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The knots in my head
They're twisted and incomplete
They're heavy and pointless
They hold me down and run endless
They hide in the empty parts of my mind and begin to demolish every corner they find
With every chance they get they eat at the good and burn right through all the guards I put up to block their way, to slow down their pace, to keep them far away
Feeling sick isn't fun when you are sick
Getting better isn't fun when you are never getting better

2018-05-03 03:28   1 1

 

The knots in my head They're twisted and incomplete They're heavy and pointless They hold me down and run endless They hide in the empty parts of my mind and begin to demolish every corner they find With every chance they get they eat at the good and burn right through all the guards I put up to block their way, to slow down their pace, to keep them far away Feeling sick isn't fun when you are sick Getting better isn't fun when you are never getting better

2018-05-03 03:27   1 1

 
11 is so true. Get outside as much as you can. If it isn’t that nice, just stick your face outside for a minute. The fresh air is so good for you, and it’s easy to want to be locked inside all day. Please take care of yourselves 💓
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Hey I know my posting schedule is messed up I’m sorry. I just have so much work 🙃

2018-05-03 03:26   6 1

 

11 is so true. Get outside as much as you can. If it isn’t that nice, just stick your face outside for a minute. The fresh air is so good for you, and it’s easy to want to be locked inside all day. Please take care of yourselves 💓 ~~~ Hey I know my posting schedule is messed up I’m sorry. I just have so much work 🙃

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Never underestimate the power you can invoke when you are starving for change. 
Don't put limitations on what you can do and how far you can go in life. The saddest thing to see is someone with potential working well below their capacity. 
True Story:
When I was an intern, the doctor would tell me to ask patients to spell the word world backwards as one of the questions for the mini mental status exam. Well, after about 5 patients in a row passing he asked me to spell the word world backwards and I couldn't do it (try saying "please spell the WORD WORLD backwards") it's a tongue twister! So, whenever the patient would spell it, I always checked it off is correct because I couldn't tell the difference.😂😂😭 I fessed up, and I was asked to pick a word I could spell and on I went. Don't ever be intimidated by the mistakes you need them to get to appreciate the growth. 🌱

2018-05-03 03:25   32 5

 

Never underestimate the power you can invoke when you are starving for change. Don't put limitations on what you can do and how far you can go in life. The saddest thing to see is someone with potential working well below their capacity. True Story: When I was an intern, the doctor would tell me to ask patients to spell the word world backwards as one of the questions for the mini mental status exam. Well, after about 5 patients in a row passing he asked me to spell the word world backwards and I couldn't do it (try saying "please spell the WORD WORLD backwards") it's a tongue twister! So, whenever the patient would spell it, I always checked it off is correct because I couldn't tell the difference.😂😂😭 I fessed up, and I was asked to pick a word I could spell and on I went. Don't ever be intimidated by the mistakes you need them to get to appreciate the growth. 🌱

I loved him

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2018-05-03 03:14   9 0

 
MAY 2: Today’s post is also going to be about anxiety, but in a different way. I’m terrified of putting myself out there because I am TERRIFIED of rejection. One of the symptoms of BPD is an irrational fear of abandonment. This is what’s driving my anxiety today. The reason I’m so scared of doing this project is my fear of rejection. I’ve rewritten this many times because of it. I’m anxious that people won’t like me or what I have to say. Or even worse, that they just won’t care. Social media can be great for people with BPD. You can get that instant gratification and validation through likes and follows. But it can also be terrible because the number of the likes and the follows will never be enough to fill the hole that I feel due to lack of self-esteem. I will always want (read need) more. More likes. More attention. More of everything. I’m anxious that this project won’t be successful at all (which is what I keep telling myself will happen), but I’m also scared to get addicted to the attention of it is. It’s a fine line to walk, and I’m not so good on a tightrope. .
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2018-05-03 03:12   5 0

 

MAY 2: Today’s post is also going to be about anxiety, but in a different way. I’m terrified of putting myself out there because I am TERRIFIED of rejection. One of the symptoms of BPD is an irrational fear of abandonment. This is what’s driving my anxiety today. The reason I’m so scared of doing this project is my fear of rejection. I’ve rewritten this many times because of it. I’m anxious that people won’t like me or what I have to say. Or even worse, that they just won’t care. Social media can be great for people with BPD. You can get that instant gratification and validation through likes and follows. But it can also be terrible because the number of the likes and the follows will never be enough to fill the hole that I feel due to lack of self-esteem. I will always want (read need) more. More likes. More attention. More of everything. I’m anxious that this project won’t be successful at all (which is what I keep telling myself will happen), but I’m also scared to get addicted to the attention of it is. It’s a fine line to walk, and I’m not so good on a tightrope. . . #bpd #bpdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #gad #mdd #anxiety #depression #majordepressivedisorder #majordepression #generalizedanxiety #generalizedanxietydisorder #socialmedia #instantgratification #likes #follows #rejection #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #bpdawareness #bpdawarenessmonth #suicide #selfharm

MAY 1: Yes, I know it’s a day late but I was really busy yesterday and I was super anxious thinking about actually starting this project so I put it off. But yesterday was a rollercoaster to say the least. I had concert tickets to see @camila_cabello on her #NeverBeTheSameTour, problem was that the show was about 2 hours away from me in Philly. 1. I hate driving. 2. I REALLY hate driving in cities. 3. I REALLY REALLY hate driving in cities that I don’t know and can easily get lost in. Yes, even with my GPS. So I was already on edge about the whole thing. Then my friend called who I was meeting there and told me that the security guard said people couldn’t join up with others in line, they’d have to go to the back. So now I’m thinking that I have to drive 2 hours away to a city I don’t know to be by myself for hours in a large group of people. I had an anxiety attack. And told myself and my friend that I wasn’t going. I was so mad at myself, calling myself stupid and weak to let this anxiety control me. I thought about cutting myself. I even thought about downing a bunch of pills because in my kind, if I couldn’t even go to a concert without freaking out, what could I ever do? Eventually my friend was able to help calm me down. After staring at my recovery bracelet I made in the mental hospital, I decided I needed to do this. So I made a bomb ass playlist (music can do magic for me), and just drove. I’m so happy that I did, the show was incredible. I just wish simple things like concerts weren’t so difficult.
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2018-05-03 02:56   4 0

 

MAY 1: Yes, I know it’s a day late but I was really busy yesterday and I was super anxious thinking about actually starting this project so I put it off. But yesterday was a rollercoaster to say the least. I had concert tickets to see @camila_cabello on her #NeverBeTheSameTour, problem was that the show was about 2 hours away from me in Philly. 1. I hate driving. 2. I REALLY hate driving in cities. 3. I REALLY REALLY hate driving in cities that I don’t know and can easily get lost in. Yes, even with my GPS. So I was already on edge about the whole thing. Then my friend called who I was meeting there and told me that the security guard said people couldn’t join up with others in line, they’d have to go to the back. So now I’m thinking that I have to drive 2 hours away to a city I don’t know to be by myself for hours in a large group of people. I had an anxiety attack. And told myself and my friend that I wasn’t going. I was so mad at myself, calling myself stupid and weak to let this anxiety control me. I thought about cutting myself. I even thought about downing a bunch of pills because in my kind, if I couldn’t even go to a concert without freaking out, what could I ever do Eventually my friend was able to help calm me down. After staring at my recovery bracelet I made in the mental hospital, I decided I needed to do this. So I made a bomb ass playlist (music can do magic for me), and just drove. I’m so happy that I did, the show was incredible. I just wish simple things like concerts weren’t so difficult. . . #bpd #bpdproblems #anxiety #anxietyproblems #gad #mdd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #majordepression #majordepressivedisorder #generalizedanxietydisorder #panic #panicattack #anxiety #anxietyattack #concert #camilacabello #mentalhealth #mentalillness #metalhealthawareness #bpdawareness #bpdawarenessmonth #recovery #music #bazzi #suicide #cutting #overdose #suicidalideation #selfharm

never forget

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never forget

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🤔 How do you stay FIT 💪... mentally!?!?! Every day is an opportunity to develop some mental muscle. 
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2018-05-01 23:24   170 5

 

🤔 How do you stay FIT 💪... mentally!!! Every day is an opportunity to develop some mental muscle.  ________________________ 🤓 __________________________ ______________________ #mentalhealth #healthylifestyle #vegan #yoga #fitnessgoals #stigma #stereotypes #blackfamily #london #selflove #womenshealth #therapy #psychology #lagos #lifecoach #toronto #kanyewest #losangeles #blacklove #selfcare #suicide #jayz #melaninmagic #depression #empowerment #fitnessblogger #retirement #lifestyleblog #positivevibes

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tag yourself I’m mood & woof

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tag yourself I’m mood & woof

its a one way ticket to disappointment

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its a one way ticket to disappointment

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