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He was so embarrassed and upset that I made him sit in this and clicked a pic 😆🤣 #teenagers #embarrased #grumpy

2019-01-21 04:13   6 2

 

He was so embarrassed and upset that I made him sit in this and clicked a pic 😆🤣 #teenagers #embarrased #grumpy

I am so sad. Last night after my birthday celebration I cried my eyes out. I was suddenly feeling so depressed. And again I tought I was having a good time.. I tought I was feeling better but I just was making the best of it. And in the end of the day I was exhausted. And when I woke up this morning i cried. I cried and screamed asking my boyfriend to not leave me because I was so sad. If he wanted to stay with me and not go to hockey. But he has a competition.. So he is going alone first and I will come later with his parents. And I don't want to smile and act like everything is fine and I don't have anxiety.. because I already am so tired..😰
But I just don't want to be alone!😔 #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping

2019-01-20 13:22   21 1

 

I am so sad. Last night after my birthday celebration I cried my eyes out. I was suddenly feeling so depressed. And again I tought I was having a good time.. I tought I was feeling better but I just was making the best of it. And in the end of the day I was exhausted. And when I woke up this morning i cried. I cried and screamed asking my boyfriend to not leave me because I was so sad. If he wanted to stay with me and not go to hockey. But he has a competition.. So he is going alone first and I will come later with his parents. And I don't want to smile and act like everything is fine and I don't have anxiety.. because I already am so tired..😰 But I just don't want to be alone!😔 #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping

 #todaymood #love #drink #food #korean #restaurant #tryto #easy .

 #pancake
 #spicy cold chewy noodles 
with #dumplings 
 #쫄만두
 #짬뽕 
Spicy #seafood noodles .

오늘 저녁 먹으러.
처음 가보는 한식당. 
문 열고 들어갈때의 두려움이.

이거저거.. 1980으로부터 멈춤.
간판보고 혹시나 역시나...
한국사람 끼리끼리 아는 모임..... 뭐 대충 ...
보수적이고..
나이 지긋한곳 
영업장에 모여서 이렇고저렇고 분위기🌊 .

 #빨리 나가자 #asap
얌전하게 여러개 주문한거 묵고 탈출함 .

Overall, this one is so out of style😥
I don't even want to think about it😥

 #overall #feel #disgusting #nasty 
 #embarrased #befair #oldservice #oldfashioned #oldies #ashamed .

It's feeding time for the cats.
I'm a good student. 
 #catlove #8pm #rush #feed

2019-01-20 04:57   49 14

 

#todaymood #love #drink #food #korean #restaurant #tryto #easy . #pancake #spicy cold chewy noodles with #dumplings #쫄만두 #짬뽕 Spicy #seafood noodles . 오늘 저녁 먹으러. 처음 가보는 한식당. 문 열고 들어갈때의 두려움이. 이거저거.. 1980으로부터 멈춤. 간판보고 혹시나 역시나... 한국사람 끼리끼리 아는 모임..... 뭐 대충 ... 보수적이고.. 나이 지긋한곳 영업장에 모여서 이렇고저렇고 분위기🌊 . #빨리 나가자 #asap 얌전하게 여러개 주문한거 묵고 탈출함 . Overall, this one is so out of style😥 I don't even want to think about it😥 #overall #feel #disgusting #nasty #embarrased #befair #oldservice #oldfashioned #oldies #ashamed . It's feeding time for the cats. I'm a good student. #catlove #8pm #rush #feed

Things this #type1diabetic did today:
✅ recovered from 12 hours of perpetual #hypos;
✅ built Tokyo out of Lego then destroyed it with #Godzilla:
✅ finally achieved a glucose reading above 4.0;
✅ shoveled LOTS and played outside in minus 22 Celsius for over an hour;
✅ found out I no-showed on a shift at work (first time EVER in my life, turns out I wrote my sked down wrong - #embarrased 😳);
✅ made and cooked 76 #veggiedumplings;
✅ stuffed my face with at least 14 of those 76 #dumplings while watching #godzillamovie. 😂
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Yep. It was quite a Saturday! Think I will tteat myself to a glass (or bottle!) of #redwine - CHEERS! 🍷
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 #homemadefood #type1lookslikeme #diabadass #t1d #type1lookslikethis  #mypancreasisbroken #meandt1d #type1diabetesisafulltimejob #rebasartsyedibles #yesicaneatthat #bolusedtwice #yumyum #saturdaynight #kaiju #obsessedwithdumplings #veggies #vegetarian

2019-01-20 00:07   28 6

 

Things this #type1diabetic did today: ✅ recovered from 12 hours of perpetual #hypos; ✅ built Tokyo out of Lego then destroyed it with #Godzilla: ✅ finally achieved a glucose reading above 4.0; ✅ shoveled LOTS and played outside in minus 22 Celsius for over an hour; ✅ found out I no-showed on a shift at work (first time EVER in my life, turns out I wrote my sked down wrong - #embarrased 😳); ✅ made and cooked 76 #veggiedumplings; ✅ stuffed my face with at least 14 of those 76 #dumplings while watching #godzillamovie. 😂 . Yep. It was quite a Saturday! Think I will tteat myself to a glass (or bottle!) of #redwine - CHEERS! 🍷 . #homemadefood #type1lookslikeme #diabadass #t1d #type1lookslikethis #mypancreasisbroken #meandt1d #type1diabetesisafulltimejob #rebasartsyedibles #yesicaneatthat #bolusedtwice #yumyum #saturdaynight #kaiju #obsessedwithdumplings #veggies #vegetarian

 #Suicide is a major epidemic in the U.S. Military, Veterans as well as civilians worldwide.
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Humanitarian mission supported by RoyalLaoAirborne.com
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Đại Úy CaptainThach.com  #motto of inspiration: Urges Veterans that are in crisis to empower themselves with the help that is available within:

My #motto_ "Don't get lost at S.E.A., find a P.A.L., has been recognized by U.S. Ambassador to #Vietnam Ted Osius - https://www.facebook.com/CaptainThach/photos/a.1063560210330257/1027854510567494/?type=3 "Don't get lost at #S_E_A

 #Shy
 #Embarrased
 #Ashamed 
Of what had happened to #YOU 
Find your #P_A_L

 #Passion - What you want to do with your life.

 #Aspire - to it by finding the right process info to achieve it 
 #Legacy - for yourself, your family, community, & OUR nation.

I have taken the initiative to do something about it legally to give people in a crisis an option to #LIVE_____LIFE & I want to help with all my heart even despite my severe combat injuries and the pain I have to deal with on a daily basis and the intake of over 20 pills a day. 
Currently, I volunteer as a Suicide Counselor because I graduated from the U.S. Army endorsed #ASIST program ( http://www.army.mil/article/31263/army-approves-suicide-intervention-training-for-leaders/ ) 
I graduated these two programs to assist my military brothers & sisters of the #USMilitary and allies:

1. https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.821817391171208.1073741969.172021142817506&type=3

2. https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.931324336887179.1073742001.172021142817506&type=3

The Veterans Crisis Line connects Veterans in crisis and their families and friends with qualified, caring Department of Veterans Affairs responders through a confidential toll-free hotline, online chat, or text. Veterans and their loved ones can call 1-800-273-8255.
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Press 1, Online chat: http://veteranscrisisline.net/ (click on "Confidential Veterans Chat" box at top of page)
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News reports by N

2019-01-19 08:27   2 0

 

#Suicide is a major epidemic in the U.S. Military, Veterans as well as civilians worldwide. - Humanitarian mission supported by RoyalLaoAirborne.com - Đại Úy CaptainThach.com #motto of inspiration: Urges Veterans that are in crisis to empower themselves with the help that is available within: My #motto_ "Don't get lost at S.E.A., find a P.A.L., has been recognized by U.S. Ambassador to #Vietnam Ted Osius - https://www.facebook.com/CaptainThach/photos/a.1063560210330257/1027854510567494/type=3 "Don't get lost at #S_E_A #Shy #Embarrased #Ashamed Of what had happened to #YOU Find your #P_A_L #Passion - What you want to do with your life. #Aspire - to it by finding the right process info to achieve it #Legacy - for yourself, your family, community, & OUR nation. I have taken the initiative to do something about it legally to give people in a crisis an option to #LIVE_____LIFE & I want to help with all my heart even despite my severe combat injuries and the pain I have to deal with on a daily basis and the intake of over 20 pills a day. Currently, I volunteer as a Suicide Counselor because I graduated from the U.S. Army endorsed #ASIST program ( http://www.army.mil/article/31263/army-approves-suicide-intervention-training-for-leaders/ ) I graduated these two programs to assist my military brothers & sisters of the #USMilitary and allies: 1. https://www.facebook.com/media/set/set=a.821817391171208.1073741969.172021142817506&type=3 2. https://www.facebook.com/media/set/set=a.931324336887179.1073742001.172021142817506&type=3 The Veterans Crisis Line connects Veterans in crisis and their families and friends with qualified, caring Department of Veterans Affairs responders through a confidential toll-free hotline, online chat, or text. Veterans and their loved ones can call 1-800-273-8255. - Press 1, Online chat: http://veteranscrisisline.net/ (click on "Confidential Veterans Chat" box at top of page) - send a text message to 838255 to receive confidential support 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. - Support for deaf and hard of hearing individuals is available - http://veteranscrisisline.net/Default.aspxnomo=1 News reports by N

Yep, I snuck into the Christmas Bark. Clearly I didn't get rid of the evidence. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
 #busted
 #chocolateismykryptonite 
 #oops 
 #forensics
 #haha
 #embarrased

2019-01-18 01:55   25 2

 

Yep, I snuck into the Christmas Bark. Clearly I didn't get rid of the evidence. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• #busted #chocolateismykryptonite #oops #forensics #haha #embarrased

Introvert was how you would describe me in the beginning, but then I started to seem extroverted. It all started when Emma lived streamed me on ChitChat when I tried on the nightie. Someone took a screenshot of me! And whoever that was anonymously messaged me and threatened to share the screenshot or I had to do whatever they wanted. They told me to paint my nails black then after that wear my PINK prom dress to my interview for the Senators office! After that it got real, they told me to break up with my boyfriend ,Luke! I did it and I thought it would be the end but then they brought in my sister. They said for me to FaceFix her and fix everything that was “wrong” with her. This made me change to an extrovert. #dareorshare #Embarrased #ruinedmylife

2019-01-16 00:32   0 0

 

Introvert was how you would describe me in the beginning, but then I started to seem extroverted. It all started when Emma lived streamed me on ChitChat when I tried on the nightie. Someone took a screenshot of me! And whoever that was anonymously messaged me and threatened to share the screenshot or I had to do whatever they wanted. They told me to paint my nails black then after that wear my PINK prom dress to my interview for the Senators office! After that it got real, they told me to break up with my boyfriend ,Luke! I did it and I thought it would be the end but then they brought in my sister. They said for me to FaceFix her and fix everything that was “wrong” with her. This made me change to an extrovert. #dareorshare #Embarrased #ruinedmylife

THINGS GUYS SHOULDN’T BE EMBARRASSED ABOUT 🥺💋
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2019-01-15 07:23   9770 187

 
2019, Day 14.

That awkward moment when you've hurt your foot and are already in a world of pain and someone accidentally bumps into you and steps right on that Injured foot so you have a dig at them and say " Dude, Watch It." He was kind and apologized to me straightaway and ..... I realized it was none other than THE ROGER FEDERER. 
SOMEBODY SHOOT ME IN THE FACE ! ARGHHHHH .... #TEAMFEDEX #EMBARRASED

2019-01-14 14:08   77 20

 

2019, Day 14. That awkward moment when you've hurt your foot and are already in a world of pain and someone accidentally bumps into you and steps right on that Injured foot so you have a dig at them and say " Dude, Watch It." He was kind and apologized to me straightaway and ..... I realized it was none other than THE ROGER FEDERER. SOMEBODY SHOOT ME IN THE FACE ! ARGHHHHH .... #TEAMFEDEX #EMBARRASED

Do you also hate those moments when you must go to some family visits or other activities and you have to act the whole day?.. like I should get a grammy for that shit because i'm sitting depressed poker face or crying in the car and as soon as the door opens it's 'WELL HI ELISABETH HOW ARE YOU??' Lol.

 #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping

2019-01-14 11:40   31 0

 

Do you also hate those moments when you must go to some family visits or other activities and you have to act the whole day.. like I should get a grammy for that shit because i'm sitting depressed poker face or crying in the car and as soon as the door opens it's 'WELL HI ELISABETH HOW ARE YOU' Lol. #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping

Sorry for the inactivity guys but I had a very rough weekend. I had a outburst and I cut myself.. so yeah yesterday I had a total breakdown, I could'nt function or think anymore and I have very bad moodswings and i'm very sad.. I'm sorry but I will post some pictures for you today x

 #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping

2019-01-14 10:59   25 2

 

Sorry for the inactivity guys but I had a very rough weekend. I had a outburst and I cut myself.. so yeah yesterday I had a total breakdown, I could'nt function or think anymore and I have very bad moodswings and i'm very sad.. I'm sorry but I will post some pictures for you today x #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping

Ok. So on my paw patrol I discovered what a canal is. I thought it was a path or a road. I jumped straight in. Not doing that again..... Auntie Mollie felt sorry for me and let me sleep in her bed. #wetdog #embarrased #Schnauzer #SchnauzerGang

2019-01-13 22:39   11 0

 

Ok. So on my paw patrol I discovered what a canal is. I thought it was a path or a road. I jumped straight in. Not doing that again..... Auntie Mollie felt sorry for me and let me sleep in her bed. #wetdog #embarrased #Schnauzer #SchnauzerGang

jk was reading his fortune cookie but jimin said it’s his year so jk should read it to him and look how embarrassed jimin got 😚😚😚
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2019-01-13 14:07   89 3

 

jk was reading his fortune cookie but jimin said it’s his year so jk should read it to him and look how embarrassed jimin got 😚😚😚 ✼ •• ┈┈┈┈๑⋅⋯ ୨♡୧ ⋯⋅๑┈┈┈┈ •• ✼ - follow me @btsbanter for daily bts litness and remember army, you nice, keep going 💜✨ . . . . . . . . . . . . #bts #bangtan #jimin #shy #embarrased #cookies #jungkook #v #jimin #rm #jhope #suga #jin #nagoya #vlive #cute #army #kpop #btsmemes #kpopmemes #kpopl4l #l4l #lfl #kpoplfl

I was so tired yesterday and full of stress that I started to cry at the dinner table with my family in law.. I just could'nt take anything anymore.. the noises the questions.. I did'nt had the strength anymore to hide my feelings.. I'm so embarrased! Luckily I managed to not have an outburst but I wanted to squeeze my glass of cola... I also told my boyfriend about that I made this account again.. and he is mad at me for lying.. I'm so sad.. #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping #staystrong

2019-01-12 20:38   15 0

 

I was so tired yesterday and full of stress that I started to cry at the dinner table with my family in law.. I just could'nt take anything anymore.. the noises the questions.. I did'nt had the strength anymore to hide my feelings.. I'm so embarrased! Luckily I managed to not have an outburst but I wanted to squeeze my glass of cola... I also told my boyfriend about that I made this account again.. and he is mad at me for lying.. I'm so sad.. #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping #staystrong

our beloved villa is falling apart. #embarrased 😥😓😪😤😤😡😣😣

2019-01-12 17:25   559 30

 

our beloved villa is falling apart. #embarrased 😥😓😪😤😤😡😣😣

Throwback to the time I met George W. Bush’s brother Neil at an awards celebration in 2010 and my mom says to him..you know you look a lot like our former President... and then never believes him when he insists he is related. 😁 #embarrased  #lovemymom #tbt

2019-01-11 01:23   134 2

 

Throwback to the time I met George W. Bush’s brother Neil at an awards celebration in 2010 and my mom says to him..you know you look a lot like our former President... and then never believes him when he insists he is related. 😁 #embarrased #lovemymom #tbt

So my EMDR session went a little better than monday.. I managed to feel a bit and cry a little but that only lasted for like a minute.. I could'nt stay in the pain something inside me pushed it away. We don't know if it's my selfprotector or because i'm depressed and I just can't feel anything.. I want this to succeed so bad but it's very hard.. 😢 monday I will try again.. #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping #EMDR #emdrtherapy #staystrong

2019-01-10 12:15   17 0

 

So my EMDR session went a little better than monday.. I managed to feel a bit and cry a little but that only lasted for like a minute.. I could'nt stay in the pain something inside me pushed it away. We don't know if it's my selfprotector or because i'm depressed and I just can't feel anything.. I want this to succeed so bad but it's very hard.. 😢 monday I will try again.. #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping #EMDR #emdrtherapy #staystrong

Name: Gordon (Penelope) 
Occupation: Amateur Up and Coming Drag Queen ⭐️😘
Bio: I’m all about glam on a budget! Do what you gotta do to to feel your best—that’s my motto. Side note tho I can’t believe Crystal totally dragged my hair after last nights show. So embarrassing :(((

2019-01-10 06:01   23 1

 

Name: Gordon (Penelope) Occupation: Amateur Up and Coming Drag Queen ⭐️😘 Bio: I’m all about glam on a budget! Do what you gotta do to to feel your best—that’s my motto. Side note tho I can’t believe Crystal totally dragged my hair after last nights show. So embarrassing :(((

Beauty Maids Finished:

 #apron  #beautiful  #big  #buff  #character  #clothes  #creation  #curvy  #design  #drawing  #elegant  #embarrased  #funny  #gorgeous  #illustration  #ink  #lady  #maid  #man  #original  #pretty  #sexy  #tall  #tiger  #woman  #art  #color  #copic

Alexia: "Ok dear!! You can do it!"
Gabriel: "Ugh!! This is too much Alexia!!.. why am I wearing this?!!... this skirt is a bit short...."
Alexia: "Come on!! You look great!! Pretty slutty too but nevermind that!"
Gabriel: "If I go with it will you stop talking?"
Alexia: "Yep"
Gabriel (cute like voice): "teehee~ Welcome home Master~ uwu"
Alexia: "Pfffffttttt!!. Oh oh!! Ahahahahah!! OH GOD!! I can't believe you actually pulled that off!!! Ahahahah"
Gabriel (cute voice): "Master~. Can you please end my misery nya~!! Please!! I am begging you~!! ......DON'T. ASK....DO NOT...!!! Welp!! here you go guys!! hehe.. have fun!! and please stay with me ;-;

2019-01-10 02:49   26 2

 

Beauty Maids Finished: #apron  #beautiful  #big  #buff  #character  #clothes  #creation  #curvy  #design  #drawing  #elegant  #embarrased  #funny  #gorgeous  #illustration  #ink  #lady  #maid  #man  #original  #pretty  #sexy  #tall  #tiger  #woman  #art  #color  #copic Alexia: "Ok dear!! You can do it!" Gabriel: "Ugh!! This is too much Alexia!!.. why am I wearing this!!... this skirt is a bit short...." Alexia: "Come on!! You look great!! Pretty slutty too but nevermind that!" Gabriel: "If I go with it will you stop talking" Alexia: "Yep" Gabriel (cute like voice): "teehee~ Welcome home Master~ uwu" Alexia: "Pfffffttttt!!. Oh oh!! Ahahahahah!! OH GOD!! I can't believe you actually pulled that off!!! Ahahahah" Gabriel (cute voice): "Master~. Can you please end my misery nya~!! Please!! I am begging you~!! ......DON'T. ASK....DO NOT...!!! Welp!! here you go guys!! hehe.. have fun!! and please stay with me ;-;

So, this is me. All 195lbs of me. Welcome to my page. I don’t let the fat I have define me as a person even though I hate who I see in the mirror. The person I look like on the outside doesn’t portray the person I am on the inside. I’m fun, bubbly, an extremely hard worker and up for a laugh whenever. But when I look at the reflection of me I look fat and lazy. That’s all about to change. I’m embarking on a challenge for 100 days! This page is away for me to keep track of my progress and to motivate me to not quit! I HAVE FAT but that doesn’t define me- in 100 days I’ll still have fat - but hopefully a lot less fat than I have today January 7th. #day1 #before #weightlossjourney #fromfattofit #100daychallenge #fat #embarrased

2019-01-09 13:55   2 0

 

So, this is me. All 195lbs of me. Welcome to my page. I don’t let the fat I have define me as a person even though I hate who I see in the mirror. The person I look like on the outside doesn’t portray the person I am on the inside. I’m fun, bubbly, an extremely hard worker and up for a laugh whenever. But when I look at the reflection of me I look fat and lazy. That’s all about to change. I’m embarking on a challenge for 100 days! This page is away for me to keep track of my progress and to motivate me to not quit! I HAVE FAT but that doesn’t define me- in 100 days I’ll still have fat - but hopefully a lot less fat than I have today January 7th. #day1 #before #weightlossjourney #fromfattofit #100daychallenge #fat #embarrased

 #키즈온더힐
 #영어로놀자 
2주방학하고 다시모여~~
 #feeling 
 #angry
 #proud
 #embarrased
 #shy
 #jealous
 #lonely
 #happy
 #sad
 #brave
 #caring
 #worried
 #impatient
 #mask
 #happyface😊만들기

2019-01-09 11:43   10 0

 

#키즈온더힐 #영어로놀자 2주방학하고 다시모여~~ #feeling #angry #proud #embarrased #shy #jealous #lonely #happy #sad #brave #caring #worried #impatient #mask #happyface😊만들기

Dexters first voyage in his new onesie❤️❤️ It either put a little skip in his step or he was racing home before anyone else saw him☺️...so embarrassed . ( he secretly loves his cozy sweater❤️)

2019-01-08 22:53   28 10

 

Dexters first voyage in his new onesie❤️❤️ It either put a little skip in his step or he was racing home before anyone else saw him☺️...so embarrassed . ( he secretly loves his cozy sweater❤️)

I'M SO FUCKING ANGRY!! I just took off and left my therapist..
I just could not bring up my painfull emotions..
Not at a single question she asked.
I blocked all the pain.
I just sat there and shut down.
Did'nt expect this to happen..
It's a lot harder than I tought!!! #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping #EMDR #emdrtherapy #staystrong

2019-01-07 14:48   27 4

 

I'M SO FUCKING ANGRY!! I just took off and left my therapist.. I just could not bring up my painfull emotions.. Not at a single question she asked. I blocked all the pain. I just sat there and shut down. Did'nt expect this to happen.. It's a lot harder than I tought!!! #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad #copingmechanism #coping #EMDR #emdrtherapy #staystrong

Today I have my first EMDR session.
I'm a little bit nervous but I also don't care if it's going to fuck me up. I just want to get rid of the pain in my memories and the anxiety. But to do that I first have to go trough it all.. every painfull memorie.. every painfull tought.. step by step.
Wish me luck

 #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #insomniaproblems #alwaystired #sleepmedication #sleepingpills #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad

2019-01-07 11:15   29 0

 

Today I have my first EMDR session. I'm a little bit nervous but I also don't care if it's going to fuck me up. I just want to get rid of the pain in my memories and the anxiety. But to do that I first have to go trough it all.. every painfull memorie.. every painfull tought.. step by step. Wish me luck #anxiety #socialanxiety #insomnia #sleepingdisorder #insomniaproblems #alwaystired #sleepmedication #sleepingpills #borderline #hurt #alone #depressed #crying #tired #hurt #staystrong #scared #crying #desperate #fuckinganxiety #help #dyinginside #embarrased #hate #alone #bullied #PTSD #outcast #pain #memories #fakesmile #mask #sad

 #embarrased The last time I rode with the barebackpad I was on my way home and had to stepp off which eventually put me in the situation that I couldn't get on anymore (whilst being almost 20 and 1.64) I can't jump that high.
I had to awkwardly ask a woman who luckily passed if she should help out 😅😅

2019-01-06 17:20   10 0

 

#embarrased The last time I rode with the barebackpad I was on my way home and had to stepp off which eventually put me in the situation that I couldn't get on anymore (whilst being almost 20 and 1.64) I can't jump that high. I had to awkwardly ask a woman who luckily passed if she should help out 😅😅

(Donation link in bio)
So heres the thing,, I secured a artist's alley table for supercon 2019. But I still have to pay for the prints stickers buttons pins etc. That I'd like to sell also business card are being debated. And while asking for money from anyone makes me feel super awkward. I'd really could and would appreciate any help I can get. So if any of you who like my art and would like to support this endeavor, and have even a dollar to spare to help this poor girl out I'd literally cry from gratitude....also anyone who donates anything ile give you a print or some stickers for free to show my appreciation!!!! *Donation link in bio*

 #ART #artist #artistsoninstagram #help #donate #money #broke #poor #sell #prints #stickers #pins #buttons #cosplay #convention #nerd #dollar #please #akward #embarrased #appreciative #grateful #sketch #drawing #pencil #doodle #beg #color #colorful #paint

2019-01-04 01:41   27 0

 

(Donation link in bio) So heres the thing,, I secured a artist's alley table for supercon 2019. But I still have to pay for the prints stickers buttons pins etc. That I'd like to sell also business card are being debated. And while asking for money from anyone makes me feel super awkward. I'd really could and would appreciate any help I can get. So if any of you who like my art and would like to support this endeavor, and have even a dollar to spare to help this poor girl out I'd literally cry from gratitude....also anyone who donates anything ile give you a print or some stickers for free to show my appreciation!!!! *Donation link in bio* #ART #artist #artistsoninstagram #help #donate #money #broke #poor #sell #prints #stickers #pins #buttons #cosplay #convention #nerd #dollar #please #akward #embarrased #appreciative #grateful #sketch #drawing #pencil #doodle #beg #color #colorful #paint

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