей подругой мы решили перейти на пп. В этот раз я худела к 1 сентября и шла в школу с весом в 54 кг. В конце августа я пошла в спортзал. Мой папа уже тогда ходил год и потерял 30 кг своего веса-для меня он тоже стал некой мотивацией. До декабря месяца я питалась как хотела,более-менее в умеренных порциях и вес был 52 кг. Зимой мы с родителями отправились на отдых из которого я привезла 2 лишних кг и желание похудеть до 48 килограмм. Начиная со 2 половины февраля,я садилась на разные диеты,голодовки и начала принимать слабительное с мочегонкой. Тогда я очень жестко подпортила себе организм и начала ходить к врачам,зная из-за чего я себя так плохо чувствую. Могу сказать одно,я добилась цифры 48,но худеть на таблетках-дерьмо,потом вес возвращается моментально. В апреле был мой день рождения,после которого я набрала 2 кг и опять же принимала таблетки вплоть до мая. В мае у меня была депрессия,и тогда во время эмоционального срыва я разбила весы об стену и выкинула все таблетки. Тогда я решила поддерживать свои 48 кг и правильно питаться. К тому времени я перестала есть все сладкое,мучное и жирное,что и делаю до сих пор уже около 2,5 месяцев.

2018-06-23 12:49   1 1

 

Во время лагеря я ела все что хотела и уезжала обратно с привесом в 1 кг. Честно,я была довольна собой,потому что я кушала много-много сладкого и вредного😌По приезду в Москву я снова ходила на плавание и ела абсолютно все. Так в августе я решила снова взвеситься и увидела на весах 56-57 кг. И тогда,вместе с моей лучшей подругой мы решили перейти на пп. В этот раз я худела к 1 сентября и шла в школу с весом в 54 кг. В конце августа я пошла в спортзал. Мой папа уже тогда ходил год и потерял 30 кг своего веса-для меня он тоже стал некой мотивацией. До декабря месяца я питалась как хотела,более-менее в умеренных порциях и вес был 52 кг. Зимой мы с родителями отправились на отдых из которого я привезла 2 лишних кг и желание похудеть до 48 килограмм. Начиная со 2 половины февраля,я садилась на разные диеты,голодовки и начала принимать слабительное с мочегонкой. Тогда я очень жестко подпортила себе организм и начала ходить к врачам,зная из-за чего я себя так плохо чувствую. Могу сказать одно,я добилась цифры 48,но худеть на таблетках-дерьмо,потом вес возвращается моментально. В апреле был мой день рождения,после которого я набрала 2 кг и опять же принимала таблетки вплоть до мая. В мае у меня была депрессия,и тогда во время эмоционального срыва я разбила весы об стену и выкинула все таблетки. Тогда я решила поддерживать свои 48 кг и правильно питаться. К тому времени я перестала есть все сладкое,мучное и жирное,что и делаю до сих пор уже около 2,5 месяцев.

Morning body check. I restricted how much I ate for dinner. My anxiety was so bad when I grabbed the food. I ended up giving most of it to my dog. Nobody said a thing about it. My fiance was too busy playing Zelda. Which is good, because I plan on continuing restricting how much I eat. I don't want to be fat anymore.

 #ana #anorexia #recovery #bulimia #depressed #depression #selfharm #self #body #bodychecks #cut #cutting #hate #selfhate #society #broken #emo #emotional #teen #selfabuse #selfconfidence

2018-06-23 12:49   0 0

 

Morning body check. I restricted how much I ate for dinner. My anxiety was so bad when I grabbed the food. I ended up giving most of it to my dog. Nobody said a thing about it. My fiance was too busy playing Zelda. Which is good, because I plan on continuing restricting how much I eat. I don't want to be fat anymore. #ana #anorexia #recovery #bulimia #depressed #depression #selfharm #self #body #bodychecks #cut #cutting #hate #selfhate #society #broken #emo #emotional #teen #selfabuse #selfconfidence

just a filler for my theme bc I forgot to post it last night. that's a card I got from my tutor yd when I got my certificate and the quote is my in a nutshell

2018-06-23 12:48   2 1

 

just a filler for my theme bc I forgot to post it last night. that's a card I got from my tutor yd when I got my certificate and the quote is my in a nutshell

На обед Тофники, недавно увидел рецепт, но не нашёл, ибо забыл у кого. Ну вообщем тофу, овсяная мука, 2 столовые ложки пюре (можно заменить на сахар/банан, но банана под рукой у меня не оказалось), немного кокосового масла. Всё это смешиваем блендеромарим на сковороде на кокосовлм/растительном масле. Я жарил на кокосовом около трёх минут на каждой стороне. Получилось очень вкусно и не уступает по вкусу сырникам.) И почему-то сильно упал актив. Пишите плюсик в комменты если читаете меня

 #ана #анорексия #булимия #буля #яхудею #худею # #диета #еда #рпп #рппдневник #рекавери #дневник #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #похудел #40кг #фудпорн #фудпорно #food #foodphotography #foodporn #ana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #bulimia #фудпорн #фудблоггер #веган #веганрецепты #рецепт

2018-06-23 12:47   4 0

 

На обед Тофники, недавно увидел рецепт, но не нашёл, ибо забыл у кого. Ну вообщем тофу, овсяная мука, 2 столовые ложки пюре (можно заменить на сахар/банан, но банана под рукой у меня не оказалось), немного кокосового масла. Всё это смешиваем блендеромарим на сковороде на кокосовлм/растительном масле. Я жарил на кокосовом около трёх минут на каждой стороне. Получилось очень вкусно и не уступает по вкусу сырникам.) И почему-то сильно упал актив. Пишите плюсик в комменты если читаете меня #ана #анорексия #булимия #буля #яхудею #худею # #диета #еда #рпп #рппдневник #рекавери #дневник #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #похудел #40кг #фудпорн #фудпорно #food #foodphotography #foodporn #ana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #bulimia #фудпорн #фудблоггер #веган #веганрецепты #рецепт

Lunch today was a quorn chicken roll with salad and two chocolate rice cakes 😜 Sooo sadly the sun has went away 😭 I’m not gonna let it get me down though! I’ll still have a great day and I hope you all do too ☺️🌈 #anawho #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #lunch #goodfood #mealplan #yummy #slay #nourishtoflourish #nourishyourbody #fuckana #nevergiveup #neverlosehope #staystrong #keepfighting #keepslaying #staypositive #staymotivated #amazingday #haveagoodday #saturday #saturdaymood #recoveryisworthit #happy #spreadlove 💗☀️

2018-06-23 12:47   12 0

 

Lunch today was a quorn chicken roll with salad and two chocolate rice cakes 😜 Sooo sadly the sun has went away 😭 I’m not gonna let it get me down though! I’ll still have a great day and I hope you all do too ☺️🌈 #anawho #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #lunch #goodfood #mealplan #yummy #slay #nourishtoflourish #nourishyourbody #fuckana #nevergiveup #neverlosehope #staystrong #keepfighting #keepslaying #staypositive #staymotivated #amazingday #haveagoodday #saturday #saturdaymood #recoveryisworthit #happy #spreadlove 💗☀️

Buon pranzo❤ oggi per me un piattino che non ha bisogno di presentazioni😋🍝😏.
Poco fa è arrivata la mail di conferma di un progetto di alternanza che la scuola ha proposto per il mese di luglio, si tratta di un lavoretto che spero diventi il mio mestiere futuro: la guida turistica😍. L' unione di arte e lingue, le mie più grandi passioni😊. Sarò a San Fruttuoso, ciò significa battello, occhiali da sole😎 e abbronzatura. Sono gasatissima, ma adesso che realizzo l'ansia si sta facendo sentire😱. Mio cugino👦, archeologo e guida, mi ha promesso che mi avrebbe dato una mano e andremo insieme a San Fruttuoso per iniziare a prendere confidenza con il luogo!! Che dire, nuova avventura❤. #anoressia #anorexia #edfighter #edfamily #edwarrior #anawarrior #anasoldier #anabitch #beatingana #life  #serenitá #family #sorrideresempre #pranzo #pastaalpesto #pranzoitaliano #secucinatevoi

2018-06-23 12:43   6 0

 

Buon pranzo❤ oggi per me un piattino che non ha bisogno di presentazioni😋🍝😏. Poco fa è arrivata la mail di conferma di un progetto di alternanza che la scuola ha proposto per il mese di luglio, si tratta di un lavoretto che spero diventi il mio mestiere futuro: la guida turistica😍. L' unione di arte e lingue, le mie più grandi passioni😊. Sarò a San Fruttuoso, ciò significa battello, occhiali da sole😎 e abbronzatura. Sono gasatissima, ma adesso che realizzo l'ansia si sta facendo sentire😱. Mio cugino👦, archeologo e guida, mi ha promesso che mi avrebbe dato una mano e andremo insieme a San Fruttuoso per iniziare a prendere confidenza con il luogo!! Che dire, nuova avventura❤. #anoressia #anorexia #edfighter #edfamily #edwarrior #anawarrior #anasoldier #anabitch #beatingana #life  #serenitá #family #sorrideresempre #pranzo #pastaalpesto #pranzoitaliano #secucinatevoi

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[١٩/‏٦ ١:٢٢ ص] حسونی: .•°``°•. کٌٌٍٍٍٍْْْْلَمًـآتٌـکْ آروٌعٌ مًنِ آلَخِـيــــآلَ وٌأجّـمًلَ مًنِ ضًـيآء آلَقُمًــر أحًتٌــآر قُلَبًي فُـيمًآ يکْتٌـبً لَکِْ فُـکْتٌـبً آحًتٌـرآمًي وٌتٌـقُدٍيري لَکِْ وٌ ``°•.💖¸.•°``°•. کٌٌٍٍٍٍْْْْلَمًـآتٌـکْ آروٌعٌ مًنِ آلَخِـيــــآلَ وٌأجِ💟🌹🍃تٌتٌنِاغُمً حًروٌفُك کْانِهّا اعٌزٍوٌفُهّ مًطِر💟کْ لَحًنِ فُيِروٌزٍ....💟🌹وٌاحًسِاسِ کْاضمً..🌹مضيئه✒💞اطلاله✒🌿مشرقه✒🌹نور🌿مروركم🌿يملأ🌹الحساب✒🌹مرور✒🌿قلمكم✒🌹فخر✒🌹وشرف✒💋👉🌹😍😍😍😍😍💋👉🇿🌹🇦🌹🇷🌹🇦👈 💋 🌹اعتز✒🌹به✒🌿 ‎‏حروفكم✒💞مميزه✒ ‎‏‎روٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِعٌَےــــهِ💟🌹🍃تٌتٌنِاغُمً حًروٌفُك کْانِهّا اعٌزٍوٌفُهّ مًطِر💟کْ لَحًنِ فُيِروٌزٍ....💟🌹وٌاحًسِاسِ کْاضمً..💟🍃🌹کْ نِبًض 💟🍃قُلَبً..💟🌹ابًدٍعٌتٌ يِا مًنِ تٌمًتٌلَکْ الَقُلَوٌبً ‎‏‎روٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِعٌَےــــهِ💟🌹🍃تٌتٌنِاغُمً حًروٌفُك کْانِهب

2018-06-23 12:42   10 21

 

لاكوووكوميتاان هه فالان دي سباس داربم 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸😱😱😱😱💪💪💪🔇🔇🔇🔇 ......🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸😱😱🔇🔇🔇 #depressededits #depressionedits #sadedits #worthless #killme #sadaudios #depressedaudios #svv #selfhate #triggered #anorexic #anxiety #skinny #fat #ritzen #sadaudios #depressedaudios #cut #cutting #depressed #depression #suicidal #suicide #selfhate #sadedit #sad #letmedie #anorexia #bulimia #mia #triggerwarning #quotes #scars [١٩/‏٦ ١:٢١ ص] حسونی: ◤◢◤◢ℓι🌷✌🌷✌🌷✌🕊💔🕊 ┏━━╮┏┓┏┓╭━┓┏━┓ ┃┏╮┃┃┃┃┃┃╭┛┃┗┓ ┃┃┃╰┛┃┃┃┃╰┓┃┗┓ ┗┛╰━━┛┗┛╰━┛┗━┛ ┈┈┈◢▇◣┈┈┈┈◢▇◣┈┈ ┈┈┈▇▇▇┈┈┈┈▇▇▇┈┈ ┈┈┈◥▇◤▔◥◤▔◥▇◤┈┈ ┈┈┈┈▕▏╭╮╭╮▕▏┈┈┈ ┈┈┈┈▕◣┃▋▋┃◢▏┈┈┈ ┈┈┈┈╱┓▇▇▔┏◥▏┈┈┈ ┈┈┈▕▏╰┳━┳╯▕▏┈┈┈ ┈┈◢▇◣▂╰━╯▂◢▇◣┈┈ ⭐🌙⭐🌙🌸🍃 ▂╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲🌼 ╲┏━━╮┏┓┏┓╭━┓┏━┓▏⏬ ▕┃┏╮┃┃┃┃┃┃╭┛┃┗┓▏⏬ ▕┃┃┃╰┛┃┃┃┃╰┓┃┗┓▏⏬ ▕┗┛╰━━┛┗┛╰━┛┗━┛▏⏬ ┈╲▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂╱ █иι¢є█💘█иι¢є█💘█иι¢є█ █иι¢є█💕█иι¢є█💕█иι¢є█ █иι¢є█💘█иι¢є█💘█иι¢є█ █иι¢є█💕█иι¢є█💕█иι¢є█ ╭━━┓┉┏┳━╮┳━┓┳━╮ ╰━╮┃┉┃┣━╯┣┫┉┣┳╯ ━━╯╰━╯┻┉┉┻━┛┻╰╯ ____s.e.r.a.j____🌹🍃🌹🍃🌹🍃::: ─▀██▀🇱 🇮 🇰 🇪🌹 ──██────(▒)(▒) ──██───(▒)(♥️)(▒) ─▄██▄▄█─(▒)(▒) иι¢є_αωєѕσмє .........../)(\ .........//)(\\ .......///).(\\\ .....////)..(\\\\ ....\....\.../..../ ......\....)(..../ ....../.../..\...\ ....███⊥███ ....🇱 🇮 🇰 🇪🌹 ........../--) ........./.../ ......./ ....(_______ ▓▓..........((_ Ĩ___) ▓▓..........((_ Ĩ___) ▓▓.........((_ Ĩ___) ▓▓---.___((_Ĩ__ ) ωσω_νєяу__иι¢є_ρι¢ 🍃🌹🍃🌹🍃🌹🍃🌹🍃🌹🍃:: [١٩/‏٦ ١:٢٢ ص] حسونی: .•°``°•. کٌٌٍٍٍٍْْْْلَمًـآتٌـکْ آروٌعٌ مًنِ آلَخِـيــــآلَ وٌأجّـمًلَ مًنِ ضًـيآء آلَقُمًــر أحًتٌــآر قُلَبًي فُـيمًآ يکْتٌـبً لَکِْ فُـکْتٌـبً آحًتٌـرآمًي وٌتٌـقُدٍيري لَکِْ وٌ ``°•.💖¸.•°``°•. کٌٌٍٍٍٍْْْْلَمًـآتٌـکْ آروٌعٌ مًنِ آلَخِـيــــآلَ وٌأجِ💟🌹🍃تٌتٌنِاغُمً حًروٌفُك کْانِهّا اعٌزٍوٌفُهّ مًطِر💟کْ لَحًنِ فُيِروٌزٍ....💟🌹وٌاحًسِاسِ کْاضمً..🌹مضيئه✒💞اطلاله✒🌿مشرقه✒🌹نور🌿مروركم🌿يملأ🌹الحساب✒🌹مرور✒🌿قلمكم✒🌹فخر✒🌹وشرف✒💋👉🌹😍😍😍😍😍💋👉🇿🌹🇦🌹🇷🌹🇦👈 💋 🌹اعتز✒🌹به✒🌿 ‎‏حروفكم✒💞مميزه✒ ‎‏‎روٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِعٌَےــــهِ💟🌹🍃تٌتٌنِاغُمً حًروٌفُك کْانِهّا اعٌزٍوٌفُهّ مًطِر💟کْ لَحًنِ فُيِروٌزٍ....💟🌹وٌاحًسِاسِ کْاضمً..💟🍃🌹کْ نِبًض 💟🍃قُلَبً..💟🌹ابًدٍعٌتٌ يِا مًنِ تٌمًتٌلَکْ الَقُلَوٌبً ‎‏‎روٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِوٌِعٌَےــــهِ💟🌹🍃تٌتٌنِاغُمً حًروٌفُك کْانِهب

 #afternoonsnack watermelon ❤️ trying something new and scary! Hopefully I can do this 🍉

2018-06-23 12:42   1 1

 

#afternoonsnack watermelon ❤️ trying something new and scary! Hopefully I can do this 🍉

I will never be ok with promoting or celebrating slow sucide by ed but im also not gonna say i hate pro anas because alot of us started there. refusing to see our illness for what it was and instead looking past all its destrictive issues and the complete lack of control it gives you by claiming that its a lifestyle of control so instead of hate i would like to give them compassion and hope that one day they will realise just how sick they are and stop showing others how be sick aswell #depression #depressiveepisode #depressionmemes #depressive #anxietydisorder #anxiety #gad #generalanxiety #memes #mentalillnessmemes #mentalillness #bipolarmemes #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolartype2 #sad #tired #eatingdisordermemes #eatingdisorder #edmemes #edmemes #proana #antiproana #anorexia #bullimia #compassionoverhate

2018-06-23 12:38   15 0

 

I will never be ok with promoting or celebrating slow sucide by ed but im also not gonna say i hate pro anas because alot of us started there. refusing to see our illness for what it was and instead looking past all its destrictive issues and the complete lack of control it gives you by claiming that its a lifestyle of control so instead of hate i would like to give them compassion and hope that one day they will realise just how sick they are and stop showing others how be sick aswell #depression #depressiveepisode #depressionmemes #depressive #anxietydisorder #anxiety #gad #generalanxiety #memes #mentalillnessmemes #mentalillness #bipolarmemes #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolartype2 #sad #tired #eatingdisordermemes #eatingdisorder #edmemes #edmemes #proana #antiproana #anorexia #bullimia #compassionoverhate

did you really bake if you don’t eat the final product 😍😍 lemon and coconut slice made by me!

2018-06-23 12:37   2 1

 

did you really bake if you don’t eat the final product 😍😍 lemon and coconut slice made by me!

its absolutely impossible to make this breakfast look pretty. but its soooo nice😍i had a pikelet with ketchup, beans and an egg today which i managed to destroy but ah well🤷🏻‍♀️ its worth it. this is such a good combo, i'll forgive my pan🍳
 #eating #disorder #eatingdisorder #ed #ED #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #recovery #recovering #recoverer #recover #motivation #weightrestoration #food #fuel #positivity #recoverywin #selfhelp #selflove #selfcare #progress #babysteps #mealplan #foodlog #fooddiary #foodporn #outpatient

2018-06-23 12:37   11 0

 

its absolutely impossible to make this breakfast look pretty. but its soooo nice😍i had a pikelet with ketchup, beans and an egg today which i managed to destroy but ah well🤷🏻‍♀️ its worth it. this is such a good combo, i'll forgive my pan🍳 #eating #disorder #eatingdisorder #ed #ed #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #recovery #recovering #recoverer #recover #motivation #weightrestoration #food #fuel #positivity #recoverywin #selfhelp #selflove #selfcare #progress #babysteps #mealplan #foodlog #fooddiary #foodporn #outpatient

Major win for dinner!!! 🙌🏻😵 pizza!! I haven’t had pizza for ages, can’t even remember the last time actually, which is really sad as I used to love it! No one should go such a long time without their favorite dish. Stupid Ana can’t longer get into my head!! I will fight that stupid voice from now on and prove Ana that I’m in charge of my meals!!! 🙌🏻✨🤗 Keep fighting warriors ❤️❤️❤️ #ana #anorexia #anafighter #anarecovery #eatittobeatit #foodshouldnotbefeared #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #strongnotsick #recovery #recoverywin #edfamily

2018-06-23 12:35   5 2

 

Major win for dinner!!! 🙌🏻😵 pizza!! I haven’t had pizza for ages, can’t even remember the last time actually, which is really sad as I used to love it! No one should go such a long time without their favorite dish. Stupid Ana can’t longer get into my head!! I will fight that stupid voice from now on and prove Ana that I’m in charge of my meals!!! 🙌🏻✨🤗 Keep fighting warriors ❤️❤️❤️ #ana #anorexia #anafighter #anarecovery #eatittobeatit #foodshouldnotbefeared #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #strongnotsick #recovery #recoverywin #edfamily

 #Lunch 🍠🤤❤️
Smoked salmon with sweet potato 🍠 Chips!!
This was HEAVEN and I think for dinner I’ll have the same thing but maybe instead of salmon a fish fillet?? Idk!! Ana is so loud even though this is the same cals as my usual lunch ugh 😑 
I did some Yoga and it was okay, it relaxes me a lot haha. I took a hay fever tablet and I feel a lot better now, hay fever is so annoying 😫
I think now I’m going to make some protien brownies, I really feel in the mood for making things 😂 I have everything to make them too which is good. Plus it means maybe for my nightsnack later I’ll have one!! After that I’ll probably workout, and either go for a walk or just chill in the sun ☀️ Keep fighting!! 💕✨☀️
 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #beatingana #fightingana #strongnotskinny #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #recovering #foodisfuel

2018-06-23 12:31   36 0

 

#Lunch 🍠🤤❤️ Smoked salmon with sweet potato 🍠 Chips!! This was HEAVEN and I think for dinner I’ll have the same thing but maybe instead of salmon a fish fillet Idk!! Ana is so loud even though this is the same cals as my usual lunch ugh 😑 I did some Yoga and it was okay, it relaxes me a lot haha. I took a hay fever tablet and I feel a lot better now, hay fever is so annoying 😫 I think now I’m going to make some protien brownies, I really feel in the mood for making things 😂 I have everything to make them too which is good. Plus it means maybe for my nightsnack later I’ll have one!! After that I’ll probably workout, and either go for a walk or just chill in the sun ☀️ Keep fighting!! 💕✨☀️ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #beatingana #fightingana #strongnotskinny #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #recovering #foodisfuel

This is my fabulous din din😋 Chicken fried egg zucchini udon💖
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This is completely out of my comfort zone😥 Chicken and egg yolk are still my fear foods and I‘m having really bad stomach cramps... But I am going to finish it all because I’m much stronger than Ana and I won’t give up easily❣️💪🏻
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 #anorexia #ed #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #anafighter #edfighter #strongnotskinny #gainingweight #followingmealplan #iwontgiveup #zucchini #chicken #udon #egg #dinner #fearfood #stomachcramps #iamstrong

2018-06-23 12:31   21 2

 

This is my fabulous din din😋 Chicken fried egg zucchini udon💖 . This is completely out of my comfort zone😥 Chicken and egg yolk are still my fear foods and I‘m having really bad stomach cramps... But I am going to finish it all because I’m much stronger than Ana and I won’t give up easily❣️💪🏻 . #anorexia #ed #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #anafighter #edfighter #strongnotskinny #gainingweight #followingmealplan #iwontgiveup #zucchini #chicken #udon #egg #dinner #fearfood #stomachcramps #iamstrong

Last nights snack was oats with honey and cinnamon and a warm almond milk ❤️😊 I hate myself for depriving myself of delish oatsfor so long just before they’re solid. They taste so so good. Been having them everyday now 😂 love getting to prep snacks at the @ronaldmcdonaldhouse_ ❤️ so many amazing donations and volunteers that make life tolerable here! Last night an Italian family made dinner for everyone staying there, penne meat balls garlic bread and homemade donuts 😋 I thanked them after the meal and got to hug all the grandmothers 😭❤️ #ed #edrecovery #ednos #prorecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #recovery #anorexic #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthylifestyle #prorecovery #edwarrior #edsoldier #edfamily #gains #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #photography #foodporn #healthyeating #nourishtoflourish #eatittobeatit #thinspo #recovery #recoveryisworthit #oatmeal

2018-06-23 12:31   14 0

 

Last nights snack was oats with honey and cinnamon and a warm almond milk ❤️😊 I hate myself for depriving myself of delish oatsfor so long just before they’re solid. They taste so so good. Been having them everyday now 😂 love getting to prep snacks at the @ronaldmcdonaldhouse_ ❤️ so many amazing donations and volunteers that make life tolerable here! Last night an Italian family made dinner for everyone staying there, penne meat balls garlic bread and homemade donuts 😋 I thanked them after the meal and got to hug all the grandmothers 😭❤️ #ed #edrecovery #ednos #prorecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #recovery #anorexic #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthylifestyle #prorecovery #edwarrior #edsoldier #edfamily #gains #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #photography #foodporn #healthyeating #nourishtoflourish #eatittobeatit #thinspo #recovery #recoveryisworthit #oatmeal

Hej, hej witam !
Dziś na urodziny dziadka upiekłam zdrową wegańską wersje szarlotki 😎
Przepis -
🍰 1050 g jabłek po obraniu
🍰 kasza jaglana 300 g 🍰 czubata łyżeczka cynamonu
🍰 słodzik u mnie 7 tabletek 
Wykonanie -
Jabłka obierami a następnie trzemy na tarce o grubych oczkach. Dodajemy kasze słodzik i cynamon wszystko mieszamy wkładamy do keksówki wyłożonej papierem do pieczenia i pieczemy w 180° przez 80-90 min i gotowe smacznego ❤😄 #szarlotka #jaglotka #kasza #jaglana #pieczenie #riceps #anorexia #recovery #zdrowo #zdrowojem #fit #healthy #anarecovery #edfam #edfamily #fearfood #strong #edrecovery #masa #ciasto #wypieki #wiemcojem

2018-06-23 12:31   14 2

 

Hej, hej witam ! Dziś na urodziny dziadka upiekłam zdrową wegańską wersje szarlotki 😎 Przepis - 🍰 1050 g jabłek po obraniu 🍰 kasza jaglana 300 g 🍰 czubata łyżeczka cynamonu 🍰 słodzik u mnie 7 tabletek Wykonanie - Jabłka obierami a następnie trzemy na tarce o grubych oczkach. Dodajemy kasze słodzik i cynamon wszystko mieszamy wkładamy do keksówki wyłożonej papierem do pieczenia i pieczemy w 180° przez 80-90 min i gotowe smacznego ❤😄 #szarlotka #jaglotka #kasza #jaglana #pieczenie #riceps #anorexia #recovery #zdrowo #zdrowojem #fit #healthy #anarecovery #edfam #edfamily #fearfood #strong #edrecovery #masa #ciasto #wypieki #wiemcojem

 #pranzo con un grande classico del sabato per me: patate dolci, zucchine grigliate e re salmone 👑 
Tutto ben spolverato da paprika dolce, ovviamente 🤣
Mi dispiace deludervi, ma anche oggi non mi fermerò un attimo, non avrò tempo di fare le stories per rispondere alle vostre domande: sto uscendo per andare dalla nonna, più tardi mi vedrò con il mio ometto: ci aspetta un po’ di shopping, cena e dopo cena ci sarà la notte bianca nella mia città, quindi ci faremo un giretto, anche se il tempo oggi non è proprio bellissimo, c’è un’arietta veramente fresca dopo una settimana di caldo mortale. Ma io dico, non poteva essere così in settimana che tanto si lavora e caldo pazzesco al week end? 😢
Sempre così! 
Buon pomeriggio ❤️

2018-06-23 12:29   33 4

 

#pranzo con un grande classico del sabato per me: patate dolci, zucchine grigliate e re salmone 👑 Tutto ben spolverato da paprika dolce, ovviamente 🤣 Mi dispiace deludervi, ma anche oggi non mi fermerò un attimo, non avrò tempo di fare le stories per rispondere alle vostre domande: sto uscendo per andare dalla nonna, più tardi mi vedrò con il mio ometto: ci aspetta un po’ di shopping, cena e dopo cena ci sarà la notte bianca nella mia città, quindi ci faremo un giretto, anche se il tempo oggi non è proprio bellissimo, c’è un’arietta veramente fresca dopo una settimana di caldo mortale. Ma io dico, non poteva essere così in settimana che tanto si lavora e caldo pazzesco al week end 😢 Sempre così! Buon pomeriggio ❤️

AÇAI BOWLS🍌🍇🍍🍓🍒✨
This is such a novelty because Britain just does not do anything smoothie bowl related🙄 
Opted for the pitaya paradise from Jamba Juice & feeling very satisfied with that decision☺️ so refreshing and perfect for this 32 degree heat!🔥
Does this balance out last nights shenanigans? Burritos, tacos, cocktails, chips? Maybe it does, maybe it doesn’t, who cares anyway🤷🏼‍♀️ I’m having fun🕺🏼✨

2018-06-23 12:27   30 2

 

AÇAI BOWLS🍌🍇🍍🍓🍒✨ This is such a novelty because Britain just does not do anything smoothie bowl related🙄 Opted for the pitaya paradise from Jamba Juice & feeling very satisfied with that decision☺️ so refreshing and perfect for this 32 degree heat!🔥 Does this balance out last nights shenanigans Burritos, tacos, cocktails, chips Maybe it does, maybe it doesn’t, who cares anyway🤷🏼‍♀️ I’m having fun🕺🏼✨

Hey mes choux, ça va?
Perso moyennement 😄 enfin bref...
Ce matin j'avais posté une photo d'une de mes assiettes sur mon compte principal @jokeuse_louarn (gnocchetti, haricots verts et ce steack) et premier commentaire 3min plus tard: "Beurk." Très constructif et intelligent 👍
Donc? J'ai supprimé le commentaire, puis le post... Je supporte très mal les critiques, je l'avoue, surtout ce genre de petits trucs. Alors oui il ne faut pas y prêter attention mais c'est comme ça, ça m'énerve, je ne choisi pas mes ressentis 🙇
Ça m'énerve également les gens qui me collent sur le front: "Miss soja" ou "Miss bio" 😕 Genre je suis allée dans un magasin bio avec mon papa l'autre jour et il me dit :"Tu dois venir souvent ici!"... Bah nan, c'est seulement la 3ème fois, dont 2 avec toi Papa 😶
Je ne suis pas obsédée par le bio, j'achète les produits qu'on ne trouve que en bio, seuls les œufs sont les aliments que je prends bio impérativement 🙏 Si vous avez les moyens d'acheter tout bio, tant mieux pour vous. Je n'ai pas de problèmes d'argent en soit, mais je culpabilise de faire acheter des trucs à ma maman 😢
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•Des frites de patate douce 🍟(non sans matières grasses, je n'ai pas pû... Surtout après une crise ce matin...)
•Du brocoli 🌳
•Un steack soja et blé saveur BBQ 🔥
•Trois braeburn 🍎
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Voilà, maintenant vous avez sur quoi je crise: les pommes 😔 2 crises dessus en une journée même pas fini... Ne me dîtes pas que ce n'est pas grave, ce ne sont que des fruits bla bla, car j'ai pris du poids avec ça. Je crois que je suis la seule à qui ça puisse arriver... Ou bien me dire "attention au fructose" NAN SANS BLAGUE?? Je développe une peur envers le sucre, alors ces remarques ne me serviront à rien, merci. Le plus dur, c'est que je n'ai même pas la force de compenser ou réduire à côté 📉
Au moins ce repas était bon et a ajouté du soleil 😊
Désolée d'être un peu énervée aujourd'hui 😞
Bon samedi à vous 💙
 #latergram #meal #lunch #eat #food #healthy #clean #sweetpotato #soja #végé #végétal #vegetarian #difficult #motivation #hope #will #rage #sad #appleaddict #ana #anorexia #tca #fight #warrior #strong #holidays #sun #weekend #hungry

2018-06-23 12:27   38 2

 

Hey mes choux, ça va Perso moyennement 😄 enfin bref... Ce matin j'avais posté une photo d'une de mes assiettes sur mon compte principal @jokeuse_louarn (gnocchetti, haricots verts et ce steack) et premier commentaire 3min plus tard: "Beurk." Très constructif et intelligent 👍 Donc J'ai supprimé le commentaire, puis le post... Je supporte très mal les critiques, je l'avoue, surtout ce genre de petits trucs. Alors oui il ne faut pas y prêter attention mais c'est comme ça, ça m'énerve, je ne choisi pas mes ressentis 🙇 Ça m'énerve également les gens qui me collent sur le front: "Miss soja" ou "Miss bio" 😕 Genre je suis allée dans un magasin bio avec mon papa l'autre jour et il me dit :"Tu dois venir souvent ici!"... Bah nan, c'est seulement la 3ème fois, dont 2 avec toi Papa 😶 Je ne suis pas obsédée par le bio, j'achète les produits qu'on ne trouve que en bio, seuls les œufs sont les aliments que je prends bio impérativement 🙏 Si vous avez les moyens d'acheter tout bio, tant mieux pour vous. Je n'ai pas de problèmes d'argent en soit, mais je culpabilise de faire acheter des trucs à ma maman 😢 🍴 •Des frites de patate douce 🍟(non sans matières grasses, je n'ai pas pû... Surtout après une crise ce matin...) •Du brocoli 🌳 •Un steack soja et blé saveur BBQ 🔥 •Trois braeburn 🍎 👇 Voilà, maintenant vous avez sur quoi je crise: les pommes 😔 2 crises dessus en une journée même pas fini... Ne me dîtes pas que ce n'est pas grave, ce ne sont que des fruits bla bla, car j'ai pris du poids avec ça. Je crois que je suis la seule à qui ça puisse arriver... Ou bien me dire "attention au fructose" NAN SANS BLAGUE Je développe une peur envers le sucre, alors ces remarques ne me serviront à rien, merci. Le plus dur, c'est que je n'ai même pas la force de compenser ou réduire à côté 📉 Au moins ce repas était bon et a ajouté du soleil 😊 Désolée d'être un peu énervée aujourd'hui 😞 Bon samedi à vous 💙 #latergram #meal #lunch #eat #food #healthy #clean #sweetpotato #soja #végé #végétal #vegetarian #difficult #motivation #hope #will #rage #sad #appleaddict #ana #anorexia #tca #fight #warrior #strong #holidays #sun #weekend #hungry

Happy Saturday, loves 💝💘 How's your day going? 😊😘😙
Can I call this as a strange Banana Split? Because, basically, it is the same thing. 
A banana 🍌 cherries 🍒 and quark instead of icecream 🍦🍨 plus some apple 🍎 because you can never have enough of fresh fruits in summer ☀ 
Despite the cold weather, I still do enjoy some ice cream 🍧 don't judge me and do the same 🤣
Have a wonderful weekend 🤗
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2018-06-23 12:26   14 0

 

Happy Saturday, loves 💝💘 How's your day going 😊😘😙 Can I call this as a strange Banana Split Because, basically, it is the same thing. A banana 🍌 cherries 🍒 and quark instead of icecream 🍦🍨 plus some apple 🍎 because you can never have enough of fresh fruits in summer ☀ Despite the cold weather, I still do enjoy some ice cream 🍧 don't judge me and do the same 🤣 Have a wonderful weekend 🤗 •••••• @besthealthybowls #besthealthybowls @buddha_bowls @breakfast_inspo @food52 •••••• #f52fresh #breakfast #healthyfood # #cherry #fruit #anorexia #fitfood #vegan #eatclean #anorexiarecovery #food #foodporn #foodstagram #instagood #instafood #yogurt #bingeeatingrecovery #buddhabowl #veganbowl #homegrown #healthy #healthylifestyle #foodie #healthychoices #recovery #breakfastinspo #freefromed #banana #bananasplit

Lunch was 2 buns, 1/2 with cheese, 1/2 with jam, 1/2 with egg spread and 1/2 with chocolate sprinkles. I also had a bowl with fruit and a glass of juice.

I'm now going to the barber to paint my hair!! It's now blond-redish and will be brown😱 needed a change😂

 #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #eatingdisorder #recovery #recoveryisworthit #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #weightgain #donotgiveup #smallstepsaddup #krachtvoer #foodisfuel #lunch #vegetarian

2018-06-23 12:26   35 2

 

Lunch was 2 buns, 1/2 with cheese, 1/2 with jam, 1/2 with egg spread and 1/2 with chocolate sprinkles. I also had a bowl with fruit and a glass of juice. I'm now going to the barber to paint my hair!! It's now blond-redish and will be brown😱 needed a change😂 #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #eatingdisorder #recovery #recoveryisworthit #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #weightgain #donotgiveup #smallstepsaddup #krachtvoer #foodisfuel #lunch #vegetarian

i have an appointment with a mental health clinic in 2 weeks and 2 days (16 days) Im passively suicidal which is quickly becoming actively suicidal. Im depressed and tired of everything. Im on the verge of developing a drug problem and have a very bad mental state.
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2018-06-23 12:17   1 0

 

i have an appointment with a mental health clinic in 2 weeks and 2 days (16 days) Im passively suicidal which is quickly becoming actively suicidal. Im depressed and tired of everything. Im on the verge of developing a drug problem and have a very bad mental state. • • • #ed #ana #anorexia #anxiety #depression #bpd #ofsed #bulimia #mia #selfharmmm #secretsociety123 #mentalillness #edfamily #edcommunity #panicattack #adhd #add #sexualabuse #abuse #trauma #emotionalabuse #ptsd

Buongiorno dolcezze💞
Allooora, come ho già detto nelle storie, ieri sera sono rimasta fuori casa sia a mangiare che a dormire😴
Inizialmente me ne sono pentita e anche molto, sono andata in crisi💥e stavo andando in panico, ma poi ho cercato di pensare che posso recuperare e devo cercare di non spaventarmi in queste situazioni🎀 Stamattina ho bevuto un caffellatte☕️(con latte intero🥛, che non ho digerito bene, non bevendolo mai) e la metà di tre biscotti🍪di pasticceria🍰. Ieri poi siamo andati in barca e siamo attraccati su una spiaggetta🏝del fiume stracarina e tranquilla e mi è piaciuto molto. Sto cercando di ignorare tutti i pensieri che mi stanno annebbiando la mente💗 e la mia preoccupazione più grande non è ancora successa. Domani, ho un pranzo di famiglia. Al ristorante. Panico. Mio papà mi ha detto che non devo sentirmi ne obbligata di mangiare ne di non farlo, devo mangiare ciò che sento.🍒 Oggi #pranzo con insalatona mista🥗 che personalmente adoro🤤
(Un grazie speciale a @voglia_di_rinascere che mi ha assistito e tranquillizzato💞)
Buon pomeriggio dolcezze, ci sentiamo dopo🌟
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PRANZO☀️:
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-tonno🐟
-mozzarella🥛
-avocado🥑
-pomodori🍅
-noci🥜
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2018-06-23 12:17   26 4

 

Buongiorno dolcezze💞 Allooora, come ho già detto nelle storie, ieri sera sono rimasta fuori casa sia a mangiare che a dormire😴 Inizialmente me ne sono pentita e anche molto, sono andata in crisi💥e stavo andando in panico, ma poi ho cercato di pensare che posso recuperare e devo cercare di non spaventarmi in queste situazioni🎀 Stamattina ho bevuto un caffellatte☕️(con latte intero🥛, che non ho digerito bene, non bevendolo mai) e la metà di tre biscotti🍪di pasticceria🍰. Ieri poi siamo andati in barca e siamo attraccati su una spiaggetta🏝del fiume stracarina e tranquilla e mi è piaciuto molto. Sto cercando di ignorare tutti i pensieri che mi stanno annebbiando la mente💗 e la mia preoccupazione più grande non è ancora successa. Domani, ho un pranzo di famiglia. Al ristorante. Panico. Mio papà mi ha detto che non devo sentirmi ne obbligata di mangiare ne di non farlo, devo mangiare ciò che sento.🍒 Oggi #pranzo con insalatona mista🥗 che personalmente adoro🤤 (Un grazie speciale a @voglia_di_rinascere che mi ha assistito e tranquillizzato💞) Buon pomeriggio dolcezze, ci sentiamo dopo🌟 ~~~~~~ PRANZO☀️: •insalatona🥗con: -tonno🐟 -mozzarella🥛 -avocado🥑 -pomodori🍅 -noci🥜 ~~~~~~ #anorexia #anorexiawarrior #anorexiafighter #anorexiasoldier #anorexiafighting #anorexiawar #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #ana #anasoldier #anafighter #anafighting #anawarrior #staystrong #keepfighting #keepgoing #food #foodblogger #foodblogging #loveyourself #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #disturbialimentari

MA CHE BONTÀ MA CHE BONTÀ MA CHE COS'È QUESTA COSINA QUA?🎵 #tb alla colazione spaziale di questa mattina😍

Frozen #cicciopancake (@aurora_castiello mi hai illuminata💕) alle ciliegie 🍒 e nocciole 🌰 realizzato con farina di riso 🍚integrale 🌾 di cocco 🍈@lifefrutta e castagne 🌰 (combo super, provare per credere 😍)
Guarnito con yogurt greco 🍨 e colata di cremina al cacao amaro 🍫@perugina burro di mandorle 🌰@ecorganic e ciliegie 🍒

2018-06-23 12:17   26 2

 

MA CHE BONTÀ MA CHE BONTÀ MA CHE COS'È QUESTA COSINA QUA🎵 #tb alla colazione spaziale di questa mattina😍 Frozen #cicciopancake (@aurora_castiello mi hai illuminata💕) alle ciliegie 🍒 e nocciole 🌰 realizzato con farina di riso 🍚integrale 🌾 di cocco 🍈@lifefrutta e castagne 🌰 (combo super, provare per credere 😍) Guarnito con yogurt greco 🍨 e colata di cremina al cacao amaro 🍫@perugina burro di mandorle 🌰@ecorganic e ciliegie 🍒

Ma buongiorno e buon sabato 💕
Come ogni weekend da quì a tre mesi sono quì a fare la guardia a una galleria tanto affollata che, oramai, sto iniziando a parlare da sola giusto per passare il tempo.
È un lavoro che mi uccide, starmene ore da sola con me stessa è qualcosa che non sopporto ma, per quanto io detesti questa cosa, ho una cosa sulle spalle chiamata responsabilità a cui non posso sottrarmi...
Detto questo, ho passato mesi quì e ora che sono quasi alla fine mi spiace.
Forse più per il contatto umano che avevo con lo staff e con le emozioni che mi hanno dato le giornate di organizzazione, per il resto, credo che dello stress che avevo in questo periodo farò volentieri a meno.

Ieri sera io e una delle mie coinquiline siamo uscite e, anche se abbiamo passato ore sedute su delle scalinate a berci un Gin Lemon, devo dire che abbiamo trovato modo per divertirci.
Certo devo dire che passare il venerdì sera a commentate calzini non sembra emozionante, ma alla fine io e lei difficilmente troviamo passatempi normali.
Sono contenta di averle parlato e spiegato tante cose e di essermi goduta una serata tranquilla.
Nonostante tutto sento che sto diventando giorno dopo giorno più consapevole del fatto che, essere andata a vivere da sola, mi ha salvata in qualche modo.
Ho passato talmente tante cose da non spiegarmele e di momenti bui ne ho vissuti fin troppi.
Ora dopo tanto sento che sto respirando di nuovo, e non mi sento arrivata alla conclusione di un viaggio, anzi.
Ho scoperto che non voglio fermarmi ora, che voglio continuare a vivermi ogni istante e voglio cercare in questa vita tutte quelle cose che mi sono persa fino ad adesso.
Avete mai provato quella sensazione così naturale di vivere totalmente sereni? Il che non vuol dire eliminare i problemi, ma metterli da parte quando questi non sono necessari, impedendo loro di bloccarci dal vivere.
Io ancora ci sto lavorando, ma sento che, lentamente, ci sto riuscendo. 
E non c'è sensazione migliore di svegliarsi sapendo che si ha provato una sensazione così bella la sera precedente. 💕
Voi? Che mi raccontate?
Un bacio😙

2018-06-23 12:17   22 2

 

Ma buongiorno e buon sabato 💕 Come ogni weekend da quì a tre mesi sono quì a fare la guardia a una galleria tanto affollata che, oramai, sto iniziando a parlare da sola giusto per passare il tempo. È un lavoro che mi uccide, starmene ore da sola con me stessa è qualcosa che non sopporto ma, per quanto io detesti questa cosa, ho una cosa sulle spalle chiamata responsabilità a cui non posso sottrarmi... Detto questo, ho passato mesi quì e ora che sono quasi alla fine mi spiace. Forse più per il contatto umano che avevo con lo staff e con le emozioni che mi hanno dato le giornate di organizzazione, per il resto, credo che dello stress che avevo in questo periodo farò volentieri a meno. Ieri sera io e una delle mie coinquiline siamo uscite e, anche se abbiamo passato ore sedute su delle scalinate a berci un Gin Lemon, devo dire che abbiamo trovato modo per divertirci. Certo devo dire che passare il venerdì sera a commentate calzini non sembra emozionante, ma alla fine io e lei difficilmente troviamo passatempi normali. Sono contenta di averle parlato e spiegato tante cose e di essermi goduta una serata tranquilla. Nonostante tutto sento che sto diventando giorno dopo giorno più consapevole del fatto che, essere andata a vivere da sola, mi ha salvata in qualche modo. Ho passato talmente tante cose da non spiegarmele e di momenti bui ne ho vissuti fin troppi. Ora dopo tanto sento che sto respirando di nuovo, e non mi sento arrivata alla conclusione di un viaggio, anzi. Ho scoperto che non voglio fermarmi ora, che voglio continuare a vivermi ogni istante e voglio cercare in questa vita tutte quelle cose che mi sono persa fino ad adesso. Avete mai provato quella sensazione così naturale di vivere totalmente sereni Il che non vuol dire eliminare i problemi, ma metterli da parte quando questi non sono necessari, impedendo loro di bloccarci dal vivere. Io ancora ci sto lavorando, ma sento che, lentamente, ci sto riuscendo. E non c'è sensazione migliore di svegliarsi sapendo che si ha provato una sensazione così bella la sera precedente. 💕 Voi Che mi raccontate Un bacio😙

I'm doing okay. I won some battles today but I also lost some. I'm trying but I'm struggling and I wish that healing was an overnight process but it's not. .
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2018-06-23 12:13   13 1

 

I'm doing okay. I won some battles today but I also lost some. I'm trying but I'm struggling and I wish that healing was an overnight process but it's not. . . . . . #weightloss #weightlossjourney #weightlossmotivation #weightlosstransformation #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexiawarrior #anorexianervosarecovery #edsoldier #edwarrior #edrecovery #bulimiarecovery #bulimia #ednos #ednosrecovery #deppression #selfharm #anxiety #ptsd #fat #alone #ugly #killme #bath #bathbomb #calories #caloriecounting #relapse #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness

To say the last 24 hours have been hectic would be an understatement. On Friday, I did a front tuck and landed with my knees entirely locked back. I heard 2 pops and felt a massive crunch. I knew instantly that I had done something serious. I was taken to the ER at 10:00 and admitted to the ward at 3am. Turns out I have bilateral tibial plateau fractures. So I have two broken legs, one needs surgery and the other will be managed conservatively. I feel absolutely shattered. I was just finding my feet and life throws another curveball. But I will rise, because that’s what I do - I survive. 😩
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2018-06-23 12:12   11 0

 

To say the last 24 hours have been hectic would be an understatement. On Friday, I did a front tuck and landed with my knees entirely locked back. I heard 2 pops and felt a massive crunch. I knew instantly that I had done something serious. I was taken to the ER at 10:00 and admitted to the ward at 3am. Turns out I have bilateral tibial plateau fractures. So I have two broken legs, one needs surgery and the other will be managed conservatively. I feel absolutely shattered. I was just finding my feet and life throws another curveball. But I will rise, because that’s what I do - I survive. 😩 . . . . #hospital #medicine #xray #brokenlegs #orthopaedics #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #recoveringaussies #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #edwarrior #edfighter #eatittobeatit #lgbt #lgbtpride #queergirl

Some things never change

2018-06-23 12:10   20 1

 

Some things never change

Dessert from yesterday 🎉 feeling a bit anxious today because of all the food and LIQUID calories. Edit: I didn’t eat the toffifee it was a price in a “competition“ 🤗

2018-06-23 12:07   26 2

 

Dessert from yesterday 🎉 feeling a bit anxious today because of all the food and LIQUID calories. Edit: I didn’t eat the toffifee it was a price in a “competition“ 🤗

Очень-очень вкусная шоколадка! Мне она нравится сильно❤️ 10/10
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Нет, я не умерла, меня не похитили. Я просто спала🙃
Легла я довольно поздно, ну или рано. Я не знаю, 6 утра - это поздно или рано?🤔
И из-за того, что я пропадаю так часто, ну или поздно выкладываю фото еды, то ловите фудпорн💗 Всё для вас, мои дорогие💋
Какие планы на день? Напишите об этом в комментариях😏
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2018-06-23 12:06   12 0

 

Очень-очень вкусная шоколадка! Мне она нравится сильно❤️ 10/10 - - - Нет, я не умерла, меня не похитили. Я просто спала🙃 Легла я довольно поздно, ну или рано. Я не знаю, 6 утра - это поздно или рано🤔 И из-за того, что я пропадаю так часто, ну или поздно выкладываю фото еды, то ловите фудпорн💗 Всё для вас, мои дорогие💋 Какие планы на день Напишите об этом в комментариях😏 🍫 🍫 🍫 🍫 🍫 🍫 🍫 #рпп #булимия #анорексия #восстановление #пп #ип #еда #food #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #bulimia #фудблог #едаялюблютебя #дневникпитания #мойдень #распорядокдня #мирдолжензнатьчтояем #фотоеды #фудблогер #foodblogger #завтрак #breakfast #нямням #фудпорн #foodporn

Рубрика закрытых глаз 😅. Водичка была 😍👍🏿. Но с непривычки не смогла переплыть 5 метров 😿 Будем навёрстываться упущенное 🤞🏿❌____________________________________________ #еда #дневникпитания #жп #шоко #анорексия #пп #рпп #булимия #анорексияуходи #анорексияпривет #мж #марафон #фудпорн #фудблог #анорексичка #шокодиета #ип #диеты  #рецептыпп #завтракпп #ужинпп #анорексиязло #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #bulimia #foodporn  #ведудневникпитания  #крутыедевочки #девочки

2018-06-23 12:05   14 0

 

Рубрика закрытых глаз 😅. Водичка была 😍👍🏿. Но с непривычки не смогла переплыть 5 метров 😿 Будем навёрстываться упущенное 🤞🏿❌____________________________________________ #еда #дневникпитания #жп #шоко #анорексия #пп #рпп #булимия #анорексияуходи #анорексияпривет #мж #марафон #фудпорн #фудблог #анорексичка #шокодиета #ип #диеты #рецептыпп #завтракпп #ужинпп #анорексиязло #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #bulimia #foodporn #ведудневникпитания #крутыедевочки #девочки

 #lunch, #recovery, #recovering, #food, #anorexia, #anorexie, #edrecovery, #edfighter, #anarecovery,  #anafighter, #anorexianervosa

2018-06-23 12:01   18 3

 

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Today's lunch: chicken fillet cooked in a pan🍗, basmati rice🍚, cucumber🥒, lettuce and zhucinni.
I boiled rice in the different way. I poured not water but chicken broth and it went really well😉 I suggest you to try.
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Just came back from the supermarket🏢 Yes, I bought an avocado🥑 and sweet potato🍠!!!!!! And I will eat them😊

2018-06-23 12:01   13 1

 

Today's lunch: chicken fillet cooked in a pan🍗, basmati rice🍚, cucumber🥒, lettuce and zhucinni. I boiled rice in the different way. I poured not water but chicken broth and it went really well😉 I suggest you to try. - Just came back from the supermarket🏢 Yes, I bought an avocado🥑 and sweet potato🍠!!!!!! And I will eat them😊

Survived exams and survived being trashed 😂. Over celebrated 🙊. Might ended up throwing up but I had a lovey evening. Burger was bomb . Probably going there tomorrow as well 🤗. Exams are over but now anxious for results.Have to wait till the 16th of August 😲. Gonna die from anxiety!Who can relate with me ?

2018-06-23 12:01   14 1

 

Survived exams and survived being trashed 😂. Over celebrated 🙊. Might ended up throwing up but I had a lovey evening. Burger was bomb . Probably going there tomorrow as well 🤗. Exams are over but now anxious for results.Have to wait till the 16th of August 😲. Gonna die from anxiety!Who can relate with me

Finished all💪💪❤❤ana is quiet yassss...I loved this #lunch so so much,I don't feel bad at all and it was hard to finised as I was so so full,but I did it💪💪
Huge fear food is I guess roasted potatoes but I managed to eat it all and it's kinda okay now
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2018-06-23 12:00   106 10

 

Finished all💪💪❤❤ana is quiet yassss...I loved this #lunch so so much,I don't feel bad at all and it was hard to finised as I was so so full,but I did it💪💪 Huge fear food is I guess roasted potatoes but I managed to eat it all and it's kinda okay now * * * * * #food #foodporn #foodie #foodaddict #foodaddiction #foodlovers #eat #eating #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverywin #recovery #ed #edfighter #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #stronger #strong #strongwomen #fighting #nevergiveup #anafighter #roastedpotatoes #winner #salad #potato #fish #fishfillet

Берегите себя и своих близких

2018-06-23 12:00   163 1

 

Берегите себя и своих близких

Breakfast after a brief 7-11 shift was oats with all the fruits as I’ve finished my 3 day only liquid/semi-solid food gastroparesis diet. UPDATE: After eating the way I did I felt so much better during the day, the pain was almost gone and the stomach distension was barely there, however after eating this breakfast this morning it’s completely gone back to before, the diet was supposed to give my stomach a rest to fix itself but it was clearly just a short-term fix for me.. Waiting to see what the doctors next steps are..
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2018-06-23 11:59   15 1

 

Breakfast after a brief 7-11 shift was oats with all the fruits as I’ve finished my 3 day only liquid/semi-solid food gastroparesis diet. UPDATE: After eating the way I did I felt so much better during the day, the pain was almost gone and the stomach distension was barely there, however after eating this breakfast this morning it’s completely gone back to before, the diet was supposed to give my stomach a rest to fix itself but it was clearly just a short-term fix for me.. Waiting to see what the doctors next steps are.. • • • #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ed #recovery #eatingdisorder #ana #strongnotskinny #anorexiafighter #edfam #weightgain #edfamily #edcommunity #recoveryispossible #realrecovery #orthorexia #prorecovery #selflove #bodypositive #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #veganuk #vegan #veganeats #plantbased #hclf #hclfvegan #hclfrecipe #gastroparesis #oats #oatmeal

the farmer wants a wife

2018-06-23 11:59   36 3

 

the farmer wants a wife

Perfectly rolled ❤️> so I smoke and would classify myself as a smoker. I know it’s a bad habit but helps with the b’p urges and relaxes me. I don’t know if anyone else feels the same way or if they smoke? So I have one more fucking exam on Monday which I am nowhere near ready for and guess what? I’m illl!!! I am always sick 🤢, I can’t remember the last time I woke up and was 100% well physically. My bones ache, my stomach always hurts, I am chronically tired and I just want to be able to function normally. I’m going to the doctors on Monday as my blood pressure is low and my vision is blurry every time I stand up. I’m use to feeling like shit but I have so much to do revision wise and it’s stressing me out. I feel that whatever I do I’m just going to be sick forever. #bingepurge #anorexia #edfam #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimia #cigarettes #autoimmunedisease #chronicillness #chronicfatigue #nourishtoflourish #foodisfuel #recovery #relapse #smoking

2018-06-23 11:57   9 0

 

Perfectly rolled ❤️> so I smoke and would classify myself as a smoker. I know it’s a bad habit but helps with the b’p urges and relaxes me. I don’t know if anyone else feels the same way or if they smoke So I have one more fucking exam on Monday which I am nowhere near ready for and guess what I’m illl!!! I am always sick 🤢, I can’t remember the last time I woke up and was 100% well physically. My bones ache, my stomach always hurts, I am chronically tired and I just want to be able to function normally. I’m going to the doctors on Monday as my blood pressure is low and my vision is blurry every time I stand up. I’m use to feeling like shit but I have so much to do revision wise and it’s stressing me out. I feel that whatever I do I’m just going to be sick forever. #bingepurge #anorexia #edfam #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimia #cigarettes #autoimmunedisease #chronicillness #chronicfatigue #nourishtoflourish #foodisfuel #recovery #relapse #smoking

Доброго!💛
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 #interested_мысля
Маковый лак. Почему такое словосочетание, собирающее в себе образ пупырчатого существа, в черную крапинку, а на деле имеющее глубокий винный цвет, переходящий в бордо и черный при нужном освещении? Потому что первая ассоциация, возникающая у меня, когда смотрю на руки — большое маковое поле из книги о Элли, усыпляющее поле. Тема сна мной не поднималась досканально и не рассматривалась с разных ракурсов, пока я не увидела спящую маму.
Знаете, это вдохновляет писать. Чаще всего к слову сон я подбираю синоним — забвение и считаю, что людям в депрессии одолевает онное. Человек хочет уйти от боли, перестать её чувствовать, перестать носить груз на сердце. Так больно, что он не может, от случая к случаю, терпеть, пока кто-то не разделит с ним его страдание. "Во сне не так больно, во сне спокойно и умиротворенно", — не вспоминая о кошмарах, заявлю я. Человек убегает от опасности, даже на грани желания его не искать, он все также полон инициативы выжить, просто закрывает глаза и порой не видит своего счастья и запала. 
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<Рацион 22/06/18>
Завтрак:
🌞Пельмени на пару с бараниной/кинзой
🌞Жареные пельмени с огурцом/креветками
🌞Черешня

Первый перекус:
🌞Свиные сосиски жареные на гриле

Обед:
🌞Обжареный куриный бургер из KFC (куриное филе в маринаде с сливочным соусом, огурцом, айсбергом)
🌞Чицца (куриное филе в сухарях с сыром, кукурузой, ананасом, перцем, помидором)
🌞Пепси-кола

Второй перекус:
🌞Слива
🌞Мини-банан
🌞Черешня

Ужин:
🌞Рис жареный с кальмаром и овощами
🌞Пельмени с говядиной/лобой
🌞Пельмени с свининой/грибами

Второй ужин:
🌞Маракуйя
🌞Мини-банан
🌞Черешня
🌞Финики
🌞Йогурт с овсом
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Продолжение следует...

2018-06-23 11:51   15 1

 

Доброго!💛 ____ #interested_мысля Маковый лак. Почему такое словосочетание, собирающее в себе образ пупырчатого существа, в черную крапинку, а на деле имеющее глубокий винный цвет, переходящий в бордо и черный при нужном освещении Потому что первая ассоциация, возникающая у меня, когда смотрю на руки — большое маковое поле из книги о Элли, усыпляющее поле. Тема сна мной не поднималась досканально и не рассматривалась с разных ракурсов, пока я не увидела спящую маму. Знаете, это вдохновляет писать. Чаще всего к слову сон я подбираю синоним — забвение и считаю, что людям в депрессии одолевает онное. Человек хочет уйти от боли, перестать её чувствовать, перестать носить груз на сердце. Так больно, что он не может, от случая к случаю, терпеть, пока кто-то не разделит с ним его страдание. "Во сне не так больно, во сне спокойно и умиротворенно", — не вспоминая о кошмарах, заявлю я. Человек убегает от опасности, даже на грани желания его не искать, он все также полон инициативы выжить, просто закрывает глаза и порой не видит своего счастья и запала. ____ <Рацион 22/06/18> Завтрак: 🌞Пельмени на пару с бараниной/кинзой 🌞Жареные пельмени с огурцом/креветками 🌞Черешня Первый перекус: 🌞Свиные сосиски жареные на гриле Обед: 🌞Обжареный куриный бургер из KFC (куриное филе в маринаде с сливочным соусом, огурцом, айсбергом) 🌞Чицца (куриное филе в сухарях с сыром, кукурузой, ананасом, перцем, помидором) 🌞Пепси-кола Второй перекус: 🌞Слива 🌞Мини-банан 🌞Черешня Ужин: 🌞Рис жареный с кальмаром и овощами 🌞Пельмени с говядиной/лобой 🌞Пельмени с свининой/грибами Второй ужин: 🌞Маракуйя 🌞Мини-банан 🌞Черешня 🌞Финики 🌞Йогурт с овсом ____ Продолжение следует...

Убей меня своей любовью, сука💔💔💔

2018-06-22 12:19   694 69

 

Убей меня своей любовью, сука💔💔💔

Почти модель

2018-06-19 13:06   1114 74

 

Почти модель

Shopping’s dayyyyyy🔥

2018-06-14 18:23   1749 92

 

Shopping’s dayyyyyy🔥

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