Why do you choose to torment me so
Why do you show up everywhere
Everywhere that I am.
If I decide to stay away from you,
but what am I supposed to do
when you keep coming my way.
I wish it were as simple as
you just coming close to me
It's more complicated than that.
You're always around my friends
and now you've made them yours too.
What am I supposed to do
Run away from my own friends
Or put my life on pause because
you seem to be constantly invading my space.
I don't care if my North is your South
Or your East is my West.
I just want you to stop coming so close
Because the more I see you
the deeper the lines of your face
and the ugly memories
and impossible fantasies
attached to it is etched in my feeble mind.
I really don't understand.
Why is it that since I've decided to stay away.
You've decided to show your face.
Is this a game to you
or is fate still playing naughty tricks
If it is
Then please stop it.
I've had enough.
The you in my mind is more than enough of you.
I don't need you to be as common as air.
Even though it seems like I can't take a walk without seeing you there.
Please. I beg you.
Let me find some peace.
My heart has barely healed
and I can barely open it up again
not even for you
because even though the crack has healed
the scars still remain. 🌸Learning to live again🌸 😔Esther.😔
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I have to let you go.
You're not good for my heart
Or my health for that matter.
It's not like you care if I'm there or not.
I can't keep pinning for the one who won't acknowledge me.
I have set my heart out on the line
and it has been bruised too much.
I wore it on my sleeve and it was ripped off me.
What else can I do
Maybe you're not meant for me.
Perhaps we were not meant to be.
Even If I see you, I'll look the other way.
I'd rather let my heart be deprived of you
Than have my being be devasted by thoughts of you.
Keeping my distance didn't work the first time
but it will work this time
because I will make a conscious effort.
I'll avoid you
and everything that has to deal with you.
From this moment, you seize to exist.
Both in my mind and my reality.
This might seem a little harsh
but I know how much I felt for you
and how you barely recognized my presence.
I am done with unrequited love
and I hope that someday I would see this letter
Look back, and then laugh at how
I thought we could be together.
I'll convince myself that
you don't deserve my love
even though I don't know
because I never got a chance to find out.
It is better this way.
That I let you go
You were never mine to keep 🌸Mending a broken heart🌸 Esther
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