Two years of Tinder and talking to random people I realized I'm just not suitable enough for the platform. Modern dating and casual stuff shall take a toll on me and my beliefs of what love is. Lately listening to 'cold mess' @prateekkuhad and I came up with this.
Tinder, talking and cold mess// "When I'll feel cold
I'll keep you close"
Can I I mean I hope its not early. I mean I'm okay with you taking time, one meeting at a time and a decision of forever. "I'll sing you to sleep
If you were mine to keep"
Last month I started learning how to sing, again. Last night I had a dream. I saw mom singing lullabies for me to sleep and I waking up exactly twelve hours hence, you see it was a dream I don't really sleep that much anymore. Anyway, I'm perfect at singing now. And will be, at sleeping. I wish you have a sound sleep too. "It was Friday night
And all the lights
Were burning me dry"
Last Friday when I said I was drunk it was fake. I wanted to be vulnerable, to show you what resides in me but my parents are strict they don't let me go out and there's hardly a chance I ever was drunk and the drunk texts weren't real I am sorry. "And I can feel it
When you cry"
Its been two days we shared memes. Its been two months we started talking. And negligible meetings I dream upon.
A few days ago my interviewer asked me my strength and I said I know how to find the hidden and mend the broken. I was sure I could do that to you too. I'm trying my best. I got the job though. "My days they begin with your name
And nights end with your breath"
The moment you write Good Night I exit the chat box. And keep it unread for the next Good Morning. I guess you know the drill already. I wish you would still keep it like that. (Continued in comment)