Dearest NIKI, thank you so much for all the love that you show for us and taught us to keep fighting. You have inspired me and more people to become stronger and independent. Thank you so much for believing in us through your music. You have no idea how your music helps me everyday. I believe that happiness will always come to you no matter what.
I am also grateful for your mother to give us such blessing by raising a child like you! Your mother is a role model for you and we wouldn’t know the warrior Niki without her. So in case your mom wants to read this, please let her know that she is loved and will always be loved.
You both are the strongest women and you both deserve the world. Please hang in there and stay strong! #FUCKCANCER
We love you, always.
#NIKI #nikizefanya #nicolezefanya #ilikeu #seeunever #chilly #newsflash #saymyname #friends #spell #vintage #dancingwiththedevil #pools #around #warpaint #midsummermadness #88rising
Who I am is one person with or without the paint! I am calm, cool and collective! Yet passionate and very courageous yet humble and friendly.... just understand that the paint is more than makeup for mime it’s #WarPaint and once that paint is one I only have one aim and that’s to Shift Atmospheres #KeithWarriorMime
This is a #serious #throwback. I edited the photo myself recently because #life is #art. However, that doesn’t matter because it’s the story behind me #rediscovering who the #Creator made me to be. I took this at a time of #mourning and #warfare in my life. The sweet Irish mother that had raised me my entire life as white (and adopted my #Native #Indigenous biological mother from Belcourt, ND) told me she was dying. I dealt with rejection by peers that I trusted musically in church. Little did many know is I still kept up a happy fully operational home, smiled with tears in my heart, and tried to replicate what was considered acceptable (not worshiping as myself as I have this past couple years). I even cut all my hair trying to fulfill self and what I thought would make me accepted. During that time, I found comfort in #prayer, our #ministry, as well as learning something I never fully understood...Which I do now, the gift of #prophecy. Through that period of time, I went through a number of #spiritual tests including a #deliverance. A couple years ago, I would have been embarrassed to share this, here was me in my #warpaint. Thank you Creator, God, Gitche Manitou for loving me.
Getting ready to go out at 14 weeks pregnant pre seshing on anti sickness tablets vs being 22 and pre drinking cherry lambrini - so far have cut knee open on razor, accidentally shaved off half an eyebrow so had to draw on ‘slugs’ and my GHDs have broken... aiming for Taylor Swift, ended up more pantomime dame. Back in the day I could manage to attach false eyelashes with one had whilst texting my entire phone book.... half contemplating just staying in with a cup of tea 😂🙈 #thestruggleisreal #christmasnightout #warpaint
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WARPAINT time again everybody! Yes yes, I forgot to post this on Friday again, but I was so all over the place yesterday, I felt like a chicken with my head cut off at some points lol. Either way, I am here, I have gotten through the insanely busy week, and come out the other side. Here is to hoping for a somewhat relaxing weekend before another crazy week for Christmas itself!
Lets have a look at my new Warpaint! The gorgeous sparkly case, belongs to @tartecosmetics Life of the Party clay blush palette and clutch! I'll be honest, with the fact I can sometimes feel selfconcious of my at times pink splotchy cheeks, and cover them up, I don't always add colour to my cheeks outside of highlight. I thought this palette, the blushes seemed more natural than most of the blushes I have, so, here is to trying them out... and... maybe I just wanted the sparkly clutch lol. Sadly, with my new bigger phone, it means I can't carry a tube of Jeffree Star alone with my phone it in... might be reason to work towards some of those mini sets for myself! 😛
Along with the clutch and blush set, we have @doll_hospytal_cosmetics lipstick in shade No Co-Pay, and @katvondbeauty Everlasting Glimmer Veil in shade Televator. .
All about the purples and pinks today, looking forward to all of this!
#WARPAINT #incentives #makeupgoodies #mentalhealthwarrior #newmakeup #warpaintmakeup #thisisme #onedayatatime #whenindoubtthrowonmywarpaint #bringonthemakeup #tartecosmetics #dollhospytalcosmetics #katvondbeauty
"15.45 | 8.994.08"
This is a very tiny painting that my little cousin loves a lot.
It took me a lot of time but I finally finished.
I've said it before, but I was listening to @warpaintwarpaintofficial as I was painting it. I really like them as a band and as individual people, they always inspire me to try and be better.
Once again, it's a painting about the universe, love and the energy we're all made of. ☄️✨🌒
For the last few weeks I've been painting nonstop. I was away from the studio for almost two months and dealing with that absence in my life was a challenge.
These days have been hard. I lost someone I loved and had to deal with the death subject once again. I still can't quite put my finger on how I feel about it. Sometimes I consider it the most natural thing, an important, necessary part of life and it makes me feel peaceful. Then come the times when I can't accept it at all - usually when I lose someone I love.
I believe we never really cease to exist. Maybe we level up, straight into another dimension. Maybe we live here and somewhere else simultaneously. I don't know.
Bottom line is it happens and we can't stop it, so why even think about it too much
(Image: a painting I'm working on. It's been raining nonstop, @warpaintwarpaintofficial is calmly flowing through my speakers and I absolutely love it. Can you tell my paintings are all about the universe lately) 💧☔️