Images about: #stillgrieving (5246 posts)

This is my baby brother @mightybuffalo Unfortunately, he is no longer with us. Pancreatic cancer stole him. He left behind a beautiful soul mate & two amazing daughters. November is pancreatic cancer awareness month. It is one of the hardest cancer to diagnose. and also takes no prisoners. It strikes fast without warning, Like a thief in the night. Please keep everyone battling pancreatic cancer & their families in your prayers. Keep praying for the ones who are no longer with us. Remember there is someone out there who would love to have your bad days. I hope one day we can eradicate this evil called cancer. Medicine and technology has come so far… #cancersucks #pancreaticcancerawareness #pancreaticcancerawarenessmonth #babybrother #mightybuffalo #gonetoosoon #stillgrieving #ifeelyourspirit #prayers #family #unforgettablemoments #livethedash

2019-11-19 01:49   9 0

 

This is my baby brother @mightybuffalo Unfortunately, he is no longer with us. Pancreatic cancer stole him. He left behind a beautiful soul mate & two amazing daughters. November is pancreatic cancer awareness month. It is one of the hardest cancer to diagnose. and also takes no prisoners. It strikes fast without warning, Like a thief in the night. Please keep everyone battling pancreatic cancer & their families in your prayers. Keep praying for the ones who are no longer with us. Remember there is someone out there who would love to have your bad days. I hope one day we can eradicate this evil called cancer. Medicine and technology has come so far… #cancersucks #pancreaticcancerawareness #pancreaticcancerawarenessmonth #babybrother #mightybuffalo #gonetoosoon #stillgrieving #ifeelyourspirit #prayers #family #unforgettablemoments #livethedash

Ran my first 5k in a long long time. Been doing shorter interval runs but this really felt good. I’ve been combating the stories I tell myself that I’m doomed to the same poor health that killed both of my parents. Maybe I’m too old to run, too heavy, too slow, or any other reasons I have at different times believed. I’m grateful for this weather enticing me to quiet those voices and get out to run.
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 #runnersofinstagram #mentalhealthrun #strongrunner #stillgrieving #stillgrateful

2019-11-18 17:55   39 1

 

Ran my first 5k in a long long time. Been doing shorter interval runs but this really felt good. I’ve been combating the stories I tell myself that I’m doomed to the same poor health that killed both of my parents. Maybe I’m too old to run, too heavy, too slow, or any other reasons I have at different times believed. I’m grateful for this weather enticing me to quiet those voices and get out to run. . . . . . . #runnersofinstagram #mentalhealthrun #strongrunner #stillgrieving #stillgrateful

Friday was six months. Couldn’t scroll through my photos without convulsing into tears. I miss her sweetness SO much. This was a humid weekend late last August meeting with her team in Manhattan. The news was “it’s back, it spread like fire, you’ll have to give it your all.” And she did, enduring another round of the most grueling chemo. Smiling at the nurses each week. Feeling grateful for a well-blended smoothie, a quiet snowfall, a good parking spot near the entrance. Life got so small and she life-lesson treasured it: her WSJ articles, my anti-everything coconut shrimp (“deliiiiicious!”), a new episode of the Durrells that took us to Corfu. Even her giant 50 lb laptop—her portal to AOL which she thought was the internet. It’s a pain so fresh it pummels my heart. Miss your elegant joy, Mom. #stillgrieving @lc.merlini @chiarakuhns so 🙏 for my crunchies.

2019-11-18 06:22   94 40

 

Friday was six months. Couldn’t scroll through my photos without convulsing into tears. I miss her sweetness SO much. This was a humid weekend late last August meeting with her team in Manhattan. The news was “it’s back, it spread like fire, you’ll have to give it your all.” And she did, enduring another round of the most grueling chemo. Smiling at the nurses each week. Feeling grateful for a well-blended smoothie, a quiet snowfall, a good parking spot near the entrance. Life got so small and she life-lesson treasured it: her WSJ articles, my anti-everything coconut shrimp (“deliiiiicious!”), a new episode of the Durrells that took us to Corfu. Even her giant 50 lb laptop—her portal to AOL which she thought was the internet. It’s a pain so fresh it pummels my heart. Miss your elegant joy, Mom. #stillgrieving @lc.merlini @chiarakuhns so 🙏 for my crunchies.

"we" did argue and disagree, but through all that we had communication, He didn't like me to be upset, sometimes he just couldn't help it, I understood then, and I understand now... I just miss him so much, my soulmate, my everything... #missingmyhusband #porsiempremiamor #griefhurts #stillgrieving

2019-11-16 19:53   8 1

 

"we" did argue and disagree, but through all that we had communication, He didn't like me to be upset, sometimes he just couldn't help it, I understood then, and I understand now... I just miss him so much, my soulmate, my everything... #missingmyhusband #porsiempremiamor #griefhurts #stillgrieving

This day 5 years ago, we held you for the last time and said our final goodbyes... The hardest part about loss is it’s repetitive. We lost you once when you took your last breath, twice when it was decided you couldn't remain in your cuddle cot any longer 12 hours later, three times when we visited you at the hospital chapel of rest, four when we left the hospital empty and broken.

Five when we had to register your birth and your death surrounded by gushing new parents and their babies, six when we visited you at the funeral directors - and twice more after that. And the final, gut wrenching time - your funeral. It's always the worst. Because we will never get to see or hold you again.

We said our final goodbyes on your due date. The day we were expecting to welcome you into the world, you were cruelly taken out of it.

We will always love you, we will always miss you, and we will always remember you.

Our beautiful guardian angel 💕

 #stillgrieving #yourduedate #finalgoodbyes #missingyou #myguardianangel #babyloss #babygirl

2019-11-13 10:10   23 3

 

This day 5 years ago, we held you for the last time and said our final goodbyes... The hardest part about loss is it’s repetitive. We lost you once when you took your last breath, twice when it was decided you couldn't remain in your cuddle cot any longer 12 hours later, three times when we visited you at the hospital chapel of rest, four when we left the hospital empty and broken. Five when we had to register your birth and your death surrounded by gushing new parents and their babies, six when we visited you at the funeral directors - and twice more after that. And the final, gut wrenching time - your funeral. It's always the worst. Because we will never get to see or hold you again. We said our final goodbyes on your due date. The day we were expecting to welcome you into the world, you were cruelly taken out of it. We will always love you, we will always miss you, and we will always remember you. Our beautiful guardian angel 💕 #stillgrieving #yourduedate #finalgoodbyes #missingyou #myguardianangel #babyloss #babygirl

My Pap was someone who served his country, his community, his friends, and his family proudly. He was the definition of hard working and dedicated. He was also kind, loving, sometimes stubborn, but also had a sweet side.
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I remember the last time I saw this uniform hanging in his closet. It had been about 8ish months since he had passed and I was looking through his closet as everything was being moved out of his home. As I was filing through his suits and remembering how handsome he looked, I heard a crinkling sound coming from the pocket. I reached in and pulled out a handful of hard candy. I remember smiling, crying, and giggling all at the same time.
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He always served up the sweets and treats, and I had my fair share of butterscotch and cinnamon discs growing up. I didn’t take the candy I found, but put it back in the pocket I took it from. That’s where he left it. That's where it belonged.
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I’m so grateful to have had such a wonderful example of hard work and dedication to family and country.
Thanks Pappy, I love and miss you. ❤️
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Thank you to all that serve our country, past, present, and future.🇺🇸
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2019-11-11 19:40   38 3

 

My Pap was someone who served his country, his community, his friends, and his family proudly. He was the definition of hard working and dedicated. He was also kind, loving, sometimes stubborn, but also had a sweet side. . I remember the last time I saw this uniform hanging in his closet. It had been about 8ish months since he had passed and I was looking through his closet as everything was being moved out of his home. As I was filing through his suits and remembering how handsome he looked, I heard a crinkling sound coming from the pocket. I reached in and pulled out a handful of hard candy. I remember smiling, crying, and giggling all at the same time. . He always served up the sweets and treats, and I had my fair share of butterscotch and cinnamon discs growing up. I didn’t take the candy I found, but put it back in the pocket I took it from. That’s where he left it. That's where it belonged. . I’m so grateful to have had such a wonderful example of hard work and dedication to family and country. Thanks Pappy, I love and miss you. ❤️ . Thank you to all that serve our country, past, present, and future.🇺🇸 . . . .

One year ago we lost our second baby, somehow it’s already been twelve whole months yet it sometimes still feels just as raw. We love and appreciate our lucky number three so much more after losing the first two and I do believe with all my heart that we were meant to have him, but the ones we lost will always be in my heart and soul ❤️👼🏼 .
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 #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #pregnancyloss #miscarriages #alwaysinmyheart #angelbabies #love #family #mybabies #loss #grief #stillgrieving #neverforget #iam1in4 #neverbestill

2019-11-10 00:52   41 2

 

One year ago we lost our second baby, somehow it’s already been twelve whole months yet it sometimes still feels just as raw. We love and appreciate our lucky number three so much more after losing the first two and I do believe with all my heart that we were meant to have him, but the ones we lost will always be in my heart and soul ❤️👼🏼 . . . #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #pregnancyloss #miscarriages #alwaysinmyheart #angelbabies #love #family #mybabies #loss #grief #stillgrieving #neverforget #iam1in4 #neverbestill

I opened the closet to start pulling out Christmas decorations and this was on the floor right when I opened the door! Of course it brought me to tears. How ironic I find it on her birthday. Are you sending me a message friend? I got it loud and clear. You’re helping me with my Christmas decorations, yes and they are all Disney. Love you too 😘 #missmybestfriend #happybirthday #birthdayinheaven #messagefromheaven #ibelieve #guardianangel #stillgrieving #coinsedence #loveneverdies #ageless #cancersucks #cancertookyoufromme #loveyoumyfriend 😢

2019-11-09 20:12   17 0

 

I opened the closet to start pulling out Christmas decorations and this was on the floor right when I opened the door! Of course it brought me to tears. How ironic I find it on her birthday. Are you sending me a message friend I got it loud and clear. You’re helping me with my Christmas decorations, yes and they are all Disney. Love you too 😘 #missmybestfriend #happybirthday #birthdayinheaven #messagefromheaven #ibelieve #guardianangel #stillgrieving #coinsedence #loveneverdies #ageless #cancersucks #cancertookyoufromme #loveyoumyfriend 😢

Some days are tougher than others.. but i know you walk with me everyday.. 😓 i create things as if you would have asked for them, so i always try to do an extra mile. I hope... i know youre proud of all the things im doing.. Ill miss you for forever & a day.. 💜

 #stillgrieving #lostsomedays #missinyou #agrandmotherslove #isforever

2019-11-09 15:32   11 0

 

Some days are tougher than others.. but i know you walk with me everyday.. 😓 i create things as if you would have asked for them, so i always try to do an extra mile. I hope... i know youre proud of all the things im doing.. Ill miss you for forever & a day.. 💜 #stillgrieving #lostsomedays #missinyou #agrandmotherslove #isforever

I try my best to be strong...
I try my best to not let my emotions show...
I try my best to seem like I have it all together...
But when no one is around I crack and I crumble... I'm broken, misunderstood and crying.. I'm missing you so much Dad, I don't know what to do. 🍃😭💔
 #stillgrieving #indenial #goneunexpectedly #imneverokay

2019-11-07 21:11   48 10

 

I try my best to be strong... I try my best to not let my emotions show... I try my best to seem like I have it all together... But when no one is around I crack and I crumble... I'm broken, misunderstood and crying.. I'm missing you so much Dad, I don't know what to do. 🍃😭💔 #stillgrieving #indenial #goneunexpectedly #imneverokay

Today marks 2 years since God called my Mom home. This year is hitting me a little different. If your mom is still on this earth, hug her tighter, call her more, take her to the supermarket, clean her house, Show her you love her, don’t just tell her. Please pray for me as I pray for you. #stillgrieving #missingmymom #itsaprocess #itsnoteasy #somedaysarebetterthanothers #godismycomforter #godismyrock #motherlessdaughters #untilwemeetagain #myangelinheaven #godwantedyouback #mybiggestheartbreak #godgotme

2019-11-06 15:10   163 14

 

Today marks 2 years since God called my Mom home. This year is hitting me a little different. If your mom is still on this earth, hug her tighter, call her more, take her to the supermarket, clean her house, Show her you love her, don’t just tell her. Please pray for me as I pray for you. #stillgrieving #missingmymom #itsaprocess #itsnoteasy #somedaysarebetterthanothers #godismycomforter #godismyrock #motherlessdaughters #untilwemeetagain #myangelinheaven #godwantedyouback #mybiggestheartbreak #godgotme

I’ve been a bit quiet on here the past few days. This time of year has always been difficult for us with Ariana’s birthday and angelversary. We had a lovely time making memories with the boys: we baked Ariana a cake, sent her some balloons and drew her a picture which we attached to a rocket to send up to the clouds for her. 
It’s been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster, and at times I’ve felt a bit numb and detached from everything - like all I’ve been doing is putting one foot in front of the other to get through the day. 
It’s moments of quiet like this that make you realise that no matter what, the grief is still there and it still hurts as much as it did the day Ariana took her last breath. I’m just better at distracting myself now. 
Thank you all for the kind messages and love this past week. From friends and family, my amazing customers, and even other baby loss parents. I appreciate every single one of you 💕

 #foiledbydesign #babyloss #babylossparent #angelversary #5yearson #stillgrieving #onefootinfrontoftheother #fireworks #makingmemories #alwayslovedneverforgotten #babylossmama #grateful

2019-11-04 10:11   28 1

 

I’ve been a bit quiet on here the past few days. This time of year has always been difficult for us with Ariana’s birthday and angelversary. We had a lovely time making memories with the boys: we baked Ariana a cake, sent her some balloons and drew her a picture which we attached to a rocket to send up to the clouds for her. It’s been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster, and at times I’ve felt a bit numb and detached from everything - like all I’ve been doing is putting one foot in front of the other to get through the day. It’s moments of quiet like this that make you realise that no matter what, the grief is still there and it still hurts as much as it did the day Ariana took her last breath. I’m just better at distracting myself now. Thank you all for the kind messages and love this past week. From friends and family, my amazing customers, and even other baby loss parents. I appreciate every single one of you 💕 #foiledbydesign #babyloss #babylossparent #angelversary #5yearson #stillgrieving #onefootinfrontoftheother #fireworks #makingmemories #alwayslovedneverforgotten #babylossmama #grateful

If you’ve ever been in one of my Twitch Sings streams and asked for Hallelujah you’ll know I won’t sing it because it played at a friend’s funeral. 
11 years ago today we lost Aaron and it doesn’t get any easier. He was one of the best people I ever knew and SO much of my spirit and being has been influenced by him. 
I still remember the moment I found out, how unprepared all of us were for loss, and the late night journey we took to make sure those who needed to know knew. It was the worst night of my life and I remember it like yesterday. 
Raise a Guinness to his memory everyone :) #stillgrieving #loss #freehugs

2019-10-30 09:11   28 5

 

If you’ve ever been in one of my Twitch Sings streams and asked for Hallelujah you’ll know I won’t sing it because it played at a friend’s funeral. 11 years ago today we lost Aaron and it doesn’t get any easier. He was one of the best people I ever knew and SO much of my spirit and being has been influenced by him. I still remember the moment I found out, how unprepared all of us were for loss, and the late night journey we took to make sure those who needed to know knew. It was the worst night of my life and I remember it like yesterday. Raise a Guinness to his memory everyone :) #stillgrieving #loss #freehugs