Meghan McCarthy @cleaneatsfastfeets
- website: http://www.cleaneatsfastfeets.com/
- bio: A whole #foodblogger with a dash of #fitness, a dollop of #baby and a side of #booze keeping it real in #Cleveland. ~~ Snapchat: CleanEatsFastFeets 📸
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🎶 Do you know the #muffin man, the muffin man, the muffin man. 🎶
🎶 "Forever pimpin', never slippin', that's how it is." #outkast #playersball
This beautiful weather has got me all hot and bothered for #CSA season. I can't wait. #eatyoveggies
Recipe testing shenanigans. Now what does one call #vegetarian #lentil balls?
Lunching with my mom and the tiny dictator.
I buy myself #flowers because they make me smile. Also I'm fucking worth it. #roses
I am one of the 15% of women who suffer from Postpartum Depression and Anxiety.
While I'm thankfully no longer in the same head space, I'm sharing pieces of my story below because we need to talk more about things that make us uncomfortable, like mental health. The full post is on the blog.
I found myself in a dark, damp tunnel, with no light at the end. The walls oozed with decay, rot and the claw marks from my fingernails as I tried unsuccessfully to scratch my way out.
I was a fraud and a failure as a mother.
The shame was all encompassing.
I wanted to run away.
When my child cried, I’d sweat and my skin would crawl with the steps of a thousand ants swarming my entire being.
I felt the waves of failure crashing upon me minute by minute. “I. Can’t. Do. This. I can’t, I can’t, I can’t,” became the mantra in my head.
I longed to be able to sheath my skin like a snake, step out of it’s shell, and run far, far away.
I needed to be someone other than me. 📷: @fitswisschick
#noshameinmygame #postpartumdepression #mentalhealth #anxiety #postpartum
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