사람들이 다 당신을 가리키며 네 것이다 내 것이다 해.
내 것인데. 바보들. 내가 제일 사랑해.
I am sleeping on your bed and it's two am, we have just had the worst of fights, I wasn't reasonable, you shouted, I cried and you pacified we watched a movie
And you slept I can hear your slow snores, my arms have been comfortable for you to sleep
I am not asleep, tick tock
It's three am
You cross over to me, ask me, why aren't you asleep
I snuggle up next to you, smile and ask you to sleep
It's four am
I wish I could tell you that I fear intimacy, I fear that people who will get close to me and leave me, and I will have to start from the scratch
I don't want you to ever know that I am weak, that you will attack my weakness one day, that my vulnerability will be your excuse for the hurt you cause me
I wish, I could tell you that loving isn't easy, that whenever I allow you to come so close to me, my heart has butterflies, but now they sting
It's five am
I turn over to look at you, you are still sleeping unaware of the war that is going inside me, you have your own wars to fight, your eyes are my weak point, someday I hope I can look at them and tell you, that it hurts inside my heart
It's six am
I am still wide awake, in hopes to tell you that when you wake up in the morning, and we put all our difference in past, I can say that loving you hasn't been easy, but I fucking love you so much, because I don't know anything better to do🍂
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First time opening up & sharing a part of who I am.
I kept reconsidering publishing it even after I hit publish, telling myself I can just delete it as if it was never posted.
But then I thought to myself, what am I afraid of for people to see 🤷🏻♀️
I am just writing my truth & I'm sharing it with the world and there's nothing wrong nor judgemental about that.
I decided that I am in charge & I won't let those thoughts sneak up on me.
This marks the start of a series that no idea where it will take us💫
𝐋𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐢𝐨!🌟
What's one dream you had growing up👵🏻