Loved seeing some of my favorite old school TV Superheroes again on DC's Crisis On Infinite Earths! @johnwesleyshippjr Flash & @ashleyscott Huntress! 📺😃👍❤️ I remember being around 7 years old watching the 90's Flash Series and always had fond memories of the show! Birds of Prey was ahead of it's time, it was the early 2000s and Superhero tv shows were finally making a comeback at the time and I really enjoyed the show! Both The Flash & Birds of Prey were short lived TV series...but they will always be remembered through out The Multiverse, because they will live on through the fond memories of the fans!
I never realise when I'm holding my breath, until it feels like if I don't I'll panic. Feels sort of being like under water for that half second too long where your lungs juuuuuust start to burn for the surface.
Today I was holding my breath in as hot a shower as I could stand, and realised that I'm still trying to work through the anxiety, and the anger and a lot of other conflicting emotions surrounding my Gramma's passing.
I'm still devastated that she not here, not angry at her, but VERY angry at my Uncle who is withholding all information and swindling my family of closure. Stealing, literally and figuratively the things that have been willed, and pushing us away physically and emotionally while he fills dumpsters from my Gramma's home. (Still in probate, so, not allowed.) Her home is not her. Her things, are not her, I don't have to have THINGS I have pictures and memories. But, I would have loved to have the sweater she hung on our gate every day she visited Roots. The little firetruck he would run for that was their special toy. One of her date planners, that I drew little Rootles in for her every week, and holds all her thoughts and lists.
My other Uncle was kind enough to send some things home to me, while he was still allowed inside his home.I'm so grateful to have some of the cars Gramma and Roots would line up and chat about. The Santa matryoshka dollthat they would play with.
Anyways, thank you for hearing me, for letting me rant, grieve and process "out loud". This digital linework was worked on today as I was trying to find my feelings, to get to what was bothering me. Foxes see mice under the snow with their other senses, I want to see my emotions through and get to the bottom of the snowdrift and nail this mouse.(anxiety)
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