a simple explanation // as usual, i never write when i really should. everything we could have been vanished in minutes. everything was fine until it happened. again. for the third fucking time... you cut me off with no reasoning at all and here i am, asking why why me, why me oh i am cursed. i must have been since fucking birth, or maybe it's just you, oh tell me why you make my self confidence worse i've been asking people, even my favorite musician, if i should give you another shot, and everyone is telling me to let go... but i want to hold on and cherish every poem and song i wrote for you. but maybe it's time to cut the anchor around my feet. maybe it's time to stop drowning in this cold, bitter sea of emotion and self hate. i hope you realize what you did to me. i hope you learn to not fuck with my feelings. i hope you unblock me and read this too, a simple explanation is all i'm asking. ☆
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Listen as I tell you the story of the one you call father
The one who wore his heart on his sleeves
Listen as I tell you his tales
For I have drunk and drinks bring back all the memories
So listen, as I relive the story
Trust me, it is not a long story as it ended before it began
I know society has told you that he was a reckless lover
Believe them. For indeed, he loved recklessly
The perfect image of a husband-man, he was
But he just wasn't mine,
He was mine to love but not mine to keep.
I watched him love your mother
And watched as he gave his soul to her
Without a price.
I needed no prophet to tell me, I had lost.
My heart was broken.
It was the end of me, until the news came.
If your father choosing another woman over me was pain
This news, was death and I mean it in every sense of the word,
Your father had lost it,
The disappearance of your mother had broken him
And it tore his soul apart because she was living but with another
I didn't blame her for leaving, a girl wants what she wants
But I cursed her for taking his soul
When she had no plans of keeping it.
I swore to mend your father's heart
And love you like mine.
I loved how you curled up in arms
Finding comfort and how your father's lips felt on mine
Not minding that he moaned your mother's name in my mouth.
All hell broke loose the day the news came
That your father donated his heart for you
As yours was due for failure come dawn.
He had offered his life for you
With a note on his bed that said he was trusting me with his heart,
He was trusting me with you.
With tears in my soul and blood in my eyes
I vowed to treasure this heart
This heart he had entrusted in my care.
But I couldn't stop myself from running mad
And that was the day she was birthed,
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As the time slowly crept,
Days, nights, years,
Sometimes too fast,
And too mellow,
I ran from the things along,
Sometimes a herd of unknown,
Sometimes those known unknown,
Desires sometimes pulled me down,
Just normal human desires,
A craving for human touch,
An ear to listen,
A mouth to kiss,
I ran from places of joy,
Of merry and ploy,
And into abyss,
Or sometimes decay,
Of the body,
When clouds would thunder,
Over my horizons,
I would sometimes wonder,
Maybe this is the apocalypse,
The night for the new beginning,
And pull over my blanket,
For I was scared,
Maybe I am scared,
And as I run,
To a place even I don’t see clear,
The storm brewing inside my chest,
The numb of my senses,
The ghosts of my past,
The devils of my present,
The Noah of my future,
Maybe this is the way it is supposed to be,
Maybe the confusion shall always remain,
Or maybe I’ll run again...... #instagram #photos #photography #nature #writer #writersofinstagram #poets #poetsofinstagram #life #thailand #krabi #wanderlust
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