I don't understand what is this strange feeling of loneliness. It's difficult to keep my mind quiet, for it keeps making weird, unwanted negative scenarios. There's this strange negativity inside my heart which doesn't seem to end soon.
Life doesn't seem to be worth living for. I don't feel the need to fight life as I have lost faith in life. And most importantly for whom should I fight It's becoming difficult with every passing day to survive, to take decisions, to just live life. I feel I am breaking apart. The tears have stopped and silence has took the game away. I have tried several times to understand this wrecking situation but have failed miserably. I feel unwanted by people. I feel disturbed, annoyed, frustrated with myself.
I am too tired to react to situations and people. Everyone keeps telling me you should smile for this life but what is the point of a life you don't want to live. It's hurtful, this phase is tearing me bit by bit.
I don't want to face tomorrow. I constantly feel low. But I will find happiness one day. .
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Day 1️⃣1️⃣ - A letter to your younger self....
Dear younger Rylee,
Love all your perfect imperfections! It’s what makes you special.
Never listen to those who tell you “you can’t.” Your dreams and goals aren’t about someone else’s opinion of them, it’s about what you want! Because it’s your time, effort, dedication, sacrifice, fight, will, and strength to achieve, not theirs.
Don’t worry about what other people think of you. It’s not your business. Love yourself, and be true to who you are.
Don’t fear failure! There’s lessons in failure that will make you stronger.
Oh and please wear your glasses.🤓 You have a habit of running into door knobs. 😂
And for the love of God, STOP PROCRASTINATING! Love, Rylee
What advice would you give to your younger self
I wrote this poem back in March 2019. When I realized that I had neglected a plant that was sitting in my room. The thought of me neglecting something made me flash back to a time when I felt the same way that my plant felt. Wilting, begging for attention and sunlight. But not having words to say. 🌱
Being a big fan of sudden deaths, do or dies, cinderella runs and underdogs I came out of the man cave to support our gals.
With gold at stake, this game is billed to be a nail-biter. Perhaps a grudge match. But Animam, Pontejos, Hayes, Castillo, Bernardino and Cabinbin conspired to make the story different.
Pontejos dictated the tempo from the get go with her outside sniping. Her match up with Bias is a dream match I never knew I needed to see until yesterday. She pickpocketed her twice and eventually put the clamps down on WNBA champ!
Lady bulldogs brought their championship pedigree in the table. Animam and Hayes lorded over the paint while Bernardino is a true workhorse. She's putting crazy numbers and filling up the stat sheet like Scottie Thompson. The intangibles that she brings is what caught my attention. She's a killer!
The sweet shooting Lasallian Khate Castillo is straight cash from downtown. Dribble-drive motion makes wonder for her.
Then late in the 3rd canto, Cabinbin asked for an iso, went for a hesi, sauced up her defender and made the jelly. They execute the same play multiple times like bread and butter. She intrinsically dissected the Thai's defense. My goodness! Oohs and Aahs were all over the place! Complete pandemonium!
That moment I knew that we got this!
The mindset is, when you smell blood you go for the kill. Put the nail in coffin to prevent any uprising. Exactly what they did and made sure that Bias-led squad won't spoil the shindig. A convincing 20-point rout.
Women's basketball is one of the teams that have been generally overlooked and overshadowed by men's play. Yesterday was different. They were the biggest story and gold medal was a vindication of sorts for them. A reminder that these ladies are definitely worth rooting for! Immensely proud to see them play! ⛹️♀️🥇🇵🇭 #WeWinAsOne #SeaGames2019
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