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This 2.5 year old kitty weighs a whopping 8.8 pounds 馃槄 he was the ring of his litter. My forever kitten. Also told my doc I鈥檓 wanting to fully transition to male, and take full dose testosterone eventually (I want to start low to ease into the voice for singing reasons) I originally identified as non-binary and not FTM but this journey is a journey after all. Being married to a straight man may have made it take a bit more time 馃槄 doc thinks this will get me in sooner with the VA gender therapist than the NB identity. Which is a crying shame and not fair to NB identities (which I still include as part of mine, but for medical purposes I just say transman, since I will fully transition.) Fingers crosses. I鈥檓 truly, fully 馃挴 ready for some vitamin T. Chomping at the bit now actually. #ftmpret #ftm #transgender #ftmtransgender #nonbinary #lykoicat #catsofinstagram #transitionjourney

2019-03-14 21:48   17 1

 

This 2.5 year old kitty weighs a whopping 8.8 pounds 馃槄 he was the ring of his litter. My forever kitten. Also told my doc I鈥檓 wanting to fully transition to male, and take full dose testosterone eventually (I want to start low to ease into the voice for singing reasons) I originally identified as non-binary and not FTM but this journey is a journey after all. Being married to a straight man may have made it take a bit more time 馃槄 doc thinks this will get me in sooner with the VA gender therapist than the NB identity. Which is a crying shame and not fair to NB identities (which I still include as part of mine, but for medical purposes I just say transman, since I will fully transition.) Fingers crosses. I鈥檓 truly, fully 馃挴 ready for some vitamin T. Chomping at the bit now actually. #ftmpret #ftm #transgender #ftmtransgender #nonbinary #lykoicat #catsofinstagram #transitionjourney

I'm this close 馃憣to be SIX MONTHS on testosterone.
I can't fucking believe it. Feels like I started yesterday. I still have a long way to go, and I can't wait to see where it will take me.
How long have you been on hrt?
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Throwback to two weeks ago, dancing in the club.
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2019-03-13 12:29   64 1

 

I'm this close 馃憣to be SIX MONTHS on testosterone. I can't fucking believe it. Feels like I started yesterday. I still have a long way to go, and I can't wait to see where it will take me. How long have you been on hrt 馃拤 Throwback to two weeks ago, dancing in the club. 馃拤 馃拤 馃拤 馃拤 馃拤 #enby #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist

During these last months, I often think about my mental health.
It's amazing how far I've got since I started therapy, but there are so much more to work on 馃挭
You can always improve.
You can get better, it just may take a while.
I'm trying to staying on track. Some days are easy, some days are harder.
I may not living my life to the fullest right now, due to my mental condition and a lot of other issues, but I promise I'm getting there.
How are you pals holding up?
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2019-03-08 17:41   49 4

 

During these last months, I often think about my mental health. It's amazing how far I've got since I started therapy, but there are so much more to work on 馃挭 You can always improve. You can get better, it just may take a while. I'm trying to staying on track. Some days are easy, some days are harder. I may not living my life to the fullest right now, due to my mental condition and a lot of other issues, but I promise I'm getting there. How are you pals holding up 路 路 路 #enby #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist

Back in the 1st grade I use to wear hooded sweatshirt with nothing underneath. I stopped doing this ever since my 1st grade teacher tugged on my sweater to take it off. I had to whisper to her that its the only shirt I have on. I guess I got to embarrassed and stopped wearing sweatershirts till now almost 20 years later when I get lazy and just throw it on. 
This memory popped up in my head this morning it made me giggle. Its crazy how a small simply thing brings up memories from my childhood. 
 #memories #childhoodmemories #hoodedsweaters #gray #reppingcalifornia #iloveoregonmore #oregonhasmyheart #californiaiscrowdedanddamned #ftm #trans #transitionjourney

2019-03-06 06:13   13 1

 

Back in the 1st grade I use to wear hooded sweatshirt with nothing underneath. I stopped doing this ever since my 1st grade teacher tugged on my sweater to take it off. I had to whisper to her that its the only shirt I have on. I guess I got to embarrassed and stopped wearing sweatershirts till now almost 20 years later when I get lazy and just throw it on. This memory popped up in my head this morning it made me giggle. Its crazy how a small simply thing brings up memories from my childhood. #memories #childhoodmemories #hoodedsweaters #gray #reppingcalifornia #iloveoregonmore #oregonhasmyheart #californiaiscrowdedanddamned #ftm #trans #transitionjourney

I've had so many feelings over the last few months about my surgery and transitioning in general. I find it kinda difficult to work through my emotions a lot of the time, especially without any kind of professional input or assistance, so I'm trying to force myself to just write out how I'm feeling. I also wanted to write something on the topic of how medical transition is so often presented with one narrative of it being entirely positive the entire way through and my experiences don't really mirror that. Maybe other people will relate to some of this, I'm not sure. #transgender #medicaltransition #transitionjourney #nonbinary #trans

2019-03-02 22:47   197 24

 

I've had so many feelings over the last few months about my surgery and transitioning in general. I find it kinda difficult to work through my emotions a lot of the time, especially without any kind of professional input or assistance, so I'm trying to force myself to just write out how I'm feeling. I also wanted to write something on the topic of how medical transition is so often presented with one narrative of it being entirely positive the entire way through and my experiences don't really mirror that. Maybe other people will relate to some of this, I'm not sure. #transgender #medicaltransition #transitionjourney #nonbinary #trans

Yay, the folks at the barbershop really took their time with me, and I ended up w something that feels pretty me. I was going through a pain crisis during the haircut (turns out the head position for haircuts is not compatible w my back issue) but I think it was worth it... #gendereuphoria #ftmfemme #transitionjourney #queercrip

2019-03-01 07:49   41 4

 

Yay, the folks at the barbershop really took their time with me, and I ended up w something that feels pretty me. I was going through a pain crisis during the haircut (turns out the head position for haircuts is not compatible w my back issue) but I think it was worth it... #gendereuphoria #ftmfemme #transitionjourney #queercrip

I impulsively hacked off my hair this morning, and am waiting to get it fixed... I got myself all psyched up to use the men鈥檚 locker room and sauna last night. I had quit the gym, locker room, and sauna for a few moths, because of feeling uncomfortable in either single-gender option, once my facial hair and body hair got past a certain point, but before I got top surgery. The sauna is a huge part of my pain management, and going to the gym is the only way I have found past my PT avoidance issues. So I was excited to take this step... and then I was directed to the women鈥檚 locker room. I have no idea if it was my long hair that tipped the gender-calculator to 鈥渨omen鈥檚鈥.... but sometimes you just gotta feel like you have some kind of control. #transitionjourney #ftmfemme #ftmhair

2019-03-01 01:57   19 0

 

I impulsively hacked off my hair this morning, and am waiting to get it fixed... I got myself all psyched up to use the men鈥檚 locker room and sauna last night. I had quit the gym, locker room, and sauna for a few moths, because of feeling uncomfortable in either single-gender option, once my facial hair and body hair got past a certain point, but before I got top surgery. The sauna is a huge part of my pain management, and going to the gym is the only way I have found past my PT avoidance issues. So I was excited to take this step... and then I was directed to the women鈥檚 locker room. I have no idea if it was my long hair that tipped the gender-calculator to 鈥渨omen鈥檚鈥.... but sometimes you just gotta feel like you have some kind of control. #transitionjourney #ftmfemme #ftmhair

Three days ago I was officially five months on testosterone! Yay!
It feels like yesterday when I started and I can't really believe I have made it this far.
A lot of things happened, a lot of things changed, but even though these are only minor details, I am hopeful.
I remember not being able to look in the mirror, I remember cringing every time I hear my voice but now? God, I'd spend half of my day looking at my reflection thinking "wow what a fine piece if ass". And my voice? Deep. (But sometimes people still misgender me on the phone, rip)
Your wig? Snatched. (?)
I can't really tell what exactly is change about my face, but definitely is doesn't look like the way it used and it's AMAZING and I'm so freaking happy omfg.
My body is pretty much the same, mostly because I don't exercise. I haven't since, like, March. Once my ribs are healed a bit more, I'd like to exercise again 馃槳 BUT, I'm 300% more comfortable and confident in it, so I don't really care if I still have a few curves. I'll rock my skinny jeans anyway.
I'm probably going to do a voice comparison in a week or more, because now my throat is sore: I've been to a @twentyonepilots concert and it was one of the best night of my life.
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2019-02-23 09:45   60 0

 

Three days ago I was officially five months on testosterone! Yay! It feels like yesterday when I started and I can't really believe I have made it this far. A lot of things happened, a lot of things changed, but even though these are only minor details, I am hopeful. I remember not being able to look in the mirror, I remember cringing every time I hear my voice but now God, I'd spend half of my day looking at my reflection thinking "wow what a fine piece if ass". And my voice Deep. (But sometimes people still misgender me on the phone, rip) Your wig Snatched. () I can't really tell what exactly is change about my face, but definitely is doesn't look like the way it used and it's AMAZING and I'm so freaking happy omfg. My body is pretty much the same, mostly because I don't exercise. I haven't since, like, March. Once my ribs are healed a bit more, I'd like to exercise again 馃槳 BUT, I'm 300% more comfortable and confident in it, so I don't really care if I still have a few curves. I'll rock my skinny jeans anyway. I'm probably going to do a voice comparison in a week or more, because now my throat is sore: I've been to a @twentyonepilots concert and it was one of the best night of my life. 路 路 路 #enby #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist #transitionupdate #fivemonths

The weight has been lifted off my chest. Wow! So grateful! 
On a side note I feel unbelievably disconnected with the pic on the left. I don't remember taking that photo I look so depressed and uncomfortable in it. Now looking at it the photo messes with my head its hard to grasp that my body represented something I never felt comfortable in. 
So thankful for this journey and the comfort it has given me. 路
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2019-02-20 05:13   26 2

 

The weight has been lifted off my chest. Wow! So grateful! On a side note I feel unbelievably disconnected with the pic on the left. I don't remember taking that photo I look so depressed and uncomfortable in it. Now looking at it the photo messes with my head its hard to grasp that my body represented something I never felt comfortable in. So thankful for this journey and the comfort it has given me. 路 路 路 路 路 #thankyoutestosterone #loveyourself #ftm #grateful #transition #transitionjourney #trans #happy #bliss #thankful #whatadifference #scarsarebeautiful

My Valentine鈥檚 bag which was full of chocolates and biscuits 馃槏 shame I can鈥檛 eat them but the thought was lovely 馃槀 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation #valentinesday2018 #myvalentine #chocolate #gottobegood #focused

2019-02-15 16:21   26 3

 
Shocked!!! Fancied a bit of chocolate so thought 鈥渕eh cream egg must only be 50cals鈥滺ow wrong was i!!!! Cadburys creme egg contains 150 cal that鈥檚 the same as a TDR peanut bar....... guess what I went for after 馃拋馃徏鈥嶁檧锔 of course the TDR,much better for me and bigger 馃槏 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2019-02-14 12:09   24 0

 

Shocked!!! Fancied a bit of chocolate so thought 鈥渕eh cream egg must only be 50cals鈥滺ow wrong was i!!!! Cadburys creme egg contains 150 cal that鈥檚 the same as a TDR peanut bar....... guess what I went for after 馃拋馃徏鈥嶁檧锔 of course the TDR,much better for me and bigger 馃槏 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

I feel like the vast majority of trans individuals look up to one another in some shape or form. The person I鈥檝e always adored is @skylarkergil and this video is him before T and him many years later! From day one, watching him glow as his true self has been such a pleasure 馃挋 He runs a great YouTube channel and has such a wonderful heart. I hope to pick up one of his books and even more so meet him one day! Such a wholesome person鉁 Here鈥檚 to your long hard yet rewarding journey, man! #skylarknegril #transman #transitionjourney #beautifulhuman #preT #ftm #inspirational #glowing #happiness #transhealth #hrt #transgender

2019-02-05 05:18   28 3

 

I feel like the vast majority of trans individuals look up to one another in some shape or form. The person I鈥檝e always adored is @skylarkergil and this video is him before T and him many years later! From day one, watching him glow as his true self has been such a pleasure 馃挋 He runs a great YouTube channel and has such a wonderful heart. I hope to pick up one of his books and even more so meet him one day! Such a wholesome person鉁 Here鈥檚 to your long hard yet rewarding journey, man! #skylarknegril #transman #transitionjourney #beautifulhuman #preT #ftm #inspirational #glowing #happiness #transhealth #hrt #transgender

When this is your last product of the day and you don鈥檛 want it to end so you nibble and wait, nibble and wait 馃槀鉂わ笍馃い #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2019-01-30 23:00   22 1

 
Transform Tuesday #support #supportyourfriends #goals #bodyimage #bepositive #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2019-01-29 13:17   68 4

 
Last product of the day and oh my have I been waiting for it 馃槏鉂わ笍 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2019-01-27 22:39   23 3

 
Fat face Friday 馃拋馃徏鈥嶁檧锔 When you didn鈥檛 think you was fat this time last year 馃う馃徏鈥嶁檧锔 #thankyou #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2019-01-25 18:22   62 1

 
When your finally brave to wear a swimsuit and not worry what people think 馃榿馃拋馃徏鈥嶁檧锔忦煈欚煣滒煆尖嶁檧锔 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2019-01-22 17:49   65 5

 
I love photos with stories just as beautiful as the photos themselves! Recently, our paths crossed and I was blessed to meet Skye @crappy__punkrock ! He is an amazing person who is open to sharing his life changing journey as he travels it. 馃挭馃徎馃枻 Skye is covering his scars on Friday with tattoos and before he did so- he wanted to document his scars as they were. We captured all Skye's scars he proudly wears in some pretty cool photos. Like I said, he is completely open as he told me about his double mastectomy. phalloplasty and everything involved. It was truly inspirational. * I don鈥檛 have room on IG to share my full post- I鈥檝e tagged Skye and there is so much to binge watch and read! His YouTube Channel is linked on his IG!

2019-01-18 02:57   37 2

 

I love photos with stories just as beautiful as the photos themselves! Recently, our paths crossed and I was blessed to meet Skye @crappy__punkrock ! He is an amazing person who is open to sharing his life changing journey as he travels it. 馃挭馃徎馃枻 Skye is covering his scars on Friday with tattoos and before he did so- he wanted to document his scars as they were. We captured all Skye's scars he proudly wears in some pretty cool photos. Like I said, he is completely open as he told me about his double mastectomy. phalloplasty and everything involved. It was truly inspirational. * I don鈥檛 have room on IG to share my full post- I鈥檝e tagged Skye and there is so much to binge watch and read! His YouTube Channel is linked on his IG!

For those who don't know me, you may not know that I have a lot of health problems.
I've always been weak when it comes to physical health. I easily got sick, I have a lot of allergies. Partially, it was because I have the tendency to somatize psychological distress. My condition was stable until 2016, then my father died and I relapse into depression. Then it all went to shit.
The more depressed I was, the more my physical health was collapsing, but the worse I felt, the more I tended to neglect my basic needs.
I used to think it was useless. I felt like dying, and I couldn't find the point of taking proper care of myself if I didn't even know if I would live long enough. The stress and trauma caused by the abusive relationship I was in at the time just added more pain and more confusion to my already chaotic mind. 
I didn't pay attention. I was careless.

I now made an oath.
2016 was the year in which I fell.
2017 was the year in which I got sick.
2018 was the year in which I fought back.
2019 is the year in which I'm finally going to let myself heal.

2019 is the year in which I want to get fit, to stay healthier, to take care of my body as it changes due to testosterone. 2019 is the year in which I'm going to take my medication any time I need them. 2019 is the year in which I'm going to trust my doctor for real, to ask for help when I need it. 2019 is the year in which I will seek comfort and pleasure, not just survival.
I neglected myself for too much.
This is my body, and I will take care of it.

What's your oath for 2019?
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 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #week17 #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition
 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

2019-01-17 17:16   85 3

 

For those who don't know me, you may not know that I have a lot of health problems. I've always been weak when it comes to physical health. I easily got sick, I have a lot of allergies. Partially, it was because I have the tendency to somatize psychological distress. My condition was stable until 2016, then my father died and I relapse into depression. Then it all went to shit. The more depressed I was, the more my physical health was collapsing, but the worse I felt, the more I tended to neglect my basic needs. I used to think it was useless. I felt like dying, and I couldn't find the point of taking proper care of myself if I didn't even know if I would live long enough. The stress and trauma caused by the abusive relationship I was in at the time just added more pain and more confusion to my already chaotic mind. I didn't pay attention. I was careless. I now made an oath. 2016 was the year in which I fell. 2017 was the year in which I got sick. 2018 was the year in which I fought back. 2019 is the year in which I'm finally going to let myself heal. 2019 is the year in which I want to get fit, to stay healthier, to take care of my body as it changes due to testosterone. 2019 is the year in which I'm going to take my medication any time I need them. 2019 is the year in which I'm going to trust my doctor for real, to ask for help when I need it. 2019 is the year in which I will seek comfort and pleasure, not just survival. I neglected myself for too much. This is my body, and I will take care of it. What's your oath for 2019 路 路 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #week17 #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

This was my exact reaction when last week, while looking at my face, I realized that I'm actually growing body hair.
Wow, what a plot twist.
Unfortunately, not only my hair are blond, but also my body hair! Which means they are almost fucking invisible.
Congratulations.
After a more detailed investigation, I can confirm that: the amount of body hair is slightly increased especially in my legs, but since is winter and I'm wearing jeans no one can notice it, my eyebrows are getting thicker, but the frame of the glasses I wear cuz I can't see shit covers them, so it's hard to tell, and the three (3) hair I have found in my face are too light that I didn't even notice it until now. 
I tried to take pictures and guess what I didn't work out. 
So yeah, almost four months on testosterone and all the effort I made is basically useless. Maybe I'm a masochistic but I found it extremely hilarious. 
It's not like I desperately want a full beard, maybe yes, maybe no, I don't even know how long it will take for me to grow one (if I can grow one, genes are some strange shit, lemme tell you) but suddenly I was so excited to the possibility to grow one? I don't know if I it makes sense
Let's see if in another 16 weeks something change. 
Feel free to share this meme (made by me) because it's relatable and funny
Preach, babies, preach.
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 #weeklyupdate #week16聽 #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition #meme 馃拤
 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

2019-01-11 09:28   51 3

 

This was my exact reaction when last week, while looking at my face, I realized that I'm actually growing body hair. Wow, what a plot twist. Unfortunately, not only my hair are blond, but also my body hair! Which means they are almost fucking invisible. Congratulations. After a more detailed investigation, I can confirm that: the amount of body hair is slightly increased especially in my legs, but since is winter and I'm wearing jeans no one can notice it, my eyebrows are getting thicker, but the frame of the glasses I wear cuz I can't see shit covers them, so it's hard to tell, and the three (3) hair I have found in my face are too light that I didn't even notice it until now. I tried to take pictures and guess what I didn't work out. So yeah, almost four months on testosterone and all the effort I made is basically useless. Maybe I'm a masochistic but I found it extremely hilarious. It's not like I desperately want a full beard, maybe yes, maybe no, I don't even know how long it will take for me to grow one (if I can grow one, genes are some strange shit, lemme tell you) but suddenly I was so excited to the possibility to grow one I don't know if I it makes sense Let's see if in another 16 weeks something change. Feel free to share this meme (made by me) because it's relatable and funny Preach, babies, preach. 路 路 路 路 路 #weeklyupdate #week16聽 #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition #meme 馃拤 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

I know I said that I would have done a weekly update 9n my transition, but you know, shit happens and also depression relapse happens. In the next few days, I will update you over a lot of stuff.
Holidays are always tough for me, I get easily bored, and when I get bored, I tend to relapse into a lethargic and depressed state. The less I do, the more tired and alone I feel, so anxiety kicks in, therefore the relapse.
I'm really grateful that university courses started again this week, and also my workload as an activist increased again and I'm feeling really good. 
2019's beginning wasn't that good, but it's a huge progress considering how bad I was feeling last year. I'm probably going to talk about it in another post.
I hope everyone had a good time on new years eve, and if not, I hope you are having a really good time now. Tough times are not something to be ashamed of, you are not a burden just because you have a mental illness.
Thanks for everyone who checked on me during the holidays. I love you 馃挌
And I'm back in town馃拝
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2019-01-10 21:09   60 6

 

I know I said that I would have done a weekly update 9n my transition, but you know, shit happens and also depression relapse happens. In the next few days, I will update you over a lot of stuff. Holidays are always tough for me, I get easily bored, and when I get bored, I tend to relapse into a lethargic and depressed state. The less I do, the more tired and alone I feel, so anxiety kicks in, therefore the relapse. I'm really grateful that university courses started again this week, and also my workload as an activist increased again and I'm feeling really good. 2019's beginning wasn't that good, but it's a huge progress considering how bad I was feeling last year. I'm probably going to talk about it in another post. I hope everyone had a good time on new years eve, and if not, I hope you are having a really good time now. Tough times are not something to be ashamed of, you are not a burden just because you have a mental illness. Thanks for everyone who checked on me during the holidays. I love you 馃挌 And I'm back in town馃拝 . . . #enby #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist

Myth busting gain........surly you鈥檒l gain weight when you start eating normal......what like everyone else did over Christmas, I think my gain is no different to non dieters and dieters, the one thing I love about this diet is when I gain weight I don鈥檛 beat myself up anymore and run for the chocolate cupboard because I no it鈥檚 going to take well over a month to lose 5lb i smash out TDR because it works and make sure I make the right choices because that鈥檚 what it all comes down to at the end of the day the right choices you make 馃拋馃徏鈥嶁檧锔忦煒樷潳锔忦煉凁煆 Bye bye Christmas weight and hello summer body 馃槀 
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2019-01-04 08:54   30 1

 

Myth busting gain........surly you鈥檒l gain weight when you start eating normal......what like everyone else did over Christmas, I think my gain is no different to non dieters and dieters, the one thing I love about this diet is when I gain weight I don鈥檛 beat myself up anymore and run for the chocolate cupboard because I no it鈥檚 going to take well over a month to lose 5lb i smash out TDR because it works and make sure I make the right choices because that鈥檚 what it all comes down to at the end of the day the right choices you make 馃拋馃徏鈥嶁檧锔忦煒樷潳锔忦煉凁煆 Bye bye Christmas weight and hello summer body 馃槀 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

Omg how I鈥檝e missed these 馃い the run up to Christmas I was on TDR then over Christmas pure crap eating and now today these little bites of heaven are just amazing 馃い鉂わ笍 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney  #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory  #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2018-12-30 18:51   23 4

 

Omg how I鈥檝e missed these 馃い the run up to Christmas I was on TDR then over Christmas pure crap eating and now today these little bites of heaven are just amazing 馃い鉂わ笍 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

I have like three identical hoodies and I keep switching between the three of them because I'm too depressed to actually put an effort in what I wear.
But, good news, I'm this close 馃憣to surviving 2018, so yay me.
Also, you that are reading this, you are also this close 馃憣to surviving 2018. You did great, you are doing amazing. 
You should be proud of yourself. 
Christmas and holidays in general can be tough for some of us, but look at you! You are here!
Please stay safe, be careful, and check on your friends. Make sure every loved one is safe, especially the ones in difficult situations.
You will make through it.
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2018-12-26 22:11   78 5

 

I have like three identical hoodies and I keep switching between the three of them because I'm too depressed to actually put an effort in what I wear. But, good news, I'm this close 馃憣to surviving 2018, so yay me. Also, you that are reading this, you are also this close 馃憣to surviving 2018. You did great, you are doing amazing. You should be proud of yourself. Christmas and holidays in general can be tough for some of us, but look at you! You are here! Please stay safe, be careful, and check on your friends. Make sure every loved one is safe, especially the ones in difficult situations. You will make through it. 路 路 #enby #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist

馃搯 My Curl Calendar-2018 馃搯 
Saw the healthy hair journeys all over my Instagram feed #myhairinayear by @curlsbypearls and could not help but post mine too ! 2018 has been such an epic year. From pursuing my passion to getting my first big chop- everything has happened in 2018 ! 鉂o笍
My healthy hair journey began in 2017 but I took it seriously only in June when I chopped all my stringy ends off ! .
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You can see from January 鈥18 to March 鈥18 I was all transitioning( the journey actually started in Sep鈥17) . 
April to May I had decided to let my hair grow and had booked my appointment for the big chop. So during this time I experimented with flexi- rods(April ) or mostly kept my hair in a bun ( May). June end I got my first big chop 馃拠馃徎鈥嶁檧锔 and this was the shortest I鈥檝e ever been ! Since then till now I am still learning each day how to take care of my curls. Some days are AMAZING ( November) and some days are a TOTAL FAIL ( August) but that鈥檚 how it is supposed to be I guess ! 馃槣
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During this transition, I鈥檝e also learnt so much more about myself. Maybe while reading this you鈥檙e thinking 鈥淏UT ITS JUST HAIR鈥 ! Well , for us Curlies it鈥檚 much more than that. When we adapt to CG lifestyle , we accept a natural way of living which also helps us to feel good about ourselves! .
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I won鈥檛 lie some comments from a few friends and family have been a tad too much 馃う鈥嶁檧锔! But all in all I am so grateful for meeting such beautiful Curlies and just being a part of such a beautiful community! 馃槝
2018 was all all about getting my curls back. I wish I can grow them healthier and longer in 2019 cause I love long hair 馃槏
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 #indiancurlpridedelhimeetup #indiancurlpride #curlyhair #curlcommunity #healthyhairjourney #naturalista  #curlsforlife #curlyhaired #ootd #curlybob #ilovemycurls #3chair #naturalhaircommunity #ourhealthyhairjourney #wavycurlyhair #sreelasreekumar #igcurls #igcurlss #teamnatural #howtonaturalhair #curlyhair #curlygirlmethod #curlymeetup #ilovemycurls #thoughtoftheday #transitionjourney #instagram #hif3liciahelped #healthyhairjourney #healthyhairgoals

2018-12-26 06:54   67 21

 

馃搯 My Curl Calendar-2018 馃搯 Saw the healthy hair journeys all over my Instagram feed #myhairinayear by @curlsbypearls and could not help but post mine too ! 2018 has been such an epic year. From pursuing my passion to getting my first big chop- everything has happened in 2018 ! 鉂o笍 My healthy hair journey began in 2017 but I took it seriously only in June when I chopped all my stringy ends off ! . 馃摳 You can see from January 鈥18 to March 鈥18 I was all transitioning( the journey actually started in Sep鈥17) . April to May I had decided to let my hair grow and had booked my appointment for the big chop. So during this time I experimented with flexi- rods(April ) or mostly kept my hair in a bun ( May). June end I got my first big chop 馃拠馃徎鈥嶁檧锔 and this was the shortest I鈥檝e ever been ! Since then till now I am still learning each day how to take care of my curls. Some days are AMAZING ( November) and some days are a TOTAL FAIL ( August) but that鈥檚 how it is supposed to be I guess ! 馃槣 . . . During this transition, I鈥檝e also learnt so much more about myself. Maybe while reading this you鈥檙e thinking 鈥淏UT ITS JUST HAIR鈥 ! Well , for us Curlies it鈥檚 much more than that. When we adapt to CG lifestyle , we accept a natural way of living which also helps us to feel good about ourselves! . . I won鈥檛 lie some comments from a few friends and family have been a tad too much 馃う鈥嶁檧锔! But all in all I am so grateful for meeting such beautiful Curlies and just being a part of such a beautiful community! 馃槝 2018 was all all about getting my curls back. I wish I can grow them healthier and longer in 2019 cause I love long hair 馃槏 . . . #indiancurlpridedelhimeetup #indiancurlpride #curlyhair #curlcommunity #healthyhairjourney #naturalista #curlsforlife #curlyhaired #ootd #curlybob #ilovemycurls #3chair #naturalhaircommunity #ourhealthyhairjourney #wavycurlyhair #sreelasreekumar #igcurls #igcurlss #teamnatural #howtonaturalhair #curlyhair #curlygirlmethod #curlymeetup #ilovemycurls #thoughtoftheday #transitionjourney #instagram #hif3liciahelped #healthyhairjourney #healthyhairgoals

Today I'm exactly 3 months on testosterone. 
This is how my voice sounds now, 3 months under hormone replacement therapy.
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Check my profile for my pre t voice for a comparison 馃摚馃摚
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2018-12-20 11:35   54 0

 

Today I'm exactly 3 months on testosterone. This is how my voice sounds now, 3 months under hormone replacement therapy. 路 Check my profile for my pre t voice for a comparison 馃摚馃摚 路 路 路 路 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #3months #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition 馃拤 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

Today I'm exactly 3 months on testosterone. Till now, it's been a wild ride. 
Everything is messed up: sleeping pattern, hunger.
It's amazing.
Every day I can look at my reflection in the mirror and think "yes, this looks like me". I can recognise myself a little bit more every day. I feel comfortable and confident in my body a little bit more every day. I feel powerful, I feel energetic (well, at least I have a lot of mental energy. My insomnia is kicking my butt real hard these days).
My voice has changed a bit, which is a huge change to me. I used to hate my voice, and how I sounded, but now I low key like my new voice, and how "rough" is some days (even though I still span from Elton John and a chipmunk).
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2018-12-20 11:34   60 1

 

Today I'm exactly 3 months on testosterone. Till now, it's been a wild ride. Everything is messed up: sleeping pattern, hunger. It's amazing. Every day I can look at my reflection in the mirror and think "yes, this looks like me". I can recognise myself a little bit more every day. I feel comfortable and confident in my body a little bit more every day. I feel powerful, I feel energetic (well, at least I have a lot of mental energy. My insomnia is kicking my butt real hard these days). My voice has changed a bit, which is a huge change to me. I used to hate my voice, and how I sounded, but now I low key like my new voice, and how "rough" is some days (even though I still span from Elton John and a chipmunk). 路 路 路 路 路 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #3months #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition 馃拤 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

Today I'm exactly 3 months on testosterone. 
This is how my voice sounded right before starting hormone replacement therapy.
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Check my profile for 3 months on T voice comparison 馃摚馃摚
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 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #3months #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition
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2018-12-20 11:04   47 2

 

Today I'm exactly 3 months on testosterone. This is how my voice sounded right before starting hormone replacement therapy. 路 Check my profile for 3 months on T voice comparison 馃摚馃摚 路 路 路 路 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #3months #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition 馃拤 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

I realized I'm two posts behind my theme. Oops.
And still I'm not providing actual content, I'm a mess.
Do you guys have some advices for me?
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2018-12-12 17:36   54 4

 

I realized I'm two posts behind my theme. Oops. And still I'm not providing actual content, I'm a mess. Do you guys have some advices for me 路 路 路 #enby #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist

Did you see my main post for today?
I'm trying to create a weekly theme. Every Thursday I will talk about my medical transition is going, with two supportive images.
I have no idea if this will work. I'm trying to spice up this account a little bit.
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 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #week11 #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition
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 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower  #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure  #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

2018-12-06 21:02   39 0

 

Did you see my main post for today I'm trying to create a weekly theme. Every Thursday I will talk about my medical transition is going, with two supportive images. I have no idea if this will work. I'm trying to spice up this account a little bit. 馃拤 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #week11 #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition 馃拤 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

It's been 11 weeks since I started T. For me, it's definitely a milestone. 
I have waited for it for more than two years, and when I did my first shot I was so shocked I could barely realize I've made it.
In these 11 weeks, a lot of things changed, but others didn't.
My face mostly looks the same, but my voice dropped a little bit, but it's reaaaaaaally unstable. Like, one minute I sound like Elton John and the minute after I'm more like a chipmunk. 
I'm hungrier than before, which is a kind of a problem since I eat a lot. For real, I used to eat more than my friends, who usually are bigger than me, but now I spend like 75% of my time looking for more food AND I CAN'T STOP.
Send help.
My insomnia worsened a little bit since testosterone is messing up with my adrenaline. It's not something that we usually talk about when we consider the side effect of going on T, and NOT every single trans masc may develop sleeping problems after a few weeks of testosterone but still, I had insomnia before so I am sensitive to whatever can mess up my sleeping routine, and I want to be honest with you.
Also, it's hot. I'm constantly hot. My course mates at uni wear 29372 layers of clothes and I just wear a t-shirt AND STILL I'M HOT. Send help again.
However, every day I feel more comfortable in my own body, I feel more powerful, more energetic. I can't wait to see how it goes.
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 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #week #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition
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 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

2018-12-06 20:51   58 0

 

It's been 11 weeks since I started T. For me, it's definitely a milestone. I have waited for it for more than two years, and when I did my first shot I was so shocked I could barely realize I've made it. In these 11 weeks, a lot of things changed, but others didn't. My face mostly looks the same, but my voice dropped a little bit, but it's reaaaaaaally unstable. Like, one minute I sound like Elton John and the minute after I'm more like a chipmunk. I'm hungrier than before, which is a kind of a problem since I eat a lot. For real, I used to eat more than my friends, who usually are bigger than me, but now I spend like 75% of my time looking for more food AND I CAN'T STOP. Send help. My insomnia worsened a little bit since testosterone is messing up with my adrenaline. It's not something that we usually talk about when we consider the side effect of going on T, and NOT every single trans masc may develop sleeping problems after a few weeks of testosterone but still, I had insomnia before so I am sensitive to whatever can mess up my sleeping routine, and I want to be honest with you. Also, it's hot. I'm constantly hot. My course mates at uni wear 29372 layers of clothes and I just wear a t-shirt AND STILL I'M HOT. Send help again. However, every day I feel more comfortable in my own body, I feel more powerful, more energetic. I can't wait to see how it goes. 鈥 鈥 鈥 鈥 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #week #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition 馃拤 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower聽 #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure聽 #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

Stay tuned for my main post for today. 馃敎馃敎
I'm trying to create a weekly theme. Every Thursday I will talk about my medical transition is going, with two supportive images.
I have no idea if this will work. I'm trying to spice up this account a little bit.
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 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #week11 #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition
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 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower  #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure  #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

2018-12-06 08:56   45 2

 

Stay tuned for my main post for today. 馃敎馃敎 I'm trying to create a weekly theme. Every Thursday I will talk about my medical transition is going, with two supportive images. I have no idea if this will work. I'm trying to spice up this account a little bit. 馃拤 #throwbackthursday #weeklyupdate #week11 #transitionupdate #transitionjourney #transition 馃拤 #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #alltransbodies #activist

TDR coffee...... no milk I used a teaspoon of TDR vanilla shake powered mixed with cold water till a paste then added coffee and hot water....... I鈥檓 in love!!! #weightlossforchristmas #iwillbethin #lovemylife #behappy #icandothis #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney  #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory  #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2018-12-06 08:47   35 1

 
Oggi 猫 la giornata mondiale della lotta all'aids.
Ho provato a scrivere questo post settecento settanta volte, cercando per una volta di non farne uno depresso come al solito.
Ogni volta veniva pi霉 depresso di prima.
Alla fine gliel'ho data su, ormai ho capito l'andazzo.
Quindi questo post sar脿 una recensione onesta e probabilmente un po' depressa di quello che penso. 
Punto 1) domanda tattica. Sapete cosa 茅 la Tasp? E la PreP? 
La Tasp (Terapia come Prevenzione) 茅 un farmaco somministrato a persone sieropositive per abbattere la carica virale, ovvero i livelli di virus nel sangue, a valori non rilevabili. Non rilevabili, significa che non sono trasmissibili.
La Prep (profilassi pre esposizione) viene invece assunta da persone siero negative, per rendere il proprio corpo inospitale al virus e inadatto al contagio.
La Tasp e la Prep funzionano, ma funzionano davvero, e mica perch茅 lo dico io.
I test indicano che su migliaia di rapporti sessuali (non protetti) tra persone sieropositive sottoposte a tasp e persone sieronegative, ci sono stati 0 contagi. Mica male.
I test sono un altro fondamentale strumento sul quale contare nella lotta all'aids. Scoprire per tempo il proprio stato sierologico pu貌 far s矛 che uno possa avere accesso alle terapie necessarie a diventare #undetectable e a proteggere non solo la propria salute, ma anche quella degli altri 馃尭
Finiamola con lo stigma sulle persone sieropositive! Finiamola con lo stigma sulla sessualit脿! Parliamone, informiamoci, educhiamoci 馃摎
Finiamola con la paura! Una persona sieropositiva pu貌 vivere una vita esattamente alla pari di una persona sieronegativa se segue le terapie previste.
Combattiamo l'hiv in un modo nuovo, combattiamolo insieme.
Quindi, fatelo (il test) e fatelo (il sesso), fatelo protetto, fatelo con chi volete, fatelo come volete e fatele (le terapie) senza mai sgarrare 馃摙
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2018-12-01 22:33   58 2

 

Oggi 猫 la giornata mondiale della lotta all'aids. Ho provato a scrivere questo post settecento settanta volte, cercando per una volta di non farne uno depresso come al solito. Ogni volta veniva pi霉 depresso di prima. Alla fine gliel'ho data su, ormai ho capito l'andazzo. Quindi questo post sar脿 una recensione onesta e probabilmente un po' depressa di quello che penso. Punto 1) domanda tattica. Sapete cosa 茅 la Tasp E la PreP La Tasp (Terapia come Prevenzione) 茅 un farmaco somministrato a persone sieropositive per abbattere la carica virale, ovvero i livelli di virus nel sangue, a valori non rilevabili. Non rilevabili, significa che non sono trasmissibili. La Prep (profilassi pre esposizione) viene invece assunta da persone siero negative, per rendere il proprio corpo inospitale al virus e inadatto al contagio. La Tasp e la Prep funzionano, ma funzionano davvero, e mica perch茅 lo dico io. I test indicano che su migliaia di rapporti sessuali (non protetti) tra persone sieropositive sottoposte a tasp e persone sieronegative, ci sono stati 0 contagi. Mica male. I test sono un altro fondamentale strumento sul quale contare nella lotta all'aids. Scoprire per tempo il proprio stato sierologico pu貌 far s矛 che uno possa avere accesso alle terapie necessarie a diventare #undetectable e a proteggere non solo la propria salute, ma anche quella degli altri 馃尭 Finiamola con lo stigma sulle persone sieropositive! Finiamola con lo stigma sulla sessualit脿! Parliamone, informiamoci, educhiamoci 馃摎 Finiamola con la paura! Una persona sieropositiva pu貌 vivere una vita esattamente alla pari di una persona sieronegativa se segue le terapie previste. Combattiamo l'hiv in un modo nuovo, combattiamolo insieme. Quindi, fatelo (il test) e fatelo (il sesso), fatelo protetto, fatelo con chi volete, fatelo come volete e fatele (le terapie) senza mai sgarrare 馃摙 路 路 路 路 #enby #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist #aidsworldday

This time last week @fattienattie_cwp 馃槱 how has it gone so quick!!!
PJ party for 2 馃 #pj #pjparty #twins #bestfriends #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney  #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory  #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2018-11-23 13:18   57 4

 
Two days ago was Trans Day of Remembrance. I took some time for myself to think about was this means to me, as a white trans masculine individual. 
Last week the TMM had published the data regarding trans and gender non conforming individuals victim of transphobia.
369 death.
44 deaths more than 2017.
74 deaths more than 2016.
62% of them are sex workers.
Here, in Italy, 5 trans women were found dead. We're second after Turkey (which has seven victims).
I acknowledge the fact that I have privileges. I live in a western country, I'm white, I have easier access to medical transition thanks to NHS (even if the law that regulates transition has 30+years and it sucks), I have a supportive community, and, even if being trans is not always socially accepted, at least it's not a crime.
However the more I thought about tdor, the angrier I got. I'm so sick of trans folks dying. I'm sick of reading about suicide rates among trans youth. I'm sick of the violence, the fear.
I'm tired of getting silenced. 
So I decided to change my perspective. 
I have a goal for the future. I'm not going to forget, but I will fight back. I will use my voice, my visibility, and I'll try my best in order to create a safer society, so no one will ever die again. 
I will speak for whoever felt like I could represent them. I will speak with my community.
And I will say to the others "listen to the minorities. Listen to trans sex workers, listen to disabled trans people, listen to neurodivergent trans people, listen to nonwhite trans people because they know what's the best thing for them. I know my istances, but let EVERYONE get the opportunity to speak for themselves.
Just listen.
Because we will no longer be silent."
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2018-11-22 22:27   58 2

 

Two days ago was Trans Day of Remembrance. I took some time for myself to think about was this means to me, as a white trans masculine individual. Last week the TMM had published the data regarding trans and gender non conforming individuals victim of transphobia. 369 death. 44 deaths more than 2017. 74 deaths more than 2016. 62% of them are sex workers. Here, in Italy, 5 trans women were found dead. We're second after Turkey (which has seven victims). I acknowledge the fact that I have privileges. I live in a western country, I'm white, I have easier access to medical transition thanks to NHS (even if the law that regulates transition has 30+years and it sucks), I have a supportive community, and, even if being trans is not always socially accepted, at least it's not a crime. However the more I thought about tdor, the angrier I got. I'm so sick of trans folks dying. I'm sick of reading about suicide rates among trans youth. I'm sick of the violence, the fear. I'm tired of getting silenced. So I decided to change my perspective. I have a goal for the future. I'm not going to forget, but I will fight back. I will use my voice, my visibility, and I'll try my best in order to create a safer society, so no one will ever die again. I will speak for whoever felt like I could represent them. I will speak with my community. And I will say to the others "listen to the minorities. Listen to trans sex workers, listen to disabled trans people, listen to neurodivergent trans people, listen to nonwhite trans people because they know what's the best thing for them. I know my istances, but let EVERYONE get the opportunity to speak for themselves. Just listen. Because we will no longer be silent." 鈥 鈥 鈥 鈥 鈥 鈥 鈥 #enby #queer #transmasc #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist #tdor #transdayofremembrance #tdor2018

Wowser wednesday!!!
Over 3 stone weight loss, all thanks to @one2onediet 
Never did I think I was that big until my darling boyfriend took a sneaky picture of me. 
As they say 鈥渁 picture paints a thousand words鈥 I was unhappy, unhealthy and stuck in a rut!
Thank god for that photo that made me see clearly and give me the determination I needed to get where I am today 馃拑馃徏
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2018-11-21 12:35   169 16

 

Wowser wednesday!!! Over 3 stone weight loss, all thanks to @one2onediet Never did I think I was that big until my darling boyfriend took a sneaky picture of me. As they say 鈥渁 picture paints a thousand words鈥 I was unhappy, unhealthy and stuck in a rut! Thank god for that photo that made me see clearly and give me the determination I needed to get where I am today 馃拑馃徏 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation #lifechanging #bebrave #bebold #bebeautiful #neverlookingback

It's my 1 year manniversary, and there's been many ups and downs since starting HRT, so far I love all the progress I've made. I've dropped 35 lbs. My voice actually sounds like how it should be. I'm maintaining some facial scruff that I will post tomorrow in the daylight. I'm celebrating all these milestones by relaxing at home with my family. Hoping to be a little more active with my journey since work is winding down for the holidays. Today is also Transgender Day of Rememberence. I will be lighting a vigil later in honor of all my trans siblings who were lost this year and the pioneers who've allowed us to thrive and come forward in the present. 馃檹馃徏
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2018-11-21 00:54   35 0

 

It's my 1 year manniversary, and there's been many ups and downs since starting HRT, so far I love all the progress I've made. I've dropped 35 lbs. My voice actually sounds like how it should be. I'm maintaining some facial scruff that I will post tomorrow in the daylight. I'm celebrating all these milestones by relaxing at home with my family. Hoping to be a little more active with my journey since work is winding down for the holidays. Today is also Transgender Day of Rememberence. I will be lighting a vigil later in honor of all my trans siblings who were lost this year and the pioneers who've allowed us to thrive and come forward in the present. 馃檹馃徏 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #ftm #transmasculine #transmasc #transgender #transisbeautiful #thisiswhattranslookslike #voiceprogression #transman #queer #lgbtq #transitionjourney #selflove #thisbodyismine #wewillnotbeerased #transbody #transguy #transgendercommunity #manniversary #hrt #testosterone #journey #selfacceptance

I love this lady鈥檚 recipes they are amazing! If your struggling for ideas please follow @thyme.2.cook 
Thank you for the photo 馃槝 
 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney  #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory  #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation @one2onediet

2018-11-20 12:19   56 3

 
馃挏馃挏馃挏 #Repost @loseitwithlauren_one2onediet with @get_repost
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Congratulations to @cwp_sarahjane for winning national but a massive thank you for letting us have a photo your absolutely amazing and well done 馃拑馃徏 馃嚘馃嚭 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney  #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory  #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation #one2onediet @one2onediet

2018-11-19 11:14   61 2

 
Congratulations to @cwp_sarahjane for winning national but a massive thank you for letting us have a photo your absolutely amazing and well done 馃拑馃徏 馃嚘馃嚭 #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney  #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory  #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation #one2onediet @one2onediet

2018-11-19 10:20   49 2

 
God, this life is a rollercoaster.
I don't even know where to start. 
I would really like to provide some actual content on this profile but every time I write a post my anxiety kicks in and it's like "this is boring, no one care what you have to say". And the whole point is that I have a lot of things to say, and I'm sicking tired of the trans narrative that wants and expect us to think and behave in the same way. The narrative that wants us to be sad, to hate our bodies, to be either extremely masculine or extremely feminine without the possibility to express and perform ourselves or we'll look like we are "faking it", the colonialist narrative that wants to normalize and makes us conforming to a standard model.
No way. That's not my narrative, I want to create my own narrative within the trans community.
So idk, this is just a rant and probably when I'm not on the verge of a mental breakdown I'll post something that makes sense.
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2018-11-17 18:07   62 3

 

God, this life is a rollercoaster. I don't even know where to start. I would really like to provide some actual content on this profile but every time I write a post my anxiety kicks in and it's like "this is boring, no one care what you have to say". And the whole point is that I have a lot of things to say, and I'm sicking tired of the trans narrative that wants and expect us to think and behave in the same way. The narrative that wants us to be sad, to hate our bodies, to be either extremely masculine or extremely feminine without the possibility to express and perform ourselves or we'll look like we are "faking it", the colonialist narrative that wants to normalize and makes us conforming to a standard model. No way. That's not my narrative, I want to create my own narrative within the trans community. So idk, this is just a rant and probably when I'm not on the verge of a mental breakdown I'll post something that makes sense. 鈥 鈥 鈥 鈥 鈥 #enby #queer #ace #gay #trans #transgender #transness #transmasculine #transpower #transandinked #transpride #transandproud #transadventure #transition #transitionjourney #thisiswhattranslookslike #testosterone #hrt #hormone #lgbt #lgbtiaq #afab #assignedfemale #hehis #visibility #twink #alltransbodies #activist

What an awesome night, so great dum to be here #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney  #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory  #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation #cwpconvention #cwpconvention2018 #boldbravebrilliant @cambridgeweightplan

2018-11-17 00:22   44 4

 
Onesies on and CWP TDR hot chocolate 馃崼馃檶馃徎 I鈥檓 freezing!! #healthy #healthyliving #healthyfood #weightloss #weightlossjourney #cleaneating #weightlossmotivation #transitionjourney  #CWP #cambridgeweightplan #weightlossjourney #weightloss #myweightlossstory  #lifechanging #motivation #inspiration #fatkiller #shakeitup #CWPinsta #fitness #bodygoals #dreambeliveachive #transformation #progress #determination #cwpfollowers #bodytransformation #chocolate #hotchocolate #lovechocolate #chocolatelovers @cambridgeweightplan

2018-11-13 18:11   36 2

 
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