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3 April 2018

The day I took an overdoses painkillers. I was sick of it. All the gossips about me that were told. All the swear words. Everything was my fault. Threat, maltreatment and even dead wishes. "pedophile", "cancer fagot", "your cancer mother", "die", "nobody likes you". Etc. I heard it everyday. I know I did some things wrong, but that's normal, right? At the moment I took the pills some people knows it, and they only texted me and didn't camp to me to stop me. I felt weak and sick and I was white. At that point I hadn't a clue how much I hurded people with this and I regret it. 
5 April 2018

The day I was in the hospital. My mom found the painkillers and took me to the hospital. I was on a drip. They were carry out my blood test. I texted some of my friends saying that I was in the hospital, but nobody came to me. They texted me like "hey I heard what happend. Are you okay? I'm sorry for what I did." but after a week they started hating me again. It hurted me. 
Till the day of today

I still have problems with my past but I don't cut anymore. Almost 2 months not. I regret of my suicide attempt. I didn't achieve anything with it. I only hurted a few people with it and I am one of those people. This doesn't mean I feel better. I still feel lonely and bad

 #suicide #behappy #recovered
 #beyourself #mystory

2018-10-16 11:39   1 0

 

3 April 2018 The day I took an overdoses painkillers. I was sick of it. All the gossips about me that were told. All the swear words. Everything was my fault. Threat, maltreatment and even dead wishes. "pedophile", "cancer fagot", "your cancer mother", "die", "nobody likes you". Etc. I heard it everyday. I know I did some things wrong, but that's normal, right At the moment I took the pills some people knows it, and they only texted me and didn't camp to me to stop me. I felt weak and sick and I was white. At that point I hadn't a clue how much I hurded people with this and I regret it. 5 April 2018 The day I was in the hospital. My mom found the painkillers and took me to the hospital. I was on a drip. They were carry out my blood test. I texted some of my friends saying that I was in the hospital, but nobody came to me. They texted me like "hey I heard what happend. Are you okay I'm sorry for what I did." but after a week they started hating me again. It hurted me. Till the day of today I still have problems with my past but I don't cut anymore. Almost 2 months not. I regret of my suicide attempt. I didn't achieve anything with it. I only hurted a few people with it and I am one of those people. This doesn't mean I feel better. I still feel lonely and bad #suicide #behappy #recovered #beyourself #mystory

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Unhealthy coping mechanisms: our survival guide. The methods we use to keep from sliding so far down the rabbit hole that we can't claw our way back out again. The abuse we subject upon ourselves in trade for the abuse others originally inflicted upon us.
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Not a fair trade.
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If you continue to harbor that hurt and anger through self-harm, alcohol, drugs, binge eating, gambling, etc., you're only prolonging the very pain that you were trying to escape. Except now, the one holding the weapon against you is you.
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We didn't have the choice of wether or not to be abused/traumatized. We do, however, have the choice to quit abusing/traumatizing ourselves further. I've battled some of mine and won. Others, I'm still fighting. ALL of them will be a part of me for life, but they don't have to be the part that keeps me from life.
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It's not fair those of us who've already been put through hell feel the need to continue in combat after the fact. It is, however, a fact. And it's one that has to be faced if you want to truly LIVE again.
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The choice is yours and yours alone. Keep "surviving" in a cycle of abuse or start fighting for the most important thing in your life: YOU ❤
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2018-10-16 11:36   3 0

 

. Unhealthy coping mechanisms: our survival guide. The methods we use to keep from sliding so far down the rabbit hole that we can't claw our way back out again. The abuse we subject upon ourselves in trade for the abuse others originally inflicted upon us. . Not a fair trade. . If you continue to harbor that hurt and anger through self-harm, alcohol, drugs, binge eating, gambling, etc., you're only prolonging the very pain that you were trying to escape. Except now, the one holding the weapon against you is you. . We didn't have the choice of wether or not to be abused/traumatized. We do, however, have the choice to quit abusing/traumatizing ourselves further. I've battled some of mine and won. Others, I'm still fighting. ALL of them will be a part of me for life, but they don't have to be the part that keeps me from life. . It's not fair those of us who've already been put through hell feel the need to continue in combat after the fact. It is, however, a fact. And it's one that has to be faced if you want to truly LIVE again. . The choice is yours and yours alone. Keep "surviving" in a cycle of abuse or start fighting for the most important thing in your life: YOU ❤ . . #bpd #bpdrecovery #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #cptsd #bipolar #ocd #schizophrenia #depression #anxiety #beatanxiety #trauma #abuse #neglect #unhealthycopingmechanisms #suicide #suicideawareness #suicideprevention #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #keeptalkingmh #mentalillness #mentalillnessawareness #addiction #addictionrecovery #loveyourself #believeinyourself #fightforyourself #youareworthy

2018-10-16 11:36   1 1

 
Право на оружие. 
Готов ли ты защитить себя,свой дом, свою семью, землю,кровь, честь и достоинство? 
Хороший вопрос. 
Сможешь ли ты отстоять свое право? 
Найдешь ли в себе мужество быть сильным в самой тяжелой и экстремальной ситуации когда казалось бы выхода нет и выбор лишь один, жить с честью или позорно сдаться? Каков будет твой выбор решать только тебе. 
Страх и боль временны, но триумф.. Он вечен.
Не важно кто, твой соотечественник или чужеземец, любой из них может посягнуть на твою честь и достоинство, ограбить твой дом, изнасиловать твою жену/девушку, избить тебя до полусмерти, забрать жизнь твоего близкого. И что ты будешь делать тогда? Пойдешь в полицию? Это закончится очень печально именно для тебя..
Посмотри правде в глаза, в первом случае будет хорошо, если хотя-бы возбудят уголовное дело, а не про игнорируют. Во втором случае ты вообще ничего не добьешься. Их защищает твоя страна. Да, она защищает чужеземца, а не тебя, его права, а не твои. Скорее всего тебя насильно заставят забрать заявление из полиции и негатив в твой адрес повторится. В худшем случае, если ты "очень хорошо защитил"себя, ты пройдешь виновным по статье о превышении самообороны или разжигании межнациональной розни. Как тебе такое?
Я не призываю к насилию, не призываю лезть на рожон или к разжиганию межнациональной розни, нет, ни в коем случае. Я призываю к тому, что нужно открыть глаза, взять себя в руки и быть сильным. Не важно, мужчина ты или женщина, подросток или стар. Пойми, что только ты опора и защита твоей семьи, твоего дома. Только ты в силах отстоять свою кровь, честь и достоинство. Никто не сделает этого за тебя. 
Жить с честью, достойно или сдаться с позором? 
Не беги от опасности, встань с ней лицом к лицу, один на один, прими это как вызов. Бей первым, когда конфликта не избежать. Будь злопамятным-не дай ублюдку почувствовать вседозволенность. Будь сильным. 
Это и есть твое оружие. Ты имеешь на это право. 
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2018-10-16 11:35   12 1

 

Право на оружие. Готов ли ты защитить себя,свой дом, свою семью, землю,кровь, честь и достоинство Хороший вопрос. Сможешь ли ты отстоять свое право Найдешь ли в себе мужество быть сильным в самой тяжелой и экстремальной ситуации когда казалось бы выхода нет и выбор лишь один, жить с честью или позорно сдаться Каков будет твой выбор решать только тебе. Страх и боль временны, но триумф.. Он вечен. Не важно кто, твой соотечественник или чужеземец, любой из них может посягнуть на твою честь и достоинство, ограбить твой дом, изнасиловать твою жену/девушку, избить тебя до полусмерти, забрать жизнь твоего близкого. И что ты будешь делать тогда Пойдешь в полицию Это закончится очень печально именно для тебя.. Посмотри правде в глаза, в первом случае будет хорошо, если хотя-бы возбудят уголовное дело, а не про игнорируют. Во втором случае ты вообще ничего не добьешься. Их защищает твоя страна. Да, она защищает чужеземца, а не тебя, его права, а не твои. Скорее всего тебя насильно заставят забрать заявление из полиции и негатив в твой адрес повторится. В худшем случае, если ты "очень хорошо защитил"себя, ты пройдешь виновным по статье о превышении самообороны или разжигании межнациональной розни. Как тебе такое Я не призываю к насилию, не призываю лезть на рожон или к разжиганию межнациональной розни, нет, ни в коем случае. Я призываю к тому, что нужно открыть глаза, взять себя в руки и быть сильным. Не важно, мужчина ты или женщина, подросток или стар. Пойми, что только ты опора и защита твоей семьи, твоего дома. Только ты в силах отстоять свою кровь, честь и достоинство. Никто не сделает этого за тебя. Жить с честью, достойно или сдаться с позором Не беги от опасности, встань с ней лицом к лицу, один на один, прими это как вызов. Бей первым, когда конфликта не избежать. Будь злопамятным-не дай ублюдку почувствовать вседозволенность. Будь сильным. Это и есть твое оружие. Ты имеешь на это право. #красноярск #rock #metal #rap #horror #москва #moscow #krasnoyarsk #сила #black #dark #saintpetersburg #санктпетербург #music #музыка #sinner #saint #серебро #silver #тату #tatoo #suicide #violence #pain #great #power #weapon #artist #артист #оружие

Een nacht mee geweest in de vrachtwagen na zelf een hele dag gewerkt te hebben.. mijn hoofd zegt wel genoeg denk ik..😂😂

2018-10-16 11:33   6 1

 

Een nacht mee geweest in de vrachtwagen na zelf een hele dag gewerkt te hebben.. mijn hoofd zegt wel genoeg denk ik..😂😂

We want to talk about something that we don’t talk about enough: men and depression. We know that most women have important men in their lives, like fathers, partners, sons, brothers, uncles, and friends. Their health matters to us. They’re why we need to have a conversation about mental health because we worry they’re not talking about it enough.
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The system is still stuck in the idea of traditional masculinity and seeing men as one-dimensional beings, rather than being diverse, complex and sensitive. The word “sensitive” among men would bring laughs and mockery for showing such emotions and being vulnerable.
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Shame is a big thing and the feeling that you will be judged and mocked and it happens. As a man growing up you are taught to show NO fear and show STRENGTH at all times.
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Being open about your emotions and being vulnerable at times does not mean you will not be an a assertive person, stand up for yourself or speak up, it means that you will share when times are hard and struggling.
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Masculinity in the traditional sense means you need to hold everything as close as possible because with weakness comes judgment and with judgment comes losing your man card.
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The idea of manning up should move away from silence to bravery conceptualized as talking up. It means getting out and being open and honest and finding the right people to help you towards being a better man.
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2018-10-16 11:30   12 0

 

We want to talk about something that we don’t talk about enough: men and depression. We know that most women have important men in their lives, like fathers, partners, sons, brothers, uncles, and friends. Their health matters to us. They’re why we need to have a conversation about mental health because we worry they’re not talking about it enough. . . The system is still stuck in the idea of traditional masculinity and seeing men as one-dimensional beings, rather than being diverse, complex and sensitive. The word “sensitive” among men would bring laughs and mockery for showing such emotions and being vulnerable. . . Shame is a big thing and the feeling that you will be judged and mocked and it happens. As a man growing up you are taught to show NO fear and show STRENGTH at all times. . . Being open about your emotions and being vulnerable at times does not mean you will not be an a assertive person, stand up for yourself or speak up, it means that you will share when times are hard and struggling. . . Masculinity in the traditional sense means you need to hold everything as close as possible because with weakness comes judgment and with judgment comes losing your man card. . . The idea of manning up should move away from silence to bravery conceptualized as talking up. It means getting out and being open and honest and finding the right people to help you towards being a better man. . . . Improve Your Mental Health! 💃🕺 Start your inner growth and keep track of your day with your Noggin Notes journal ✏️ by downloading on your Apple Store and Android App Stores. You can also check out www.nogginnotes.com. 📱 . . . #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #stress #psychologicalcondition #men #bipolar #BPD #PTSD #Anxiety #Recovery #Stigma #family #Bullying #suicide #suicideprevention #suicideawareness #garyvee #love #relationships #life #passion #UK #countryside #southafrica #london #fitness #nogginnotes

No Story should end too soon. I want to share some words with y'all and I hope I can help some of you out there. Since I'm suffering from Depressions for over 10 years now I often had suicidal thoughts myself. Thank god I know that I'd never ever be able to do that. I have enough strength to continue fighting each and every day. But I also have much Respect for those who decided to end their story. I respect their decision to leave planet earth if they think that it's enough. (I have no respect for people who try to commit suicide and involve other people by their actions) I think that some people might not understand my opinion now, but I saw many people suffer. I'm a Nurse... Some of my patients and even my Grandpa asked me to end their life because they were too weak to do it... but of course I couldn't do that. I took care of 2 young people who tried to commit suicide, but sadly they did it the wrong way. Now their not able to do anything anymore. Life isn't easy at all. I know that better than most people out there. So to those who want to continue fighting... Be strong even though it's hard!!! Belive in yourself!!! We can make it!!! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 #MentalIllness #Depression #DepressionSucks #BeStrong #Fighter #Life #ThankYou #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #RIPChester #RIPAvicii #ThankYouMusic #ThankYouWrestling #ThankYouToMyFamily #ThankYouToMyFriends #ThankYouToMyLove

2018-10-16 11:28   3 1

 

No Story should end too soon. I want to share some words with y'all and I hope I can help some of you out there. Since I'm suffering from Depressions for over 10 years now I often had suicidal thoughts myself. Thank god I know that I'd never ever be able to do that. I have enough strength to continue fighting each and every day. But I also have much Respect for those who decided to end their story. I respect their decision to leave planet earth if they think that it's enough. (I have no respect for people who try to commit suicide and involve other people by their actions) I think that some people might not understand my opinion now, but I saw many people suffer. I'm a Nurse... Some of my patients and even my Grandpa asked me to end their life because they were too weak to do it... but of course I couldn't do that. I took care of 2 young people who tried to commit suicide, but sadly they did it the wrong way. Now their not able to do anything anymore. Life isn't easy at all. I know that better than most people out there. So to those who want to continue fighting... Be strong even though it's hard!!! Belive in yourself!!! We can make it!!! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 #MentalIllness #Depression #DepressionSucks #BeStrong #Fighter #Life #ThankYou #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #RIPChester #RIPAvicii #ThankYouMusic #ThankYouWrestling #ThankYouToMyFamily #ThankYouToMyFriends #ThankYouToMyLove

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2018-10-16 11:26   3 1

 

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Have some composture and where is your posture?

2018-10-16 11:24   11 1

 

Have some composture and where is your posture

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Blowing kisses in the wind, I'mma show her how I swim
When the lights get dim and the time right
We just met on meeting ends, I could fuck my bitch 's friends
I'mma fuck that bitch to death, yeah, her pussy tight..
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2018-10-16 11:15   28 1

 
вообще не ебу что это, но следите за буковками. я фоткала все это в разных частях дня, поэтому освещение и расположение предметов может немного отличаться, звиняйте. кстати, как видите, мой перс немного изменился относительно из-за того, что у меня немного изменилась рисовка. надеюсь, у вас не вывалятся глаза от этого чего-то. *молю чтобы хотя бы сейчас инста не попортила мне кач-во картинки* -
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xᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋ
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2018-10-14 14:10   142 12

 

вообще не ебу что это, но следите за буковками. я фоткала все это в разных частях дня, поэтому освещение и расположение предметов может немного отличаться, звиняйте. кстати, как видите, мой перс немного изменился относительно из-за того, что у меня немного изменилась рисовка. надеюсь, у вас не вывалятся глаза от этого чего-то. *молю чтобы хотя бы сейчас инста не попортила мне кач-во картинки* - - ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ғxᴄᴋ xᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋ - #art #artist #usualsuspects #ownstyle #oc #owncharacter #photoshop #anime #artstyle #drawing #future #graphics #guy #manga #suicide #fuck #spooky #рисунок #персонаж #кпоп #графика #фотошоп #вдохновение #арт #аниме #манга #лицемерие #свойстиль #сердце #музыка

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