I have as dream where life is laying down at an empty beach just listening to the waves crash against rock and sand, where the only talking I hear is of seabirds and where the only light I see is the sun at daylight, and a campfire at night
I was journaling the other morning about my fears. Whilst writing, my thoughts evolved from my fears into the amount of safety I actually feel. I want to share this little chapter of my journal:
“But as true fear, I actually feel quite safe. Big reason for this is the endless amount of unconditional love I receive. From all the amazing people in my live. And especially my loved ones who never made me question their support for one second. Even they would be physically far away, I know 100% they always have my back. Whatever would happen, they would do anything to help, save or support me.
This comes down to true, deep, unconditional love. The closest people in my life have so much love for me, that there is no need for me to have masks, shields or fear. Whatever I do, wherever I go, if I fall down sometimes, fail, get in trouble or make mistakes. It doesn’t change that. They are there, with their love and support.
I can safely be me, in this world, with a vulnerable, fully open heart. Because I am so loved, I have full trust, I feel safe, and complete as I am. I have a safety net that allows me to live and love as a unicorn ✨🦄
The amount of love and peace I feel realizing and acknowledging this is endless. 💓
THANK YOU for loving and accepting me as I am, with all my flaws and silly sides 🥰🙏🏽💖”
Oh Hey! Check In Friyays because I took the piss of Last Friday 🤭 I may be vibing back into the old Lucy & I know I show less of the fitness freak now but she’s still here 🏋🏼♀️ So.. I’ve been eating what I want & back to training weights everyday 🙋🏼♀️ Nadda to Tracking. Somewhat aware of where I might be with my food. I’m just a super soul happy. Body loving Gal right now. What’s nice is that this week I’ve been upping my weights again. I feel a lot stronger. Probably my strongest since my Comp which is nice 🌝 My Goals may be a little different at current but I’ll be back on the stage next year 🤫 My world is all about healing me right now. ✨